I Was Blackmailed Into Accepting Bullying Using My Childhood Friend as Leverage, But When I Found Out My Friend and Bully Were Together, I Abandoned All Compassion and Swore to Take Revenge with Everything I Had - Chapter 48: Youka Komada - Extra Edition: Between Affection and Resentment (Part 2/2)

Chapter 48: Youka Komada – Extra Edition: Between Affection and Resentment (Part 2/2)

Note: This work contains depictions of violence and sexual content, but it does not promote any of these actions.

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Reluctantly, I agreed to meet Kanamori-san at the Shinmei Hotel.

At 12:50, as I checked the time, I noticed Kanamori-san approaching my table with a smile, raising his hand in greeting.

I immediately stood up and bowed deeply to Kanamori-san.

“I sincerely apologize for the trouble my sister has caused.”

“Well, Youka-san, actually, I’ve invited someone else to join us… Ah, it seems they’ve just arrived.”

Following Kanamori-san’s gaze, I saw an older man, somewhat slender and dressed in traditional Japanese attire, approaching us.

“Youka-san, this is the famous novelist, Fuyuki Minagawa-sensei. Sensei, this is Fudo-san’s sister, Youka Komada.”

“N-Nice to meet you… I’m Youka Komada, Junka’s sister…”

At that moment, I bowed my head and didn’t look at Minagawa-sensei’s face. If only I had noticed the strange look in his eyes then…

“Oh, so you’re the sister of that editor… I see… By the way, Kanamori-kun, does this mean that Youka-san is here today because…”

“Yes, Sensei! Today, Youka-san has come on behalf of Fudo-san.”

“…I see… very well then.”

Minagawa-sensei stared intently at me before taking a seat and ordering coffee from the waiter.

“Um, Kanamori-san… could it be that the author whom Junka offended is…”

“Yes, it’s Minagawa-sensei here.”

“!? Minagawa-sensei!! I deeply apologize for my sister’s rudeness!! I’ll make sure she personally apologizes to you properly!”

I hastily bowed my head in apology.

“Since Youka-san has come and bowed her head in apology on her sister’s behalf, let’s consider this matter settled.”

He responded with a light smile, and I felt such relief that I almost collapsed into my chair.

“Well, now that Sensei has graciously put this behind us, how about we have a meal together to deepen our acquaintance?”

“N-No! My son will be home soon, so I need to do some shopping and prepare dinner.”

“I see… That’s unfortunate, but I understand if it’s about your child. At least stay for the coffee we ordered earlier.”

“Once again, I sincerely apologize for the trouble my sister has caused you, Sensei.”

And then… I took a sip of the coffee that had been served…

The moment I drank it, my vision began to blur and darken, as if the world around me was rippling…

“Hahaha… You’ve awoken now, haven’t you, Youka-san? Hahaha…!”

“Huh?”

In front of me was Kanamori’s face, naked and moving vigorously up and down. I couldn’t immediately comprehend what was happening.

“!? N-Nooooooo!”

I shoved Kanamori, who had already finished, away from me as hard as I could. I saw his fluids spilling out from between my legs.

“What are you doing!? This is a crime!!”

I grabbed a nearby cloth to cover myself and curled up in the corner of the bed. The sensation between my legs made me feel sick. Fear, despair, and hatred overwhelmed my mind.

“Kanamori… she has just the kind of face and body I like. She’s also quite enjoyable. I’ll be having fun with her for a while.”

“Haha, I’m glad we share the same taste, Sensei.”

Behind Kanamori, I saw Minagawa sitting in a chair, wearing a robe and sipping wine.

“W-What have you… what have you done to me…?”

“Youka-san, Sensei has taken a liking to you, not Junka, so we’ll be counting on you from now on.”

Kanamori, with a disgusting leer on his face, drooling and with something repulsive hanging down, approached me again.

“Don’t you dare! I won’t forgive you for this! I’m going to tell the police everything you did!”

Kanamori glanced at Minagawa, who was calmly sipping his wine. After Minagawa gave him a slight nod, Kanamori turned to me with a vile grin.

“Youka-san, do you know what this is?”

He showed me the screen of his smartphone.

“!? T-That’s…”

It was a photo of me, naked, with a blank expression, being violated. What was even more despicable was that the faces of the perpetrators weren’t visible in the photo.

“Delete it!!”

I frantically tried to grab the phone from Kanamori, but he mockingly waved it just out of reach, smirking as he spoke.

“Well, Youka-san, what do you think Junka or your husband would say if they saw this photo?”

“What… what are you… No… if you show them that, your own crimes will be exposed!”

“True, but there are websites that specialize in this kind of thing. We could post it there instead.”

“!! How low can you go!? If you do that, I’ll expose everything you’ve done to me to the public!”

Kanamori’s expression turned slightly annoyed as I took a defiant stance, more concerned with exposing their crimes than protecting myself.

At that moment, Minagawa sighed and began to speak.

“Come now, Kanamori, it’s fine. Youka-san here insists, so why don’t we make sure her son sees what his mother has been up to? Oh, and let’s also show it to his school officials and the parents of his friends.”

“Wait!! My son has nothing to do with this! Please, stop!”

“Youka-san, then you understand what this means, right? From now on, you’ll be our personal plaything, just for our enjoyment.”

“…”

That evening, when I got home, Kenichi excitedly told me about what had happened at school… but my heart…

“I see… Kenichi, that’s amazing… you did great, really great.” I patted Kenichi’s head as usual, but inside, I was consumed by despair.

After confirming that Kenichi had fallen asleep, I sat in the living room and wrote down everything that had happened that day.

“I won’t forgive them… I won’t forgive them… I’ll kill them…”

The expression on my face must have been something I could never show my son. I poured all my anger and hatred onto the paper, sealed it in an envelope, and planned to take it to a weekly magazine’s editorial office the next day.

However…

“Yes… I understand… yes… What? No… that can’t be…”

At the station, I received a call from Kanamori. He threatened me again, saying that if I leaked anything about what happened yesterday to a weekly magazine or newspaper, he would spread the photos around, including to my son and the people around him.

In despair, I found an empty locker nearby, placed the brown envelope inside, locked it, and noted the locker number in my notebook. Then, with my shoulders slumped in defeat, I returned home.

From that day on, my life became a living hell. I was summoned two or three times a week, where I would repeatedly beg for mercy, bowing my head to the ground, only to be forcibly subdued each time. Minagawa would give me some suspicious drug that left me dazed and then allowed those beasts to violate me.

“I want to die…” I thought about ending my life by jumping from an overpass many times, but every time, Kenichi’s smiling face flashed through my mind.

“Kenichi only has me… and I only have Kenichi…”

Before I knew it, the report I was writing had grown into several pages. And as I kept writing, I began to understand why I had been targeted.

Apparently, when Kanamori took Junka to meet Minagawa, Minagawa took an interest in Junka and instructed Kanamori to prepare her as a sexual tool. However, Junka, who was wary and already had a poor impression of Kanamori, firmly refused.

That’s when I was introduced by chance, and seeing me as easier to manipulate than Junka, they shifted their target to me.

I knew Minagawa and Kanamori were the ones I should hate, but as I continued to write my report…

I began to feel an overwhelming hatred toward Junka for being the reason I was being violated in her place. I even started to resent my son, thinking of him as a burden, realizing just how deeply I was being pushed into these dark thoughts.

As these tormenting days went on, I noticed changes in my body—at first, it was just mild dizziness, then anemia, followed by blood in my stool, and a significant loss of appetite. I quickly realized that these symptoms were due to the suspicious drugs I had been forced to take.

Despite the bitterness I felt, I couldn’t bring myself to go to the hospital. I feared that if my son or Junka found out, it would only cause them pain.

Eventually, I collapsed at home.

When my son came to visit me in the hospital, he handed me my phone, saying, “I brought your phone for you,” but I turned it off and hid it deep in my belongings.

One day, when I woke up, I saw Junka looking at me with concern. By then, I was bedridden and even speaking was difficult.

“Nee-san… the diagnosis… ‘Drug dependence’… ‘Organ damage due to drug side effects’… What does ‘drug dependence’ mean?”

(Anger surged within me. I’m the one who was violated, humiliated, and forcibly drugged in your place, and now I’m in this condition… Why do I have to be looked at like this by you?!)

“…I’m sorry…” I suppressed my feelings and apologized to my sister.

“There’s no point in apologizing to me… How are we going to explain this to Taichi-san and Kenichi?”

“!? Junka! Please… don’t tell my husband or Kenichi… I’m begging you…”

“Nee-san… we can’t keep this from Taichi-san, at least. We’ll need his help to file for the hospital insurance and medical claims… The diagnosis will be necessary for that.”

“…Well… I don’t think my husband will ask too many questions… Could you handle the paperwork for me, Junka?”

“Nee-san, that means…””…”

“Alright… but if Taichi-san asks, I’ll have to tell him the truth. I’ll keep the diagnosis for now and handle the insurance claims. I know the current insurance agent, so it should be fine.”

“Thank you… And please, take care of Kenichi…”

“No way! Nee-san, what are you saying? You need to get your strength back! You have to get better!”

“Yes… you’re right… I’ll do my best…”

Shortly after that, I lost the ability to speak. I spent most of my days sleeping, but Kenichi visited me almost every day.

(Ah, in the end, Kenichi is all I have… This child is my reason for living, the support that has kept me going…)

My dear… my beloved…

Please… save me… save your mother…




Kenichi, you’re amazing… so please… save your mother…