I Wanted To Squeeze A Magical Girl’s Boobs So Bad I Turned Into A Monster - Chapter 2: My Junior Is A Magical Girl

With lunch break starting and my classmates eating in the cafeteria or classrooms, I headed straight to the rooftop with a loaf of bread I’d bought at the convenience store.

Humans who became monsters almost completely lost their reason and could only undo their transformation by being defeated by magical girls. But I, a Unique species, was different.

The fact that I was living my life as a human was proof enough of that.

Even so, I couldn’t suppress it completely.

The desires that increased day by day had a considerable effect on me, after one year since becoming a monster. Now, whenever I was in a crowded place, I couldn’t help imagining what it would be like if a girl nearby wore a magical girl costume…

“Haa, it’s not like I avoid people because I want to…”

While it was true that I indeed adored boobs even before becoming a monster, I didn’t want to shamelessly flaunt that. To be honest, I wanted to keep that kind of desire locked inside my heart.

Right now, I periodically vented by appearing as a monster in the city and fondling Ruby’s breasts whenever she came… but honestly, I also felt sorry for using her like that.

“Maybe it’d be better to just get beaten up and die…”

Unlike normal monsters, Unique species disappeared when defeated. I wasn’t sure whether it was because the nature of monsters was more strongly tied to the soul or something, but that was roughly how it was said to be.

As I bit into my bread and thought about these things, I heard the sound of the door opening. Without paying any particular attention, I continued eating until a petite girl came beside me.

“What’s wrong, senpai? You look so gloomy.”

“Oh, Akasaki, huh? No, it’s nothing.”

Akasaki Yuuka, a first-year student. She was a cute girl with a short bob haircut.

Since enrolling, she had been coming to the rooftop almost every day, which had caused me to desperately try to suppress my desires.

“Ah, senpai, you’re only eating that again? I’ll give you some of my lunch.”

“Ah, ah… thank you.”

In truth, Akasaki was actually Magical Girl Ruby. I had noticed right away when she’d first come here. That fact, however, only made things even more awkward. 

Akasaki certainly had no idea I was the monster who fondled her breasts nonstop, yet just seeing her crushed me with guilt. And, as a side effect, it also excited me.

Half in a daze, I ate the tamagoyaki she offered me.

“Here, say ‘ah’.”

“…Delicious.”

“Hehe, today’s my best work.”

Apparently, Akasaki made her own lunch and came to the rooftop to feed me. The quality was really high, but honestly, I thought it might be better if she didn’t do this to me. I didn’t really deserve it, but seeing her proud, pleased smug face when I praised her made me take it anyway.

Haa, I wanted to touch her boobs… No, wait, what was I thinking?

“Senpai? You’re even more spaced out than usual today. Is something troubling you?”

“Ah, yeah, something like that.”

“Please rely on me sometimes, okay?”

Sometimes, my thoughts turned into just wanting to grope breasts, but Akasaki described me simply as “absent-minded”. I appreciated her offer, but there was no way I could say I wanted to fondle her breasts here, so all I could do was dodge the question.

Akasaki was a good girl, and I trusted her enough to consult with if I had more normal troubles. However, if she knew I was a monster, there was no doubt she would hate me.

I knew it was selfish after everything I’d done, but I still didn’t want to be disliked by Akasaki.

“By the way, Akasaki, your boobs… ahem, you seem to be busy lately, are you okay?”

“Yes, it’s been tough recently, but it should calm down soon.”

She often said she had errands and left early. Of course, those were due to magical girl activities, but it seemed the frequency had increased lately. This wasn’t because of me. If anything, I had been holding back and reducing my appearances recently.

“Well, if you have troubles, you should tell me. I’ll help as much as I can.”

“Thank you, senpai, you’re so kind.”

“No, not really…”

That wasn’t true at all. After all, I was definitely a source of trouble too.

Haa, Akasaki’s smile was dazzling… and I wanted to touch her boobs.