I Reincarnated as The NTR-ing Scum in an R-18 Doujin, But For Some Reason, The Erotic, Big-Breasted Heroine Keeps Coming on to Me~ - Chapter 29 - The Real Goda Akio

Chapter 29 – The Real Goda Akio

I met Goda Akio in my slumber.

For a moment, I thought it was me. Does it mean that Goda Akio’s body was so familiar to me that I recognized it that way?

“You bastard, doing whatever you want with someone else’s body, huh?”

Those weren’t my words. It was the same voice, but I immediately recognized it as the original Goda Akio’s.

“What? You’re mad?”

“What a stupid thing to say. Of course I’m mad.”

Well, that’s true. Despite the original owner of the body appearing, I was casually smiling.

“So, did you come to get your body back?”

If that’s the case, I’ll be in a lot of trouble. I have a mission to protect the women I’ve bred.

Goda Akio didn’t answer my question and yelled angrily.

“You’re no different from me! You just devoured those women’s bodies. You were really only after their bodies, right? Even if you act like a good person, your true colors are showing.”

“It’s not like I’m a good person.”

“Huh?”

Saying I’m after their bodies, I can’t really deny that.

There was no way I could resist sleeping with those attractive and beautiful girls when I kept being seduced. I can truly respect the protagonists of romantic comedies in this world. They are truly monsters of reason.

The reason I couldn’t suppress my instincts wasn’t because this body belonged to Goda Akio. Even if it were my original self, I definitely wouldn’t have been able to resist the temptation.

They are such attractive heroines. Because we’ve connected, I want to protect them and want them to keep smiling.

“Do you know? This is the world of an R-18 doujin.”

“Huh? What bullshit are you spouting?”

“You were the one who was supposed to devour all the beautiful girls I slept with. You were supposed to blackmail them to do this and that, and corrupt them to the point where they wouldn’t be able to live without Goda Akio’s rod.”

I realized again that this was just a dream. Now is the time to say what I want to say.

The heroines should’ve been his women. That’s why I expected a mortified reaction from him hearing that.

“…That so?”

However, Goda Akio’s reaction was weak.

“What’s wrong? Aren’t you frustrated? Don’t you feel like taking back your body?!”

“You idiot. Don’t try to be considerate of me.”

“…Huh?”

Eh, what? I seriously don’t understand what he’s saying.

There’s no way I would ever care about Goda Akio. After all, he’s a villain and the worst scum there is. Even if I took over such a person’s body and took away his women, I wouldn’t feel troubled at all.

“There’s no point in forcing my hand and saying those girls are mine. But I can kind of get it. I’ve always been that kind of person.”

It’s not like the ferocious look on his face has changed. It just seemed like the thorns were removed from his expression.

“You’re me. So I get it. If you make me angry, I might be able to regain control of my body. That’s what you thought, right?”

“……”

“I’m sure you can read my feelings just like me. …So don’t be weirdly considerate.”

…I don’t remember feeling any concern towards Goda Akio.

However, feelings that were never expressed in the original story came to me, and I would be lying if I said that I didn’t think about it.

Goda Akio has not been loved since he was a child.

He was shunned by his parents and had no allies around him. He had been in this situation ever since he was a child, and had never been given proper love.

The reason why he devours women so much may be because he was seeking affection. There was no doubt that his priority was pleasure, but deep down, he must have wanted someone to want him. That’s why he made women feel immersed in pleasure so they would always come back to him.

I don’t know why he decided to choose that path because the flow of the original story has changed. It’s just that the memories and emotions of Goda Akio flowed into me, and I couldn’t help but wonder if that was the answer.

“Is that really okay? You’ve never told that girl you——”

“Just stop. Don’t be weird about it. If you say more, I’ll beat you up.”

“Just letting you beat me up is enough for you?”

Goda Akio has a girl he likes.

It’s a fact that was never told in the doujin. It’s his pure feelings that only I, who have reincarnated as Goda Akio, know.

…So why did it turn out like that in the doujin?! I really want to criticize it intensely, but maybe that’s just the way of the main villain in an R-18 doujin, doing those crazy actions. I don’t really get it either.

“Well if you’re okay with it, I won’t say anything more. I’ll let you do as you please. …Even if you regret it to the point of getting down on your knees and asking me to switch, it’s too late now.”

“Huh!”

He laughed disdainfully through his nose. I seriously got pissed off at that.

“Well, I can only experience this now, having my women stolen by my own self. I’m sure you’ll try your best not to get dumped.”

It seems that Goda Akio is becoming aware of NTR. …But he’s the one being NTR-ed, is that okay?

“If you’re fine with it, then I don’t care anymore. I’ll just do my best.”

The moment I said that, I felt like my consciousness was rising to the surface.

Looks like it’s time to wake up. Finally, I looked at Goda Akio and made him a promise.

“I won’t let anyone know about that girl you love. Rest in peace.”

“I’m not dead! …If you tell anyone, I’ll seriously beat you up.”

We parted ways after making a promise as if we were good friends.

Then, I returned to reality.