I Want to Know Everything About Love - Chapter 5: A Boy and a Confession

The promised day of the jet-black love letter has finally arrived.

Today’s class is already over, and there is not enough time left until the appointment.

We were waiting patiently for the moment in the classroom where only Mika-chan and I were present. The homework book I opened to kill time is completely untouchable.

I slept well on the day I went to the family restaurant, but I couldn’t sleep at all yesterday, and my head has been muddled all the time.

I want to go home and sleep if I can.

I don’t want to go to a meeting place.

──But I know I can’t do that.

If I leave here, I will never be able to fall in love. I didn’t want to live my life without ever knowing what love feels like.

──Even if I want to go home by instinct, I can control it by reason.

I’m not alone. Mika-chan is also here with me.

She took another break from club activities because of me. I can’t go home now.

I had to cut off all escape routes and put myself in a do-or-die situation.

Can I really fall in love with someone who can’t move forward without being pushed?

I was feeling so negative that I thought I might break.

Anyway, if I’m in trouble, I’ll rely on Mika-chan. The devil and the golden stick, and me with Mika-chan.

…

I couldn’t stand the tension, so I closed my eyes tightly. I took a deep breath as my fingertips trembled. My head is unsteady.

I want one that has a strong tranquilizer, which contains all the active ingredients of the law. I wonder if it’s in the nurse’s infirmary…

Mika-chan stops me when I stand up to go to the infirmary. I couldn’t help but stretch out and stiffen my spine.

“You’re finally ready to go.”

Don’t grin at me like that.

Don’t enjoy this situation!

But I didn’t want to deny it either, so I said what I thought with reflection.

“Take me there?”

“I’ll give you a push on the back!”

“…Please.”

…

Of course, I was not taken to the infirmary, and I was sent straight to the back of the school building.

I can’t run away anymore.