I Reincarnated to a Chastity Reversal World Where Men Can’t “Do It” After They Turn 30 - Chapter 41 - I Want to Give My Heart and Soul to Suzuki-San [Aobami Rei’s POV - Flashback]

Chapter 41 – I Want to Give My Heart and Soul to Suzuki-San [Aobami Rei’s POV – Flashback]

[Aobami Rei’s POV – Flashback]

When I was a student, I was called a “genius” by those around me.

I studied hard and always got top grades.

Even I saw myself as a diligent student, and up until high school, I was more often called “class president” than by my actual name.

At university, I was well-trusted by my professors, and I was proud to say that I was someone people had high hopes for the future.

In fact, I graduated at the top of my class from the best university in Japan, and I felt that my efforts had paid off.

But even I had a secret.

“Rei, you’re at the top of your class again. Amazing!”

“Thank you. But I’m just working hard, that’s all.”

I told my friends that, but in my heart, I was actually interested in something else.

It was men.

Yes, I’m a dirty pervert.

“Rei, there’s a party today. Do you want to come?”

“Sorry, I have something else to do.”

Every time I turned down invitations from friends, I felt acutely aware of how shy and reserved I was.

I really wanted to get closer to men. Although my interest was stronger than anyone else’s, I didn’t know how to approach men.

In a world where there were few men, it was normal for women to proactively approach men.

However, I couldn’t fit in with that culture, and I continued to just watch from afar.

Even when I was studying in the university library, I couldn’t help but listen to the conversations of other women.

“Hey, listen. I accidentally bumped into a boy yesterday, and it was amazing.”

“That’s so great, I want to have that experience too!”

Every time I heard a story like that, my heart tightened.

I wanted to have that experience too.

But there was no way I could find the courage to approach a man myself.

The more I tried to concentrate on my studies, the more the interest that was growing in my heart got in the way.

Although I wanted to get closer to men, I didn’t know how to approach them, and like that, time just passed by.

One day, through a professor’s introduction, I got the opportunity to attend a special lecture.

There, I was able to see a man up close for the first time.

“I’ll be giving today’s special lecture. My name is Tanaka, and I’m your instructor.”

He was already over 50 years old, but my heart was fluttering as I saw him up close for the first time.

At that moment, I felt my face turn red.

I was instantly captivated by this gentle and calm man.

They say that men can’t have children after they turn 30, but that doesn’t matter to me.

In fact, I feel nervous around men close to my age, so the calm demeanor of a man much older than me felt comfortable.

His calm and composed lecture was fascinating, and I was drawn in by his vast knowledge and the content he shared.

“Do you have any questions, young lady?”

“E-eh, ah, yes…”

I was called, sitting at the front of the line, and my mind went blank.

“What’s the matter?”

He asked with a kind smile, and my heart started beating even more.

There’s no doubt that meeting Tanaka-san was what led me to become a male protection officer.

Since then, my interest in men has grown even stronger, and I graduated from university at the top of my class.

With my excellent grades, I received offers from many companies, but the one that I found most attractive was the Male Protection Bureau.

“Here, I can make the most of my abilities,” I thought, and so I joined my current workplace.

However, even after entering society, I remained shy.

Even though I had more opportunities to interact with men, I was unable to approach them proactively, and only continued to be interested in them in my heart.

Then, when I was assigned to Suzuki Hajime-san, I fell in love for the second time.

He was kind, sincere, and the ideal man I had been looking for.

♢

However, in order to avoid making the same mistake again, I decided to find the courage to take a step forward towards him.

“In that case, why don’t you get used to it with me?”

“Huh?”

“I’ll be your practice partner to help you get used to women.”

Although it may seem like I’m immersing myself in his troubles, I want to become closer to Suzuki-san.

He’s younger than Tanaka-san, and since he can still father children, I want to give my heart and soul to him.