I Reincarnated as a Mob in a Depressing Erotic Video Game World. When I Saved the Main Heroine That Fallen Into Despair, Her Overwhelming Obsessive Love for Me Wouldn’t Stop. - Chapter 19

As soon as we got back to my room, Ena sat on the bed and patted her thighs.

“Here, Shiruto-kun. Come over?”

Her bare legs looked soft and healthy, so white they almost hurt my eyes. 

At first, I told myself I was doing this for her… but really, it was a lap pillow from my favorite character. If my past self knew, I’d probably faint from how amazing this was.

“A-alright, please excuse me…”

I swallowed hard and laid my head on her thighs.

Soft… so soft it felt like sinking into marshmallows.

I remembered reading in “Magiaka” that her skin was described as marshmallow, but this felt even better than that.

Ena squirmed a little, like she was ticklish,

“Mmm… hehe. Shiruto-kun, your eyelashes are pretty long?”

“R-Really? I don’t think they’re that long…”

“No, I think they are. It’s really cool.”

The first time I saw my reflection in a mirror, I thought, “Yeah… just a plain mob face.” Average height and build, a normal face, nothing special. My eyelashes weren’t supposed to be long at all.

“…Don’t focus on that. Instead, um, could you clean my ears?”

“Shiruto-kun, are you shy? Hehe, that’s cute.”

She poked my cheek with her finger.

This is dangerous… Her thighs smelled nice and were soft, and her gentle voice was washing over my brain. If I let my guard down, I might lose all sense.

“Alright then, I’m going to clean your ears now.”

She whispered softly as she picked up a small ear-cleaning stick. Since “Magiaka” is a Japanese-made video game, small things like bathing culture and daily life felt very Japanese. The stick in her hand was a simple bamboo one, like I see in Japan.

“…P-Please be gentle.”

“Don’t worry. I’ve got this.”

Finally, the stick touched my ear. Just a little contact made it feel amazing. Combined with the lap pillow, it felt like I’d gone straight to heaven.

“Then, I’ll start moving it now, okay?”

Her sweet voice brushed against my earlobe, and then the bamboo stick scratched lightly along the edge of my ear.

It felt so good I thought I might make a weird noise… I couldn’t help but hold my breath.

“Hehe… Shiruto-kun, does it feel good?”

“Y-Yeah…”

“Good. I’ll go a little deeper, okay?”

Scratch, scratch, scratch… The ear cleaning continued in a steady rhythm.

We both stayed quiet, so the room became very still. I could even hear Ena’s breathing and her small heartbeat.

Then, Ena suddenly,

“…Fuuuu.”

“Hyaaa!?”

Her warm breath blew into my ear.

I couldn’t hold it in and let out an embarrassing sound.

“Ah… I-I’m sorry…!”

I heard Ena’s worried voice above my head.

“I didn’t mean to… I’m sorry… You didn’t like it, right…?”

“N-No, it’s not that. It was just… a little too strong. It surprised me.”

When I said that, Ena replied,

“Then… should I tell you before I do it next time…?”

“Y-yeah, that would help…”

“I see. Then, Shiruto-kun. I’m going to blow on your ear now, okay?”

Ena’s lips came close to my ear. And then… fuuuu, a longer breath than before.

“Hehe. Your face looks all soft now. Did my breath feel good?”

“…Yeah. Honestly, it felt really good.”

Or rather… I don’t know how to say it. If I can feel this happy, then maybe all the things I tried hard for were worth it.

“…Hey, Ena.”

“Yeah?”

“Um… Thank you. For meeting me.”

Huh. What is this? Why do I feel like I’m about to cry?

“I… I used to think I didn’t want to live anymore.”

When I was in high school, I stayed home because of bullying. My life was really rough, and my heart wasn’t okay. Sometimes, dark thoughts crossed my mind.

But when I played “Magiaka,” I found Ena, my favorite character.

And then… because I wanted to support her, I started a simple part-time job organizing a warehouse.

I might get laughed at for it, and my life wasn’t something I could exactly be proud of.

But… after meeting Ena, my everyday life slowly started to get better.

I never want to forget the pure feelings I had back then, and the gratitude I felt for Ena, my favorite character. Even if someone somewhere mocked me for it, I want to remember it forever.

“Shiruto-kun. It’s okay, you know?”

Her gentle hands stroked my hair.

“I might not be very reliable… but as long as you let me, I’ll never leave your side. I’ll protect you even if it costs me my life, okay?”

Her words were heavy, but somehow… They made my heart feel a little lighter.

“If something bad happens, I’ll spoil you. If something hurts you, I’ll take it for you. If you can’t stand on your own… I’ll become your hands and feet, and support you for your whole life.”

“…Haha. That’s reassuring.”

“Yeah. So, Shiruto-kun—”

She blew a soft breath near my ear again, her sweet voice vibrating my eardrum.

“…If you ever want to lean on someone, always lean on me, okay? I can do anything for you.”

“…Y-Yeah… you really are… kind, Ena…”

“You’ve been kind to me, Shiruto-kun. That’s why I want to be kind back to you too.”

Ah… her voice and touch are so comforting.

And her thighs… soft and smooth like silk. On top of that, she smells like a field of flowers.

It’s still daytime, but… My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier.

(…No good. I can’t fight it…)

I let myself sink into this blissful feeling.

My head resting on Ena’s thigh, I stared blankly as my vision grew blurry.

And just like that.

My consciousness drifted into sleep.

“Hehe. Alright, good night.”

At the very end.

I thought I heard Ena say something, but I couldn’t catch the words anymore.

“I like you, Shiruto-kun. If you ever feel like you want to die… Then I’ll be with you too, okay?”