I’m Betrayed by My Childhood Friend Who is Also My Lover, but My Other Childhood Friend Healed Me, So I Feel Like I Can Recover and Be Happy ~Is it True That Friendship Between a Man and Woman is Impossible? - Chapter 21

Cunning, Sly, Weak and Fragile Beings (1)

Chitose’s POV

When I return home, I see my mother’s face turned red.

Of course, senpai is also here.

It seems that Mom has been drinking alcohol during dinner.

She seems to be having so much fun, chatting with senpai.

It’s so unusual to see her like this.

Since they end up talking late into the night, Mom tells senpai to stay over for the night.

It’s happened a few times before, so I don’t think much of it.

After a while, my mother falls asleep on the sofa, it seems like she drank too much.

So, both me and senpai carry her to bed.

After carrying Mom to bed, it’s only me and senpai now in the living room.

When I look at senpai, I feel a sense of guilt and gratitude towards him.

“Thank you, senpai.”

“Well, I’m just glad that things worked out for you.”

“Yes, thanks to you, senpai.”

“The important thing is what happens from now on, right? Are you satisfied with just being friends with him, Chitose?”

“To be honest, I actually us to be lovers again.”

“In that case, you just have to make him not want to be away from you.”

“Eh, how do I do that?”

“It’s simple. You’re really cute, Chitose. He’ll fall for you immediately if you make a move on him.”

“But…that’s…”

“I’ve taught you things that make boys happy when we were friends, didn’t I?”

“That’s embarrassing.”

“Don’t worry, I’m sure he will be pleased. Moreover, Chitose enjoys feeling good too, right?”

“Well, that’s true, but…”

“Could it be that you’re not confident?”

“…because…to do that with Akkun…”

“Yeah, I understand how you feel, but if you hesitate, Shirakawa-san might steal your precious boyfriend from you”

“No, that’s impossible…”

“Can you say for sure?”

“Well, Akkun and Airi-chan are just friends…”

“Yeah, it’s not fair, right? Your boyfriend told you it’s not okay for us to be friends, but he is being friends with Shirakawa-san himself…”

“Of course, I don’t like that but…Airi-chan has done so much for me…”

“But, is it really for your sake, Chitose?”

“What do you mean? I won’t forgive you if you say bad things about Airi-chan, senpai…”

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it like that…the truth is, I saw the two of them hugging each other…”

“Eh, that can’t be…”

“So, I assumed they are talking advantage of Chitose’s absence to do that kind of thing.”

“That’s…no, Airi-chan wouldn’t…she’s not the type of person who would do something like that…”

“Well, honestly, I don’t know her true intentions, but is it okay for Chitose to keep relying on Shirakawa-san like this? If she’s really aiming to be by his side, she might end up betraying Chitose in the end.”

“Such a terrible thing…Airi-chan wouldn’t…”

“It’s not like I want to say bad things about Shirakawa-san, I’m just telling you what I saw the other day. So, maybe it’s not a bad idea for Chitose to take the initiative and do something for him yourself.”

“That might be true…for Akkun’s sake…”

“Yeah, Chitose has been working really hard for him, right? So, if you try a little harder to please him, he will definitely be yours.”

“I understand. I’ll do my best to please Akkun.”

“Then, to make sure you don’t mess up during the real thing, you need to practice, Chitose. If you fail to please him, he might be disappointed, and he might start to develop feelings towards Shirakawa-san.”

“That’s…I absolutely don’t want that to happen!”

“Then, you should practice with me.”

The feeling and memories that I should have forgotten start to resurface.

Telling myself it’s all for Akkun’s sake, I passionately kiss the person in front of me, Yosuke-senpai, intertwining our tongues.

Yosuke-senpai kisses me back passionately as he draws me closer to him.

Then, senpai starts to kiss my ears and neck as well.

Gradually, my head feels light and I start to feel dreamy.

“Let’s continue in your room.”

“…yes.”

In my room, I learn various things from Yosuke-senpai to make Akkun happy.

If I do well, senpai promises to reward me with pleasure.

Also, senpai tells me that he will secretly follow me to the movies tomorrow because he’s worried.

With a fuzzy head from the pleasure, I just nod at senpai’s words.

Before going to sleep, we exchange a goodnight kiss.

Yosuke-senpai is staying over at my house as usual.

Since my father doesn’t come home often due to his research, senpai is using my father’s room.