I Realized I Was the Cheating Bastard in a Hentai Manga only after I Had Already Stolen the Heroine - 13-14

Chapter 13: My First Time

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~Kyouko Takanashi’s POV~

A few days after I started going out with Kouta, he finally invited me to his room. Nine times out of ten, I was certain he was planning to have sex. I had figured it was probably coming.

I was even a little excited, wondering if I could have sex like Shuuya-kun and Yuuka-san. But… That hope was nothing but a fantasy.

We got down to our underwear, kissed, and he took off my bra. After touching my breasts a bit, he was breathing heavily and guided my hand to his dick. That part was fine, but I wasn’t feeling good at all yet.

Next, he asked me to use my mouth. It was my first time seeing a dick up close…

Well, yeah. I’ll stop myself from saying anything more about that.

I tried taking it in my mouth. The unique smell and taste weren’t exactly bad. In fact, moving it around in my mouth was kind of fun. But…

“Haa… Haa… Hey, can we just do it now?”

Even that little bit of fun was taken away from me. I took off my shorts and got completely naked.

“Haa… Haa… Here I go!”

“Wait! Put on a condom properly!”

Kouta didn’t know about my safe days. In fact, he probably didn’t even consider that it might be a risky day.

“Haa… B-But, I don’t have one!”

Just as I expected…

“It’s fine. I bought some. Use this one, okay?”

I pulled a condom out of the bag I’d brought. I had gone to the pharmacy and bought some, figuring it’d come to this. I opened the condom box, tore the packet, and looked at the contents.

Huh, so this is what they’re like.

“G-Give it here, I’ll put it on!”

Kouta hurriedly put the condom on his dick and pushed me down onto the bed.

“Here I go…!”

His dick entered me.

It hurt…!

“Ow! It hurts…!”

“Haa… Haa… Y-Yeah, they say it hurts the first time, right? Just bear with it!”

I felt bad for Kouta, but I wasn’t a virgin anymore… When I was masturbating, I gave in to temptation and broke my hymen with a dildo… The pain was because I wasn’t wet. Kouta didn’t care about that and kept thrusting.

“Ow! It hurts! Please, slow down a little!”

“Haa! Haa! Sorry, I’m already about to cum! Ugh!”

Kouta’s movements stopped. He was probably cumming.

“Haa… That felt good. Now we’re really a couple, huh… Next time, I bet you’ll feel good too, Kyouko.”

My first time having sex was an absolute disaster. But…

【Please look after Kouta, okay?】

It’s fine.

I simply. Just. Accepted it.

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T/N: I prefer the NTR part… Just give me the NTR already… Kouta sucks (¬_¬”)

Chapter 14: The Pulled Heart

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~Kyouko Takanashi’s POV~

Lately, Kouta’s attitude had been getting more haughty. He was bragging everywhere, saying, “This is my girlfriend.” He’d also started touching me all the time, no matter where we were.

I refused when he tried to touch my butt in public or make me touch his dick, though. We were having sex, but as always, it wasn’t pleasurable for me. In fact, it was getting worse. Having sex with him bored me to death. 

Lately, when I knew he’d probably ask for sex, I’d masturbate beforehand to get myself wet. Of course, my fantasy during those moments was Shuuya-kun. When he invited me out of the blue, I’d make excuses like needing to shower or use the bathroom. 

After stepping away from Kouta, I would try to get myself wet somehow. Kouta seemed to think he’d gotten better at sex since I wasn’t in pain anymore.

Doesn’t he ever wonder why I stopped feeling pain when he doesn’t even bother with foreplay? …I guess not.

Oh, and I was still having lunch with Shuuya-kun. I’d cut back on how often we ate together since I felt bad for Kouta, but it had become my only real moment of comfort.

“By the way, Shuuya-kun, you haven’t said ‘congrats’ or anything, have you?”

“Hm? Oh, you mean about you and Yamada getting together? Well… If you’re happy, Kyouko, I’ll congratulate you, but… Are you okay?”

Shuuya-kun was actually paying attention to my expression. It was really comforting to have someone who truly understood me. 

“Yeah… Thanks. I’m okay.”

“Alright. If it gets tough, just say so, okay? I don’t know what I can do, but I’ll do whatever I can. And if it’s hard to talk to me, you can always talk to Yuuka.”

Shuuya-kun’s kindness sank deep into me. I decided to be just a little bit naughty.

“Um…Well… Uh, will you listen to me for a bit then?”

“Hm? What’s up?”

Shuuya-kun smiled gently, not rushing me, making it easier for me to speak.

“This might sound shameless, but… Is it okay if you… Hug me?”

“Leave it to me.”

Shuuya-kun stepped closer. He knelt in front of me, spreading his arms wide.

“Come here.”

“U-Uh, okay. Excuse me…”

Gyu! Hawa, hawawa! ♡

Shuuya-kun was hugging me. It wasn’t tight, but it was still strong. Was that a citrusy cologne? It smelled so good. Wrapped in his thick arms and pressed against his broad chest, I could hear his heartbeat, just a little faster than usual. It was a comforting, soothing sound.

“Not too tight, is it?”

“N-No! ♡ It’s fine! ♡ It’s making my heart race, but it’s so calming! ♡”

Shuuya-kun kept holding me without saying a word. When lunch break was about to end, I was reluctant, but I let go of his arms.

“Hahh… ♡ I am satisfied… ♡”

“Kukuku~ I’m glad to hear it, my dear princess. Or maybe, with that phrasing, you’re more like a lord?”

“Yosh! I’m energized! Shall we head back to class?”

“Uh… Sorry, I’ll head back in a bit.”

“Hm? It’s fine if we go together—oh… wow…”

Shuuya-kun’s… It was big…

Wait, what? It’s that big…? Shuuya-kun’s… Dick… ♡

“Stop with the ‘wow’ already, just… Stop. Can’t help it, alright? This is bound to happen when I get to hug a great girl like you, Kyouko…”

“Oh, yeah! Sorry! It’s not like I was put off or anything! It’s just… It was bigger than I expected,

and I got surprised… ♡”

He held back even though it got that big. That must be tough… right? Yeah, it had to be hard on him. Even so, he did it for me. He held back for me. 

“Uh… I’ll head back once it calms down.”

“O-Okay! ♡ I’ll go on ahead then…?”

Before heading down the stairs, I turned back to Shuuya-kun.

“Hug me again, okay? ♡”

I started down the stairs without waiting for his reply.

“Ugh… I’m already falling for her, aren’t I…”

I thought I heard him say something like that. That night, Kouta invited me, but I lied about being on my period and turned him down. And then…

“Ah… ♡ Nn! ♡ Shuuya… kun… ♡ It’s so big… ♡ Shuuya-kun… Shuuya-kun… ♡ Shuuya… kun!! ♡”

My alone time was very productive tonight. ♡

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