I Reincarnated as The NTR-ing Scum in an R-18 Doujin, But For Some Reason, The Erotic, Big-Breasted Heroine Keeps Coming on to Me~ - Chapter 21 - I Want to Be With You Forever [Himuro Haaya’s POV]

Chapter 21 – I Want to Be With You Forever [Himuro Haaya’s POV]

It was the summer of my third year of middle school when I met Akio.

“P-please stop…”

I was harassed by strange men on the street, unable to resist properly and trembling.

At that time, I was quite plain-looking and didn’t wear makeup or dye my hair. I wasn’t fashionable at all, I looked like a normal junior high school girl from the countryside.

The goal of the men who approached me was definitely not a pick-up. The three large men who cornered me against the wall had their eyes on my money.

“I’m telling you, we’re just asking to see your wallet for a moment.”

“We’re just in need of money. Can’t you contribute to the pedestrian tax?”

“Hahaha! What’s with the tough act?”

Are they not embarrassed to pick on a middle school student, especially a girl?

But at that time, I didn’t have the courage to say anything back, so all I could do was tremble.

I looked around for help, but there weren’t many people around at times like this. If someone happened to pass by, they would quickly avert their gaze and hurriedly go somewhere else.

“Hey, cut it out already! Refusing to give it up means you’re underestimating us.”

“I-I’m not underestimating…”

“Then hand the money over already! Don’t go against us just because you’re an ugly chick!”

He yelled loudly and slammed the wall! Even then, all I could do was tremble.

It’s scary… These guys don’t go easy on women. I’m about to get hit. My heart felt like it was going to break out of fear.

If I show them my wallet, maybe they’ll let me go. Even thinking that, my body wouldn’t move, and I could only tightly close my eyes while shivering.

“You guys are in the way.”

“Guh!?”

I was in a situation where I couldn’t do anything. At that moment, one of the men surrounding me suddenly flew away.

“W-what the——”

One of the men was about to complain, but that voice faded away.

When I timidly opened my eyes and looked up, I saw a large man with blond hair standing on end. His intimidating presence was even more terrifying than the men who had surrounded me.

“What’s with you? You planning to go against me?”

“Oh, n-no… s-sorry!”

The men ran away looking frightened. All I could do was stand there dumbfounded.

“Oi.”

“Eeekkk!!”

I didn’t think the danger was over just because of this. After all, I was also frightened by his menacing face, which was clearly more sinister than the previous men.

He approached steadily. I was too scared to look up, so I lowered my face and tightly shut my eyes.

He rudely raised my bangs. The fear of what might be done to me had reached its peak and I forced myself not to open my eyes.

“Hmm. Not bad. You should put on some makeup.”

After saying that, he left. I didn’t understand what had happened and couldn’t wrap my head around the situation for a while.

When I opened my eyes, the man was already far away.

“T-thank you very much…”

Only then did I realize that I had been saved. My faint words of thanks never reached his ears, and his blond head never turned around.

“Th-that was so scary.”

My heart couldn’t stop pounding. It was only natural after going through such a terrifying experience.

But I knew that the pounding wasn’t just from fear alone.

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A few days after that. I put on makeup for the first time and dyed her hair blonde.

After summer break ended, everyone was surprised to see how I had changed. My teacher warned me about it, but when I ignored it, she gave up and didn’t say anything.

I want to be like that person who saved me. Since I genuinely felt that way, it couldn’t be helped.

Whether it was because of the change in my appearance or not, my personality also started to change to match. I became more assertive and could speak up when someone said something to me.

“Oh, it’s that person…”

After graduating from junior high, I entered high school. And then, in high school, I reunited with the man who had saved me from those men that time.

His blonde hair had turned red, but his ferocious face was unmistakable. I recognized it right away when I saw it.

“Huuhh? Who are you?”

He was so different from back then, I guess he didn’t think of me as the plain girl he had saved before. Now that I think about it, I guess he just forgot about it. That’s very like Akio.

“My name is Himuro Haaya. Hey, tell me your name. I want to get along with you.”

“Tch… It’s Goda Akio.”

He bluntly told me his name, and I was less scared of him than before.

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I thought it was fate that I was reunited with Akio. But he was too rough.

There were plenty of rumors about Akio, and I knew this was not just mere gossip because I was close to him.

More than his intimidating appearance and atmosphere, it was Akio’s violent nature that scared me the most. Still, Akio was my goal, my only place where I belonged despite feeling out of place.

If even Akio were to abandon me, I wouldn’t know what to do. So I tried my best to listen to Akio. I tried hard to be the woman he wanted.

It was scary but I liked it. Opposite feelings towards Akio drove me forward.

“Don’t be stupid. I’m going to live an honest and serious life from now on. I’m going to get my youth back.”

“Youth?”

Akio, who was supposed to be such a bad person at heart, suddenly changed.

At first I thought he might have hit his head or something. Because he was so different that it made me wonder if he was really Akio.

This change made me anxious. I had thought that Akio was planning to abandon me.

“Even if Akio wants to change…is it okay for me to be next to him?”

“Of course. Himuro is my friend.”

“Friend…”

But what I had thought wasn’t true. Instead of abandoning me, he called me a “friend,” and I couldn’t help but feel my heart flutter.

When I saw Akio’s gentle smile for the first time, I felt extremely at ease.

“I understand. I’m a woman who can understand. If Akio wants to lead a serious and honest life, I’ll respect it.”

“Yeah, thanks.”

As Akio said that, his big hand stroked my head.

It felt so warm and comfortable… I felt surrounded by an indescribable happiness.

I like Akio. But I was scared. I was scared the whole time I was near Akio.

But now, Akio is kind and warm. He gives me a sense of security. He makes me want to be by his side forever.

“I want to be with you forever…”

If possible, I would like Akio to stay as kind as he is. That’s what I strongly wish for.

(T/N: Cutest girl is Himuro, no doubt)

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