I'm Not the Master of This Crazy Yandere - Chapter 9
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Chapter 9: The Arrival of the Silent Shadow
【Elara PoV】
The Royal Academy of Magical Arts sprawled before me like a tumor that forgot to stop growing.
Marble towers clawed at the sky, each one screaming look at me, look how important I am in a language Master would find utterly exhausting. Gold leaf covered every surface that didn’t move, and probably some that did. Students in pristine robes hurried between buildings, their voices carrying across manicured gardens, loud and grating and completely unaware they were insects disturbing the peace of someone far greater than themselves.
I clutched the Holy Scripture tighter against my chest, Master’s sacred complaints wrapped in leather and blessed by his own hand when he’d thrown the notebook at my head and told me to stop taking notes. The stick rested in my other hand, worn smooth from ten thousand swings and baptized in the blood of those who’d threatened Master’s tranquility.
This place was a nest, nothing more, and I was here to fumigate.
The main courtyard opened up ahead, all cobblestones and fountains and unnecessary architectural flourishes that served no purpose except making people feel accomplished for existing near them. Master would hate it here. Too much noise, too much effort, too many people who thought their ambitions mattered.
My grip on the stick tightened.
A group of students burst from a nearby building, their laughter cutting through the air like nails on slate. They wore different robes, red and gold, the colors of the so-called Hero Class. The elite. The chosen ones who’d save the kingdom or whatever delusion they’d convinced themselves justified their existence.
I felt my eye twitch.
One of them noticed me standing at the courtyard entrance, his gaze lingering longer than necessary. Blond hair, strong jaw, the kind of face that probably made village girls giggle. He wore his robe open, showing off a knight’s uniform underneath, all polished buttons and stupid cape.
The stupid cape.
Recognition hit me like cold water, Master’s words echoing in my mind from the Holy Scripture, page three, paragraph two— “the Knight Commander with the stupid cape and even stupider jawline.”
This was him, the man who’d stolen Master’s peace five years ago, who’d taken that unworthy woman and filled her head with poison about ambition and drive and all the things Master had transcended.
Aldric.
My hand moved to the stick before I consciously decided to reach for it.
“Hold positions!”
His voice carried across the courtyard, commanding and self-important in a way that made my teeth ache. The other students, maybe twenty of them, immediately formed ranks like trained dogs responding to their master’s whistle.
They were in the middle of outdoor training, I realized, watching them fall into formation with weapons drawn. Wooden practice swords, training staves, a few clutching spell focuses that glowed with amateur-level magic.
Children playing at war.
Aldric strode to the front of the formation, his cape billowing dramatically despite the complete lack of wind. He was doing that on purpose, using magic to make fabric move because he thought it looked heroic.
Master would have laughed himself sick.
“Today’s lesson is about recognizing potential in unexpected places!”
Aldric announced, his voice pitched to carry to the entire courtyard.
Several students nodded like this was profound wisdom instead of obvious garbage.
“A true hero must always be ready to extend a hand to those who lack direction, who wander through life without purpose or ambition—”
I stopped listening.
The words were the same poison from the Holy Scripture, the exact ideology that had corrupted that unworthy woman, that had made her think Master’s divine laziness was somehow a flaw instead of the highest form of enlightenment.
My breathing slowed, centering myself the way Master had taught me when he’d told me to stop hyperventilating because it was loud and annoying. In through the nose, out through the mouth, finding that still point where clarity lived.
These people were noise, nothing more, obstacles between Master and his perfect peace.
Movement caught my eye, a woman stepping forward from the ranks to stand beside Aldric. Auburn hair, beautiful features, the kind of presence that demanded attention.
Letizia.
The unworthy woman herself, the fool who’d thrown away paradise because she couldn’t recognize divinity when it drank tea in front of her.
She looked older than I’d imagined from Master’s descriptions, more polished, like she’d spent five years trying to sand away the parts of herself that had loved someone beyond her understanding. Her eyes swept the courtyard and landed on me.
Something flickered in her expression, confusion maybe, or recognition of something she couldn’t quite place.
I met her gaze and let her see nothing, no emotion, no recognition, just the empty calm Master wore when he looked at things beneath his concern.
She flinched.
Good.
“You there!”
Aldric’s voice snapped my attention back to him. He was pointing at me now, his smile widening into something he probably thought was welcoming but looked more like a predator spotting easy prey.
“Yes, you with the stick, don’t be shy, come forward!”
Every instinct screamed at me to refuse, to turn around and leave this nest of insects to their delusions, but Master’s mission echoed in my mind— “go tell people to leave me alone.”
I couldn’t complete the Grand Trial by walking away.
I moved forward, each step measured and unhurried, channeling Master’s divine laziness in the way I held my body. Relaxed but ready, unbothered but aware, the posture of someone who knew violence was always an option but considered it tedious.
The students parted as I approached, their formations breaking slightly, eyes tracking my movement with a mix of curiosity and caution.
Aldric’s smile never wavered.
“What’s your name, young lady?”
I stopped ten feet away from him, close enough to speak without raising my voice, far enough that his cape wouldn’t accidentally touch me and force me to burn it.
“Elara.”
“Just Elara? No family name?”
“My family is dead.”
I said it flatly, without emotion, because their deaths had led me to Master and that made them the most fortunate corpses in the kingdom.
Aldric’s expression shifted into practiced sympathy, the kind that looked rehearsed in mirrors.
“I’m sorry for your loss, truly, but perhaps fate has brought you here for a reason—”
“I’m here to deliver a message.”
That stopped him mid-platitude. His eyes narrowed slightly, reading my stance, the way I held the stick, the complete absence of submission in my posture.
“A message? From whom?”
“My Master.”
Letizia’s head snapped toward me, her eyes widening. She took a step closer, studying my face with sudden intensity.
“Your… master?”
Aldric recovered quickly, his heroic smile sliding back into place.
“Ah, a disciple! How wonderful, the master-student bond is sacred, I myself mentor many young heroes—”
“Master said people who talk about ambition and drive are exhausting and should consider shutting up permanently.”
Complete silence crashed over the courtyard.
Twenty students stared at me like I’d just declared the sky was made of cheese. Aldric’s smile froze, becoming something brittle and sharp. Letizia covered her mouth, but I caught the flash of recognition in her eyes, the way her shoulders tensed like she’d just heard a ghost speak.
She knew.
Somehow, impossibly, she recognized Master’s words coming from my mouth.
Aldric’s voice dropped lower, losing some of its projected heroism.
“That’s quite bold, young Elara, insulting a Commander of the Royal Knights in front of his students—”
“It’s not an insult if it’s true.”
I tilted my head, studying him the way Master studied things that annoyed him, with detached curiosity and mild contempt.
“You talk a lot about justice and honor and changing the kingdom, but Master says people like you are just politicians with swords, making noise to feel important.”
His jaw clenched, the stupid jawline becoming even stupider as anger bled into his expression.
“Your master sounds like a coward hiding from responsibility.”
Several students gasped. Letizia stepped forward, her hand reaching toward Aldric like she wanted to stop him but couldn’t quite bring herself to intervene.
I smiled.
Not the practiced smile of someone trying to be polite, but the small, curved thing that had lived on my face when I’d broken the boulder, when I’d painted the clearing red with bandit blood, when I’d made the town elder understand his place in Master’s grand design.
“Master is the strongest person alive, he just finds effort tedious and ambition boring, which makes him wiser than everyone in this courtyard combined.”
Aldric’s hand moved to his sword, a real blade this time, not the practice weapons the students carried. The metal sang as it cleared the scabbard, catching sunlight and throwing golden reflections across the cobblestones.
“Perhaps your master should teach you respect before technique.”
“Master taught me that respect is earned through silence and competence, not capes and speeches.”
The students were backing away now, forming a wider circle, sensing the shift in atmosphere from training exercise to actual confrontation.
Letizia finally found her voice.
“Aldric, wait, I think—”
“This won’t take long, my dear.”
He stepped forward, sword held in a perfect heroic stance that probably looked amazing in paintings but wasted energy in actual combat.
“I’ll demonstrate proper form for our students, teach this misguided girl what real strength looks like.”
I adjusted my grip on the stick, feeling the wood settle into the calluses Master’s training had carved into my palms.
“Master says demonstrations are for people who need validation, real strength just is.”
“Then show me this ‘real strength’ your absent master supposedly taught you.”
He was testing me, I realized, trying to draw out information about Master’s location, his techniques, anything that might explain why his words coming from my mouth had made Letizia’s face go pale.
I planted my feet, weight distributed evenly, knees slightly bent.
“The first principle Master taught me— everything is unnecessary except being still.”
Aldric’s eyes narrowed.
“What kind of teaching is that?”
“The kind that breaks boulders and buries bandits.”
I could feel it building in my chest, that perfect calm before violence, the moment Master embodied when he moved from sitting to ending threats, no wasted motion, no excess emotion, just action flowing from stillness like water finding the path of least resistance.
Aldric charged.
His form was textbook perfect, blade angled for a non-lethal strike meant to disarm and humiliate rather than kill, exactly what you’d expect from someone who viewed combat as performance art.
I stepped left, minimal movement, letting his momentum carry him past where I’d been standing.
The stick blurred.
Aldric’s eyes went wide as wood connected with the flat of his blade, not blocking but redirecting, using his own force against him. His perfect form collapsed into stumbling recovery as his sword arm twisted at an awkward angle.
“Second principle— minimum effort, maximum result.”
He spun, faster this time, genuinely trying now instead of performing. His blade carved a horizontal arc meant to force me backward, to create space for him to reset.
I ducked under it, staying close, inside his reach where the sword became a liability instead of an advantage.
The stick tapped his knee, barely any force behind it, just enough to show I could have shattered the joint but chose not to.
“Third principle— violence is tedious, avoid it when possible.”
His face flushed red, pride wounded worse than any physical blow.
“You’re mocking me.”
“I’m delivering Master’s message, you’re just insisting on being loud about receiving it.”
Letizia’s voice cut through the tension.
“Stop! Both of you, just stop!”
She moved between us, hands raised, her expression twisted with emotions I couldn’t read and didn’t care to.
“Elara, your master, what’s his name?”
I met her eyes, let her see the devotion burning there, the absolute certainty that the man she’d abandoned was worth more than everyone in this academy combined.
“I only call him Master, his name is too sacred for casual use.”
Recognition and horror warred across her features.
“No, it can’t be, Dorian wouldn’t take students, he hates teaching, he said it was too much work—”
The Holy Scripture burned against my chest, Master’s words demanding to be shared.
“Master says many things, the wise listen to what he means, not what he says.”
Her laugh came out broken, disbelieving.
“That’s exactly something he would— wait, where is he? If he sent you here with a message, where is Dorian now?”
“Sitting in his chair, drinking tea, experiencing perfect peace.”
“He’s still in that mountain cabin? After five years?”
“Master has transcended the need for change, his stillness is enlightenment.”
Aldric moved closer to Letizia, his hand possessive on her shoulder, his wounded pride making him stupid.
“This Dorian sounds like the lazy coward I always suspected, hiding in mountains while real heroes—”
I moved.
The stick pressed against his throat, not hard enough to cut off air but enough to make swallowing difficult. I’d crossed the distance between us faster than his knight-trained reflexes could track.
“Speak Master’s name with respect, or learn what the bandits learned when they called him old.”
My voice came out flat, empty of emotion, the same tone I used when making people understand their place in Master’s world.
Aldric froze, every muscle locked, finally recognizing real killing intent instead of the practice version he taught to students.
Letizia’s hand touched my arm, gentle but firm.
“Please, Elara, don’t, he didn’t mean—”
“He meant exactly what he said, which makes him filthy noise that needs sweeping away.”
Her eyes met mine, and I saw it finally, the understanding that I wasn’t some wayward student making threats, I was something she recognized from her own memories, the casual certainty of overwhelming violence Master carried like a comfortable coat.
“You’re really his student.”
“His only disciple, blessed and burdened with spreading his message of divine laziness to insects who insist on being loud.”
I stepped back, lowering the stick, the moment of violence passing as quickly as it had arrived.
Aldric rubbed his throat, his heroic composure shattered, replaced with genuine wariness.
The students watched in complete silence, their training forgotten, their worldview probably cracking around the edges as they processed what they’d just witnessed.
I looked at each of them in turn, memorizing faces, cataloging potential future noise that might disturb Master’s peace.
“The message is delivered, anyone who seeks the hermit on the northern mountain will be considered a threat to his tranquility and dealt with accordingly.”
Letizia’s voice came out small, almost pleading.
“Can you at least tell him— tell Dorian that I—”
“Master doesn’t care what you have to say, he’s moved beyond caring about anything except tea and quiet mornings.”
That hit her harder than any physical blow could, her face crumpling before she forced it back into composure.
Good.
She deserved to understand what she’d thrown away, deserved to know that Master had achieved enlightenment without her, had found a student who actually appreciated his divine wisdom instead of trying to change him into something loud and ambitious.
I turned to leave, my mission here complete, Master’s message delivered with appropriate emphasis.
“Wait!”
Aldric’s voice stopped me, still rough from where the stick had pressed against his throat.
“If your master is so powerful, why hide? Why not come here himself and deliver this message?”
I looked back over my shoulder, let him see the pity in my expression.
“Master says people who ask questions like that will never understand the answer, they’re too busy shouting to hear wisdom.”
Then I walked away, leaving the Hero Class standing in stunned silence, leaving Letizia with tears she refused to let fall, leaving Aldric with his pride bleeding and his worldview cracked.
The Academy’s gates loomed ahead, ornate and excessive and completely unnecessary.
Master would definitely hate this place, which meant my work here had only just begun.






































👀XD it’s just too good