I’ve Been Reincarnated as the Strongest Villain in an NTR Eroge, so I’m Going to Break the Heroines’ Doom Flags on Behalf of the Main Character!

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Chapter 32 – Sera Akari Wants to Be Loved

I’ll take responsibility.

Those are the words I said to Shiori that day.

Obviously, I didn’t just say it lightly. But I had scolded Kaede so much up until now, and now I’m doing something pathetic by not responding to Akari’s feelings.

If I were to give excuses under the guise of reasons, the list would be endless. First of all, I am Ibuse Reo, but at the same time, I’m not Ibuse Reo. In the end, I’m nothing more than a borrowed body. And, as Sakura pointed out, if people found out that Akari was dating Ibuse Reo, their view of her would drastically change. It could even affect her future path in life.

Moreover… the current Akari is clearly dependent on the existence of Ibuse Reo.

Is it because she feels grateful for his help, or is it simply because she likes his looks? Or is it because I’d complimented Akari and called her “cute”? I still don’t know the exact reason, but it’s certain that her feelings aren’t a healthy crush. I’ve been struggling with whether it’s right to take advantage of such a vulnerable adolescent heart.

“…Hey, Senpai?”

As I was racking my brains over Akari’s confession, she looked at me with an anxious look on her face and asked me.

“Am I…not good enough, after all?”

“…No.”

That’s right. It’s not that Akari is no good. I’m the one who’s no good. I kept making selfish excuses and never tried to think about Akari’s feelings even though she was always by my side. If I wanted to push her away, there were plenty of opportunities to do so.

I was scared. I was afraid that if I pushed her away, she’d do something dangerous again.

But still, I didn’t try to move the relationship forward with Akari. I thought that if I accepted her with a mindset of “because there’s no other choice,” I would definitely regret it one day.

I kept creating an escape route in my mind, thinking that if I was to respond to Akari’s feelings, I should have the resolve, and that’s what led to this situation.

“…Senpai…”

Akari must have been feeling anxious all this time too. Even though she had been making advances, I never made a move. She might’ve thought she wasn’t attractive enough. Maybe that’s why she invited the other girls to the pool. She thought that if she made some incident happen with Nanami or Shiori, and then invited me when I couldn’t hold back any longer, I would surely attack her. In reality, Akari probably wanted to have fun with me the most. And yet…

“…I’m sorry. I made you go as far as doing something like this.”

“…This much…is nothing…”

Akari’s eyes welled up with tears at my apology. Even if it was in a somewhat distorted way, I’d never been loved this much before.

“Senpai… please… even if it’s just once… that’s all I ask…”

It was a heartbreaking voice that was unimaginable from her usual cheerfulness. Realizing how far I had pushed her, I gently embraced her trembling body.

“Senpai… Stop it… Please don’t be gentle… You can be more…rough… You don’t have to think about me…”

“I’m not going to be rough. I’ve decided to cherish you.”

“But… but…”

Akari burst into tears at my embrace. Holding her close to my chest, I stroked her small head and told her how I felt.

“I love you.”

“Huh?”

Akari was confused and unable to accept my sudden words. I hugged her tightly and this time told her how I felt in words that were typical of Ibuse Reo.

“Akari, become my woman.”

“Eh… Senpai… Eehh? No way… Are you really okay with someone like me…?”

“…I told you to stop saying stuff like that. I won’t say it again, you got that?”

“Eh… But…”

Akari still can’t sort out her feelings. Now that I’ve put my feelings into words, there’s no way I can hold back anymore.

“…Don’t complain.”

“Huh… Ngh…!?”

I grabbed Akari’s head and kissed her forcefully. Of course, it was the first time I ever kissed, so I just pressed my lips tightly against hers and gave Akari a childlike kiss.

“…Haah… Senpai… you’re so bad…”

“…I told you not to complain.”

I felt pathetic being mocked by Akari with an ecstatic expression. But Akari’s smile had returned, and she reached for my crotch again.

“…Is this also just big but bad?”

“…Don’t tease me.”

“Oh my~ You’re so lame~ Go ahead and prove it to me.”

She teased me as she rubbed my crotch. I suppressed my desire to make a mess of her right away and apply more pressure to Akari’s head, which I was holding tightly with both hands.

“Eeeeeh!?”

“I told you I’d cherish you. So I won’t do it here.”

“But… Mmnnmm!? …nnn…”

“Huh? Did you hear something just now?”

“Not sure. Maybe it’s from outside?”

I pressed my lips against hers, applying pressure to her head, as if to make her understand. It dawned on me that there were still other guys around. I had been so wrapped up in my thoughts that I had completely forgotten.

“Mm… Mnmm…”

“Alright, let’s go to the slider!”

“Yeah!”

After a while, the two guys left, and I no longer sensed anyone around, so I finally took my lips off Akari.

“…Are you okay?”

“Ah… This might be bad… My head’s spinning… it felt so intense…”

“I see. Then let’s get out of here quickly while no one’s around.”

“Eh… after all this——”

I gently patted Akari’s melted expression and decided to speak a bit more firmly.

“…Can’t you listen to what I say, Akari?”

“Ah… no… I can listen…”

“Okay, be a good girl.”