I Wanted To Squeeze A Magical Girl’s Boobs So Bad I Turned Into A Monster

Reality is truly merciless.

I am now being shown this all too clearly.

My first love is the Boob Masked Monster.

His true identity is my underclassman, Momisugi Shidaki. When he undid his transformation, along with the disappearing mask, my love also scattered away.

When Ruby called him “senpai”, I had a bad feeling.

After all, there is only one person she adores and looks up to like that.

I could only stand there dazed, watching the two embrace before my eyes.

I’ve lived all my life with great expectations from my parents.

I love my family too, and I wanted to meet those expectations for all the care they’ve given me. Fortunately, I seem to have talent in both academics and athletics, so I’ve been able to maintain top grades consistently.

It’s not that I dislike my current situation. However, as a single girl, I certainly had yearnings for a storybook-like romance.

For about four years since awakening as a magical girl in my second year of middle school, I’ve spent my days fighting monsters while dreaming such fantasies.

It’s not that I was unpopular, but even so, I continued seeking a dramatic love story.

Then came that certain day.

The hero appeared before me after I’d been defeated by a powerful enemy, gallantly appearing and blowing the monster away.

Unfortunately, I had lost consciousness, so I was only told about it afterwards. I definitely wanted to meet and talk with him, that’s what I thought.

Then, a little while later, I encountered him. He came to me when I was in dire straits due to Topaz’s absence, and defeated the enemy monster with just one strike. I thought it was truly fate.

I had heard that he was a monster whose purpose was to grope breasts. I was anxious that I, who didn’t have large breasts like Ruby or Topaz, wouldn’t be able to satisfy him, but that worry was unfounded.

He said that all breasts are equally wonderful.

From then on, I waited for our reunion, sometimes putting myself in perilous situations just to meet him. However, he always appeared where Ruby was.

So I went to consult with Yuuka and her boyfriend Momisugi. The two denied being in a romantic relationship, but no matter who looked at them, they were clearly a couple.

However, thinking back now, that was an all too ridiculous act.

I was consulting about romance with one half of an already established couple. The obvious outcome was being brushed off appropriately. But at the time, I thought I’d try believing in the fate he spoke of once more.

And now, in this moment after a short time had passed, my faint hopes for him appearing in my moment of crisis crumbled to dust.

“From the very beginning, it was decided that I would lose…”

By the time I reached the starting line, they were already near the goal.

Fate doesn’t exist. All that exists is cruel reality.

My thoughts froze from shock and sadness.

I left the rooftop, leaving the embracing pair behind.

“Ugh, uuu…”

Naturally, tears began overflowing. The person I loved was taken away. He wasn’t my boyfriend, nor was I the first to like him. Even so, my heart was filled with such sadness.

Just me alone, dancing in a place that wasn’t in anyone’s palm.

So ridiculous, and utterly miserable. That’s me.

And yet… somehow, it isn’t too bad.

My life had been nothing but successes until now. I had never tasted any major setbacks. And yet here I am, crying so miserably.

“Uuu… heh, hehe…”

An unpleasant smile unconsciously spilled out. This pain piercing my chest began to seem like something very pleasant.

I want more stimulation. I want to suffer more.

I wanted to taste more of this sensation of being defeated in love.