I Wanted To Squeeze A Magical Girl’s Boobs So Bad I Turned Into A Monster

Right now, I desperately wanted to grope some breasts. Several weeks had passed since then, but only one regular monster had appeared during that time. Naturally, something of that level got taken care of before I even needed to step in to help.

“I want to grope them, I want to grope them so badly…”

I’d continued enduring with the single-minded determination not to act solely for the purpose of fondling. I kept telling myself that I was human, that I wasn’t some monster.

I didn’t know any clear countermeasures. I could only trust in my own heart.

“Time to head out…”

Contrary to my heart, my body felt as light as a feather.

Even my hair had somehow taken on a reddish tint. I went to school with my head down to avoid drawing the attention of the people around me.

Arriving at the classroom, I kept my face down as usual.

The voices of resentment toward monsters had settled down somewhat, but I was still honestly scared. It seemed I could still barely get away with it, but once my hair color changed clearly, anyone would notice.

Beyond this point, there would really be nothing I could do.

“Hey, Ducky. You seem to be in bad shape lately.”

“Ren, huh. Well, as you can see…”

Until today I’d been lifting my face normally to have conversations, but now I didn’t want to get the girls in my field of vision as much as possible.

I turned my head slightly and answered while glancing at Ren.

“Did you have a fight with Akasaki-chan or something?”

“No, it’s not like that…”

That was all he ever thought it was… Well, I guessed there was nothing else I’d be troubled about though.

I hadn’t had a fight with her, but I had complicated feelings about wanting to see Akasaki yet not wanting to see her.

Honestly, I was anxious about whether I still had the strength to resist the temptation of those boobs of hers.

But it was also true that I felt at ease whenever I was with Akasaki.

“Well, whatever… we’re going out this weekend, so get yourself together by then, okay?”

“…Yeah, got it.”

Even Ren, who usually kept pestering me annoyingly, backed off easily when I was seriously struggling. He was good at drawing the line like that.

One way or another, I was blessed with great people around me. More than someone like me, who got swept away by his own desires, deserved.

At lunch break, I ended up coming to the rooftop like usual. The heat had finally settled down and it was quite comfortable.

“Phew, it’s somewhat better here…”

The desire to grope breasts still wouldn’t subside, but it was still far better than being in the classroom.

I took out my bread and stuffed it into my mouth. Usually around this time Akasaki would come, but she hadn’t come yet.

“Still, it’s gotten pretty bad…”

When I first became a monster, it was fine if I could fondle breasts about once a month. But entering this year, the frequency of wanting to grope gradually increased.

Getting closer to Akasaki made it easier to know where Ruby was going, and increasing monsters meant I helped more often. With such situations being convenient for me, I’d somehow managed to suppress this desire.

“Seriously, what should I do…”

Today, as well, I just had one piece of bread. Having finished eating early, I worried alone on the bench.

After a while, the entrance door opened.

“Senpai, good afternoon!”

“Hey, Akasaki.”

The one who came was naturally Akasaki. With monsters decreasing lately, she seemed full of energy. She ran straight to the bench and began preparing her lunch.

My gaze became riveted to her breasts as she ran over.

Damn it, I couldn’t keep it under control…

It felt like my consciousness was being erased.

“…Senpai?”

Akasaki called out worriedly, noticing something was wrong with me, but my consciousness was completely absorbed by her breasts.

“Wh-what’s wrong…?”

Unconsciously, my hand reached out. Its destination was the two large swells visible even through her uniform.

…Akasaki was saying something.

There was nothing I could do. The ideal paradise I should aim for was right there, so I just needed to reach out my hand. My vision blurred, and I saw paradise beyond it.

And then, my fingertips made contact. I’d finally arrived. Frantically, I just kept kneading them relentlessly.

“Kyaa! S-senpai!?”

Ah, how soft they were. With this, I’d be freed from suffering. It was stupid to have worried about it until now.

“Finally, finally…”

Finally… What did I do? What was I doing right now?

I looked at my own hands. Rapidly, my thoughts returned to reality.

“Senpai…”

“A-Aka-saki…”

I realized what I’d done. Even though I should have made a firm resolution, I couldn’t even resist. Along with an intense chill, I backed away greatly.

“I… I…”

I was supposed to be human.

The hair that had barely maintained its black color dyed itself bright red at once.

“N-no, this…”

I easily succumbed to desire. A black cloak covered my body, and a hat appeared on my head. There was no way to hide it anymore.

“…I’m sorry, Akasaki.”

I was now hopelessly a monster. I’d lost the right to call myself human. A white mask hid my face along with the overflowing tears.

“I’m… a monster…”

My enjoyable daily life was over. It was just the consequences of accumulated sins finally catching up.

I couldn’t stay here anymore. I turned my back to Akasaki and started walking.

“W-wait…!”

Without listening to her attempt to stop me, I leaped. I couldn’t pretend it never happened anymore.