I Reincarnated as the Overpowered Male Lead in an Erotic Game and Had Already Slept with One of the Heroines~ - Chapter 3 - Sasauchi Kaoru’s Heartbreak [Sasauchi Kaoru’s POV]

Chapter 3 – Sasauchi Kaoru’s Heartbreak [Sasauchi Kaoru’s POV]

[Sasauchi Kaoru’s POV]

“Eh? Why…”

Today after school, I promised to go home with my childhood friend Shin, so I hurried back to the classroom after delivering the papers the teacher asked me to give.

As I was about to enter the classroom, Shin came out of the opposite door.

And with our classmate, Hiroshiki Kirara-san…

The two of them walked down the hallway without even noticing me.

For some reason, Shin and Kirara-san had become very close since we entered high school.

When I asked Shin what had happened, he only told me that they had become friends by chance.

Lately, he may be spending more time with Kirara-san than with me…

And the look on Shin’s face when he talks to Kirara-san…

“Shin… Didn’t you say you were going home with me…”

No… Maybe he’s planning to wait for me at the school gate.

I decided to think that, and while holding back my tears, I quickly picked up my bag and headed to the school gate.

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——I changed my shoes and left the school entrance.

“Shin…”

I looked for Shin, but he was already gone from the entrance.

I hurried to the school gate.

“……”

There, I saw Shin walking out the gate with Kirara-san.

“Why…?”

I was heartbroken that I had been left behind.

I felt despair when I saw Shin going home with Kirara-san, breaking his promise to me.

If only he had at least told me beforehand…

I would still feel sad, but I wish he had at least done that much…

“Sniff…”

I was already on the verge of tears, but because I was still on school grounds and there were a lot of people around, I somehow managed to hold it in.

I continued walking.

We were on the same route home, so I could see the two of them ahead of me…

I might think I should take a different route, but I couldn’t help it. I couldn’t take my eyes off them.

I couldn’t hear their voices because we were far apart, but Kirara-san tapped Shin on the back and they seemed to get along really well…

Plus, Shin seemed really happy…

My eyes were welling up with tears.

I am aware that I am emotionally weak.

I’ve always wanted to change that about myself, but I’ve never been able to.

So seeing Shin break his promise to me and have fun with another girl made me so sad that I couldn’t hold back the tears.

At that moment…the two of them stopped, and the distance between us shrank, so I hurriedly hid behind something.

“Do you have a girlfriend, Shin?”

“No, I don’t…”

“Then do you have a crush on anyone?”

“N-no.”

“Oh, really? But you’ve been friends with Kaoru-chan since childhood, haven’t you? Don’t you like her?”

My heart started pounding when I heard that question.

What does Shin think of me…?

“N-no… Kaoru is just a childhood friend…”

“But Kaoru-chan is so cute, isn’t she? You don’t like her?”

“Y-yeah… But… I’ve known her since we were little, so it’s impossible for me to see her as a romantic interest… Besides, Kaoru is childish in many ways and can be a bit of a hassle, so there’s no way I could like her.”

“I see, that’s surprising.”

After that conversation, the two of them started walking again.

Shin’s last few words really hurt me deeply.

“W-why…”

Then, the two of them started linking arms.

And it looked like Shin was the one to start it…

The moment I saw that, I fell on my knees.

After that, I just cried, unable to look at those two.

Shin likes Kirara-san… With that thought in mind, I could only keep crying.

After that, I was taken away by Ougo Kaito-kun, who just happened to be nearby.

There were a lot of bad rumors about him.

I was scared too, but he was so pushy that I couldn’t refuse and followed him.

Plus, my mind was so full of Shin that I wasn’t thinking clearly…

Kaito-kun’s house was big, but no one but us were there.

I thought it was a bit dangerous, but I couldn’t bring myself to say that I wanted to go home.

Contrary to my thought, Kaito-kun was kinder than I expected… He listened to me and comforted me.

To be honest, I was pretty heartbroken that Shin chose Kirara-san over me.

If Kaito-kun hadn’t found me, I probably would have continued crying in that place for a long time.

After a while, I was pushed down.

I knew what was about to happen…

That’s when I thought… Kirara-san is quite the pushy type. Perhaps now, Shin with Kirara-san too, is…

When I thought that, I thought maybe it was okay to stay like this…

I might regret it tomorrow… But it just hurts so much. I feel sad, and my chest is in so much pain.

Maybe a normal girl wouldn’t feel this way, maybe it’s because I’m emotionally weak after all…

And so, I gave my first time to Kaito-kun…

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——The next day, when I woke up, Kaito-kun was already awake.

When I looked at Kaito-kun, he was naked… Rather, I was naked too.

I remembered what happened yesterday and felt very embarrassed, so I covered my chest and crotch with my hands and greeted him. But I was surprisingly calm.

“Good morning…”

“H-huh…!”

I was so embarrassed that I felt like I was going to die, but when I managed to greet Kaito-kun, he had a strange reaction.

I didn’t really understand, but for some reason, he looked really surprised.

At that moment, I suddenly looked down and Kaito-kun’s penis had gotten really big.

Something that big was inside me yesterday…

And now it’s even bigger compared to yesterday.

Thinking this, I muttered to myself.

“It’s getting bigger again…”

I felt so embarrassed to have said that.

Maybe Kaito-kun is going to…

Yesterday, I was just acting strange. I can’t afford to make the same mistake now.

I quickly said, flustered and embarrassed, thinking it was a bad situation,

“I’m sorry… Yesterday was my first time, so I can’t handle it again right now.”

I said that, but Kaito-kun didn’t reply…

When I looked up a little later, Kaito-kun had a difficult look on his face.

Honestly, I couldn’t believe that Kaito-kun was the person the rumors said. If the rumors were really true, I was a little scared that he would push me down no matter what, but that didn’t seem to be the case.

“What’s wrong, Kaito-kun?”

“……”

When I asked, Kaito-kun hunched over, holding his stomach.

“No, my stomach hurts a bit… I’m going to the bathroom for a bit.”

“Oh, okay. Take care.”

Did he really have a stomach ache?

I thought that, but I felt relieved that I wasn’t being pushed down and began to get dressed.

“Hah~ I’ve done it…”

To be honest, I feel really strange right now…

Yesterday I wasn’t in my right mind.

I should have known what kind of person Kaito-kun was from the rumors.

No… In reality, Kaito-kun wasn’t as awful as the rumors said.

I mean, I should have been able to refuse yesterday, and he never forced me.

He was kind…and comforting…

“But still, so that’s how it feels…”

It was my first time, so it really hurt at first… But towards the end…

I felt my face get hot as I remembered what happened yesterday.

“Hah~”

I had believed without a doubt that my first time would be with Shin…

If I were to say I regretted it, I suppose I do.

But I don’t hate Kaito-kun for it… It’s all because I was emotionally weak.

On the contrary, Kaito-kun is a good person, and my impression of him has definitely improved.

If Kaito-kun hadn’t been there, I’d probably be at home crying right now.

But I still love Shin… That hasn’t changed.

That’s why I absolutely can’t make the same mistake again.

I need to talk to Shin properly…

——Not long after, Kaito-kun came back.

“Welcome back…”

When I said that, he said something unexpected.

“Are you okay? I might have pushed you too hard since it was your first time.”

“Yeah… It hurt at first, but Kaito-kun was nice to me and it felt good towards the end…”

Kaito-kun looked worried as he asked me.

I knew it, the rumors weren’t true.

Because of that, I don’t have any negative feelings toward Kaito-kun right now… Maybe things have gotten so complicated that my feelings are a bit confused, but I don’t know that for sure.

Thinking that, I told him the truth, but… It was still really embarrassing.

“That’s good then… Can you move now?”

“It still feels a bit strange, but I’ll be okay after a little while…”

Honestly, I don’t really know how to express it properly, but that’s how it feels.

“Are you still embarrassed?”

“Y-yes…”

“I see. Then let’s talk a little more slowly.”

“O-okay…”

With that, Kaito-kun came and sat right next to me.

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T/N: It’s kinda nice to get the heroine’s POV so early, it’s been a while since I’ve done a novel with multiple POV