I’m an M, So I Took the Hits for My Party and Somehow Everyone Ended Up Becoming Yandere - 61

Chapter 61: Finn Darkness

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Ohohhoooohhh♡ It had been so long since I last felt this intense pain, it felt way too good!!♡ My stomach had burst open, blood and flesh had blown everywhere, and my guts had popped out♡

It felt wonderful when it was thrust in, but it felt just as wonderful when it was pulled out♡ Even now after being healed, it was still prickling and throbbing! It wouldn’t stop! It was coming out—dark red, almost black bloody stool was coming outtt!!

Sera-san!! Watch as the dark red bloody stool comes out of my butt!! Uwaaahhh!! Uooooooohhh!! Release it with everything I’ve got—my life! Both the mouth above and the mouth below are honest! Please take a look, Sera-san!! It’s freshly made dark red bloody stool!!

“Uu… Finn… don’t die…”

“I’m not dead.”

“Nooo… uuu… sniff…”

Aria, who I was carrying on my back, squirmed and groaned. Her tears and snot were making the back of my neck filthy, though. The snot from my big-breasted childhood friend trailed down my spine—very pleas… ahem, not pleasant at all. I didn’t think it was good to be enjoying this.

Since I’d lived in a stable for many years, I had spent a long time in a seriously filthy and smelly state, and because of that there was a period where a lot of my senses were honestly numb. Even the sensation in my arms had been dulled for a time. But thanks to Serina, who couldn’t stand seeing me like that and gave me food, baths, and a warm bed, I managed to retain at least a bit of the sensibilities of a proper human being. Even now, though, some of that dullness still remained.

It wasn’t like I wanted to be dirtied because I was a hardcore masochist.

Well, sure, I might have wishes like that, but that’s a separate matter. As a human being, it would be strange to feel pleasure from that kind of thing.

『Your words don’t have much credibility when you’re enjoying having your stomach torn open.』

Marianne… If you say that, I really can’t argue back. Please stop. Uu… being unable to respond while you calmly state the truth and point out that I’m strange feels good too…♡ But still, Marianne.

Right now I had taken off my broken armor and was carrying Aria while wearing only my underclothes. Naturally, she was still wearing her armor, so I couldn’t feel any softness. Even so, there was that faint scent of a woman…

After surviving something like that, having this happen made it impossible for even me to hide my excitement. Seriously. It had nothing to do with being a masochist, I was just normally excited.

So what do you think, Dark Marianne? It wouldn’t be an exaggeration to call this the reaction of a normal man.

I possessed proper, respectable sexual desires. Which meant I had the right to recognize when something was wrong and warn myself about it.

Right?

“Finn… ahh, it smells like Fin.”

“!?”

Eh!!? The Aria on my back suddenly started sniffing!?

M-Marianne, what‘s going on here!? This is the go-ahead, right!? This has to be the go-ahead! A girl happily sniffing the smell of the man carrying her… This is basically an invitation, right? Heh… My time has finally arrived…!

『…You two suit each other.』

Ah, wait, Marianne. Don’t abandon me. I couldn’t live without you. It’s because you’re there in my head, endlessly affirming me, that I can act so freely. If Dark Marianne disappears, how am I supposed to go on living? I need you to acknowledge that I’m a masochist.

『Fin-san…』

So, how about this… What if we treated what’s in my head and reality as separate things? Like Dark Marianne who rules me in my mind, and Light Marianne who rules me physically.

『Are you talking about cheating? You idiot masochist virgin.』

Ahh, yes, please keep going like that! And besides, it’s not cheating, right? Dark Marianne and Light Marianne are the same person anyway.

『…………That’s true.』

“Finn-san, how is your body feeling?”

“My stomach hurts a little, but that’s about it. I’m not feeling bad.”

“Please don’t push yourself.”

Whoa, Light Marianne was so cute~ I really loved how she gave that soft, troubled smile. If such a pure and kind girl suddenly transformed and started bullying me, that would be the best…

You idiot!!!!!!!!! That’s one thing, this is another! There is no way Saint Marianne would do something so bad! Besides, a happy lovey-dovey life and a life of extreme masochistic abuse are completely different things. Trying to enjoy all of them together—what arrogance!

A man should savor things one at a time. Living a happy, loving life while secretly experiencing days of being bullied by multiple women. That is my ideal.

That was close… I almost strayed from the path.

“Finn. I did something terrible earlier by not thanking you. You saved my life.”

“Don’t worry about it. I’m happier than anything that I was able to save you, Master.”

Up until now, Master had always been the one saving me. At last I had repaid even one of those debts. And I wouldn’t be satisfied unless I repaid many more in the future.

“It’ll still take time to conquer that forest. I’ll help you as many times as it takes.”

When I told her that, Master groaned softly. Then she turned her face away once, took several deep breaths, and after turning back to face me, she said to me.

“…You really grew into a fine man.”

“Well, that’s because I’m your disciple.”

“Guh, this brat—so you think saying that will make me soften up? Honestly, you’ve grown into quite the charmer…”

“Mghgh, thith ith—”

Ow ow, ooh♡

Master’s hands were so smooth♡ The love in her pinching fingers doubled the pleasure♡ Aahh, tear my cheek off like that~♡ And then punch me with your fist~♡

Ah…! Th-this is bad! This is clearly bad, Dark Marianne!

『Yes, yes, what is it?』

Listen seriously. This might become a problem that affects my future. I… haven’t stimulated my masochism for an entire month, which means my fantasies have become several times more sensitive than usual…!! This is a huge problem!

My main focus is supposed to live a normal life, and being a hardcore masochist is only one element that adds sparkle to it. Yet now I’m trying to satisfy my masochistic urges with every single movement…! This isn’t good. This isn’t good!

Marianne! I swear! Even if I practice abstinence, I will never lose control! The impulses that are suppressed feel the best when they’re finally released. That is the moment I should seek. I should enjoy the restraint itself! I should be a gentleman in a world of pleasure.

Besides, I have never once gone out of control in the real world. Believe in me, Dark Marianne.

『……………I believe in you.』

Wow, she sounded incredibly uninterested… That was exciting…♡

“…What are you two flirting about?”

“Wah! …F-flirting, how rude. This is, you see, communication with a disciple. As a master, I have no reason to refuse physical interaction initiated by my disciple.”

“Haaah!? Ah, Finn… Ah!! H-hey Finn, are you okay!?”

My ears were ringing. This seemed to happen every time I carried Aria. Of course, I couldn’t hear a single thing anyone was saying. When my ears got messed up like this, I felt kind of floaty. It was actually pretty comfortable.

“U-um, earlier your stomach—whoa!? Eh, you’re naked?! So lewd!?”

“…For now, shouldn’t you get down?”

“W-wow… those muscles…”

“Please get down.”

“U-uuu, just a little longer! Just a little more… I want to… savor it!”

“No! Come on, get down!”

“Aaahhh!”

Ow ow ow ow ow—ohh! Aria’s metal armor is scraping my skin everywhere, and the pain feels so good! Hmm, what a perfect balance.

On top of that, something like a gauntlet kept tapping my shoulders and arms, making me feel extremely lewd. Hmm… wasn’t this basically an invitation after all? Did Aria actually like me? Well, I liked Aria too, so could we consider this mutual consent? Let’s get married, Aria.

Since I had Marianne in my head, it would be a polygamous marriage. I couldn’t possibly choose between the saint who fought alongside me and my childhood friend. So please forgive me.

『Don’t get cocky.』

Eek! Dark Marianne’s dark side came out!

“Honestly… you can’t let your guard down for a moment, can you? Ah, you’re so injured… I’ll heal you now.”

I couldn’t understand what she was saying, but I could roughly guess from her lip movements. After healing the wounds on my skin caused by the armor, Marianne turned around and began talking with Aria. Of course I couldn’t hear them, and I couldn’t see their mouths either, so I had no idea what they were saying but knowing Marianne, she was probably gently scolding Aria.

After all, she was a saint. Aria probably hadn’t done it on purpose anyway, so I forgave her.

“Uuu, that’s mean, Marianne-chan…”

“It’s worse to get aroused on the back of the person who saved your life.”

“I-I’m not aroused! I was just… sniffing a little. Like tasting? Yeah. Like sampling food.”

“That’s not something that can be forgiven…”

“Eek! Your dark side is showing!!”

Anyway, could someone please hurry up and heal me already? When I looked toward Master, who seemed to have a free hand, she was standing there with a wry smile while twirling the tip of her hair. I tapped her shoulder.

“Oh… w-what is it?”

“Sorry. I can’t hear anything, so please heal me.”

“…Ah… It’s happening again. Sorry for not noticing.”

“If you’re okay, that’s all that matters.”

Facing someone directly made it possible to read their lips, so we could somehow hold a conversation. Master placed both of her hands near my ears. Then, for some reason, she suddenly pulled my head forward and pressed it against her chest.

!!!!!!?!!?!?!?! Eh!? What are you doing!? Whoa, Master’s Master is right in front of me! This is bad! Childhood memories are coming back!!

“……………………”

Eh? Sorry, could you say that after I’m healed? I really can’t hear anything. Master? Heeey, Master! Master! Please finish already! My nose is literally hitting your boobs! My nose is twitching and I’m starting to enjoy it! There’s no way that’s okay! Before I lose control of myself, please release me!

“…Alright. That should be healed.”

“Mm. Thanks.”

Th-that was close… If it had taken even one second longer, my crimson tongue might have slithered out of my mouth and licked Master’s Master. If that had happened, it would’ve been the end of me. I was truly saved.

“Aria. I’m letting it slide because it’s you, but shouting loudly on someone’s back isn’t a good thing.”

“Ugh… s-sorry. And… thank you.”

Yeah, yeah. Being able to say that honestly was one of Aria’s good points. She’d always been timid and sensitive since we were kids, but Aria had learned to stand on her own feet. Every time she reflected on herself and solved things in her own way. Even someone as special as her did that. I had to learn from that too.

“Don’t worry about it. This is how it’s always been. I’ll protect you too.”

“Hoeeeh…”

“…What’s with that reaction?”

“Hehe. It’s nothing… heh.”

Oh, okay. Well, as long as you’re happy, that’s fine.

I didn’t want to see my precious childhood friend looking sad. I was happy she was worried about me, but how should I put it… I wanted Aria to keep smiling. That part hadn’t changed since we were kids.

Master followed behind Aria, who started walking again with a wry smile. Marianne went ahead with her expression gone blank. I thought I’d follow them too, and the moment I took a step forward… Someone called out to me from behind.

“…Finn-kun.”

It was Alicia-san. When I turned around, she was standing there with her arms crossed, pressing her temples while emphasizing her chest, letting out a sigh.

“You know what I want to say, right?”

“Huh… what are you suddenly—”

“You know what I want to say, right?”

“Eh?”

W-what? Something Alicia-san wanted to say to me…? I shouldn’t have done anything suspicious. If anything, maybe the almost-licking-Master’s-boobs incident, but since I didn’t actually do it there was no way she could know—

Ah.

………….

…………Come to think of it, Alicia-san can read emotions, right?

“…When we get back, give me plenty of your time, okay?”

“Yes, understood.”

Ah… yeah. My life is over.

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