Is it okay for a loner like me to have a yandere? - Chapter 22- Awkward confession
I know exactly who would be on the other side of the door. After all, only two people were living in the house at the moment.
I took a strong gulp before opening the door.
There…she stood, with the rabbit plush in her hands and her gaze drawn to the ground.
Since it was dark, I could barely see her face, but I could feel that her ears were currently red.
*Crackle*
Lightning resonated outside and the room was illuminated for a moment.
She hurriedly stepped inside and requested, “Umm…can I sleep here tonight?”
Her voice was shaky. Oh, she is scared of lightning, I remembered.
I turned to look at my bed before saying, “I will arrange myself a futon and-”
*Crackle*
Another bolt traveled through the skies and I was suddenly hugged.
My shirt was held and her small frame was pressed against my front.
I looked down and found a trembling Suzune-san standing there.
Now…can I leave her alone like this?
“Do you…mind sharing the bed?” She asked, her voice still shaky.
I took a deep breath to calm myself down before telling her, “I might move around in my sleep. Will that be okay?”
“Until I can stay by Aki-kun’s side, I will be fine.” She said with her eyes closed and a soft sigh escaping her lips.
Adorable.
Now that a pretty girl is relying on me, how can I push her away?
I led her to the bed and gave her the wall side so she doesn’t get kicked by me in my sleep.
I have serious sleeping problems.
My heart skipped a beat seeing Suzune-san lying down on my bed and expectantly looking at me; waiting for me to join her.
I need to control myself…she is scared and needs my support right now.
I bonked my inner horny dog and slipped into covers.
The plush was set aside as Suzune-san pulled herself towards me.
“Uh…oh. ” I breathed out a tense exhale as she pressed her face against my chest.
I was stiff but made no move to push her or make some distance.
It isn’t like I feel repulsive to have someone in my bed or I feel uncomfortable having someone beside me when I sleep. I was just nervous that I might do something that might break her trust in me.
That’s why, I kept thinking about different stuff to ignore the warmth her body was transmitting to me.
My hand was on my waist and the other one under my head. I was stiff as a board and made no movement to cling to her.
Yes…this should be fine-
*CRACKLE*
She shivered and grew closer to me. I can feel her body trembling.
God…she is so small and lovable. Guh! The sweet aggression was rising.
She suddenly looked up at me and asked with her eyes moist, “Hold me, Aki-kun…I am scared.”
There goes my rationality.
Without needing to be persuaded further, I encircled my hand around her waist and used the other hand to surround her head; further bringing her closer to me until there was no space between us.
Now, I can feel Suzune-san’s body vividly. Her hot breaths hit my chest, and her soft body was under my fingertips.
I could feel her breathing regaining calmness and her stiff shoulders relaxed.
A brief moment of silence before she whispered, “This…is my first time cuddling with someone.”
Her words clearly reached me. There was no doubt what she said.
I took a moment before asking her, “Why did I get the special privilege?”
She looked up at me with her cheek bulging, “Do I really need to tell you?”
My breath was caught in my throat…doesn’t it mean…
“Suzune…do you…really…?”
She frowned, “You think I will agree to stay alone with a boy I don’t like?”
True…
For a girl, this was quite a bold decision.
I remained silent for a moment before slowly whispering, “Me too…I like you, Suzune.”
God…this was awkward.
How did they confess in the novel so romantically? All I did was like relaying just a random thought.
She smiled, her pout being replaced by a flowery curve of lips as she asked, “Are you sure? I can be a very clingy girlfriend, you know.”
My arm around her waist grew strong as I said, “Don’t worry, I am no better.”
She purred in my arms, nestling her head against me as she said, “It feels like a dream…getting together with Aki-kun…”
Slowly mumbling she soon fell asleep…leaving me wide awake.
She really seemed tired.
I allowed her some space for better comfort as I kept staring at her face.
A few days ago, the very idea of me dating someone as beautiful as Suzune-san would have felt laughable and ridiculous.
But I guess, our past played a massive role in making her interested in me.
Regardless of the reason, I am very happy that we are together now.
But…at that time, I didn’t know that just a day later, we would be on the verge of breaking up.
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