I Reincarnated as The NTR-ing Scum in an R-18 Doujin, But For Some Reason, The Erotic, Big-Breasted Heroine Keeps Coming on to Me~ - Chapter 10 - Holding Back

Chapter 10 – Holding Back

Lunch break. Shiratori, who mentioned having something to talk about, led me to the rooftop, where we were alone. Having already had lunch, the grumbling of my stomach was peacefully at rest.

School rooftops in fiction settings are often accessible, aren’t they? In my previous life, the rooftop was strictly off-limits, so this feels a bit refreshing. The view is nice, and the breeze feels pleasant.

Yes, I’m satisfied. …Can I go back now?

“It’s about my promise to teach you, it’s okay if we do it at my house, right?”

“Nope, not at all.”

Shiratori confidently proposed this for some reason, puffing out her chest. I refused without hesitation, and her eyes widened in disbelief.

“W-why…? Goda-kun can come to my house, you know? Didn’t he say I am cute? I can’t believe he wouldn’t jump at a chance like this.”

Does this girl think of herself as an idol? I was taken aback by the huge amount of confidence she suddenly showed.

“What’s unbelievable is this. A girl of your age inviting an unfamiliar guy to her house. Think about common sense. Use common sense.”

“Getting lectured about common sense by Goda-kun is incredibly shocking…”

Shiratori staggered holding her chest. She probably wants to express the shock she felt, but with her hand pressed against her chest, things have become quite problematic. For a teenage boy, this is a sight that is nothing short of poisonous.

As if it has a strong magnetic force, my gaze couldn’t help but be drawn to it. I gritted my teeth and tried to endure.

“I’d appreciate it if you want to help me study, but it doesn’t have to be at Shiratori’s house. We can go to other places, the library for example.”

I don’t want to get too close to the main heroine. I don’t mind it until Shiratori repays the debt she feels she owes me, but it would be terrible if it led to a misunderstanding.

“There are a lot of people in the library.”

“There can’t be that many, right? If it’s just for a bit of studying, it should be fine there.”

“Have you ever used the school library, Goda-kun?”

“Well, not really.”

Even in Goda Akio’s memory, he had never been to the school library. The image of the library doesn’t really match with delinquents.

Shiratori let out a sigh and shook her head as if saying, “Oh well.” Her attitude irritated me a bit.

“There will be mid-term exams soon. There are many students studying in the library. If Goda-kun showed up there, it would be a nuisance to everyone studying hard.”

That’s a harsh way of putting it. But the harmful nature of the existence called Goda Akio can’t be denied.

Is the library a popular study spot? This school has some delinquents, but I guess there are a lot of serious students as well.

“Then we can do it after the test is over.”

“Huh? What are you saying, Goda-kun? I don’t sense any motivation for the tests from you.”

Shiratori smiled and put pressure on me. I think I heard from somewhere that a smile can be a threat.

Or rather, it was preached to me. She said “Think more about the future” and “If you don’t study hard, you’ll regret it.” What are you Shiratori, my mom?

…Let me rephrase that. I received words that made me feel like I should be a good student. I would say that the real Goda Akio wouldn’t care about her words, but I’m the one listening to her words.

“Yes, I’ll do my best to study…”

“Good.”

Lacking the courage of a true pole, I succumbed to Shiratori’s pressure. Seeing that, she smiled with satisfaction. She surprisingly has many types of smiles, huh?

Well, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous about my first test after being reincarnated.

While addressing my concerns, I would also help Shiratori settle some kind of debt she’s hung up on. Killing two birds with one stone, accepting her proposal isn’t a bad choice.

However, I still feel reluctant to go to Shiratori’s house. If I really thought this is a chance to do something, I would have long ago chosen to live my life as a villainous girlfriend stealer.

“Is it even okay to bring another guy to your house when you have a boyfriend?”

“You mean Junpei-kun? I broke up with him.”

“…Huh?”

Shiratori’s statement was so casual that, for a moment, I thought I might have misheard.

Hold on a second. I feel like I just heard a pretty explosive statement.

Confirming my inner turmoil, Shiratori continued.

“My relationship with Junpei-kun was something I couldn’t refuse from the start. But just to face my own feelings, I thought it would be better to reset our relationship for a while.”

“But… you don’t dislike him, right?”

“He’s my childhood friend. There’s no way I hate him. But it’s true that I had my own thoughts about him. I thought it would be better to keep my distance from Junpei-kun in order to confirm my true feelings. That’s all.”

Wait, wait, wait!! Was there something going on in the original story that I’m not aware of?

Shiratori Himari should have been more devoted to Nozaka Junpei… In the original story, even when she was violated numerous times by Goda Akio, her unwavering feelings didn’t break easily. That is why it was such a huge moment when her heart gave in.

Of course, since this is reality, I can’t say for sure that things will proceed as per the original story. However, if the change in her feelings was my fault, I would definitely feel responsible.

“Is it because of me, by any chance?”

“…It’s not like that. So please don’t make that face, Goda-kun.”

What kind of face am I making? It’s Shiratori who seems to be holding back about something.

“Let’s not talk about me and Junpei-kun. More importantly, it’s about Goda-kun. Let’s work hard together with our studies until the exams.”

“Y-yeah.”

I ended up giving in without much resistance. I hate how easily swayed I am.

However, I can’t just let things go by like this.

The fact that Shiratori is currently single means that mistakes can happen when the two of us are alone. Lately, my lower body has been acting out of control, and I’m not sure if I can restrain it with my own will.

“Shiratori, there is one condition for me to study at your place.”

To assert some control, I proposed a condition to her.