My Fianceé’s Feelings

It’s been five years since I came to the royal palace…

I never thought I could live such happy and peaceful days.

Mew-mew-mew?

“Yes, Brad-sama is a kind person. You know that too, right, Miinya?”

Mew!

As I reassured Miinya, who was sitting on my lap and nuzzling my cheek with her long nose, she adorably responded while standing on two legs.

Brad-sama, whom I had heard was difficult, wicked, and moreover incompetent, was completely different from the rumors. He treated me with utmost care, as if I were something delicate, and tried to protect me dearly.

Just the other day, when my father and stepmother came to take me back, it was the same.

“We can’t keep Freesia in the royal palace forever…”

“Hmm? Do you intend to question me? Count Erna, you’ve grown bold. Freesia told me that after marrying your second wife, you… with a maid…”

“L-Brad-sama! I’ve just remembered an urgent matter. Please, please continue to take care of Freesia despite the trouble she may cause.”

“Dear! Wait! We were supposed to take Freesia and bring Lily instead…”

“Fool! The priority now is to return home!”

Afterward, when I asked Brad-sama about it…

“Count Erna and his wife visited? You must have had a bad dream because you were too scared. Stop dawdling and go continue your queenly education.”

“Yes!”

I could only respond cheerfully, but I was so grateful in my heart.

Brad-sama’s presence is growing larger and larger in my heart. Brad-sama’s is growing larger and larger too…..

Though just looking at him makes me feel so embarrassed I could burst into flames, I found myself losing any resistance to doing things like the courtesans in the novels, all for the sake of being liked by Brad-sama, even if only a little.

“Miinya, I’m sorry. Please play with this for a while.”

I placed Miinya in a toy wheel that Brad-sama had prepared for her. As soon as she responded with a mew, she started running inside the cylinder, making a rattling sound.

“I’m glad. It seems you enjoy it so much.”

Now, I can indulge in thoughts of Brad-sama without any reservations.

Licking, nibbling, and sucking Brad-sama’s magnificent thing…just imagining that makes my body heat up.

I want it to be inside me right this moment…

I lifted my skirt, took the hem in my mouth, and started stroking my underwear. Not satisfied with that, I took my underwear off.

Knock knock ♪

“Hiiiiyaaaaah!”

Suddenly there was a knock on the door and a voice called out from behind the door.

“Freesia-sama, your tea is ready.”

“Thank you very much.”

I was startled.

The voice belonged to the maid, Catalina-san. I quickly lowered the hem I was holding in my mouth.

But I don’t wear underwear.

I want to be caught by Brad-sama and scolded.

“You are not even wearing underwear, what a lewd young lady you are!!! I’ll mess you up as you wish!!!”

When Brad-sama sees my lower body, he follows his instincts and devours my body… I’ll become Brad-sama’s plaything.

When I imagined that, nectar leaked from my slit…..

If Catalina-san finds out, she’ll let Brad-sama know.

Ah…….

If that happens, I’ll be summoned by Brad-sama and made to understand.

Catalina-san poured tea from the teapot into the cup with practiced ease. The royal maids are not only beautiful and elegant in etiquette, but dexterous.

Perhaps the reason why Brad-sama won’t lay hands on me is because he might be more interested in the maids…

Just thinking about it makes my heart ache…

As I was looking at the lovely Catalina, she unexpectedly started showing interest in me.

“Freesia-sama’s hair is really beautiful.”

“Eh!? But my stepmother would call my hair the abominable witch’s hair…”

“Pl-please forgive me!!”

My personal maid, Catalina, was apologizing profusely, which made me feel bad for her.

“Ah, no… please don’t worry about it. Everyone here praises me like Catalina-san, so…”

My face reflected in the dressing room mirror was bright red, probably from embarrassment. 

When Catalina-san saw me like that, she clasped her hands together in a praying pose and writhed in agony.

“Ahh, Freesia-sama really is like an angel.”

Catalina-san, who was refilling my tea cup, told me this…

“Now that I think about it, Brad-sama has changed a lot since Freesia-sama’s arrival.”

“Has my arrival changed anything?”

“Yes, he has become very kind! He may be strict, but deep inside he is filled with compassion for others. He is also always concerned about Freesia-sama, and would ask us, ‘How is Freesia doing?'”

Catalina put her hand over her mouth and laughed softly.

Brad-sama, you think so much of me…

Alas, after all, Brad-sama is the only one for me. I feel ashamed that I ever had the doubt that I was not loved.