I Don’t Want to Kiss Until We’re Married - Chapter 4

Break Up

I asked Ayano to help me to ease with my thing down there.

So she helped me to ease it with her mouth.

Did we really just do that?

It all feel like a dream.

As I’m staring at the ceiling in a daze, Ayano suddenly talks to me.

“How was it?”

“It feels incredibly good, thanks Ayano.”

I say so and pat Ayano on the head.

She squints her eyes pleasantly, it seems like she is enjoying it.

“Was it painful?”

“No, it didn’t hurt at all. It felt really good.”

“Fufufu, I see. Don’t hesitate to tell me if you ever get hard again, okay? Instead of Manami-chan I’ll be the one who help you with my mouth.”

Ayano likes me, that’s why she agreed to help me to ease my thing down there with her mouth.

However, I already have a girlfriend now.

No, right now, I like Ayano too.

I was shocked when Manami told me that even though she loves me, she doesn’t want to kiss me.

But instead, my beautiful and cute childhood friend let me kiss her.

She even helped to ease my thing down there when it got hard.

Right now, I see Ayano as an angel.

No, perhaps, Ayano really is an angel.

Oh no, I’m falling in love with Ayano.

But I still love Manami.

Damn it, what should I do?

Who should I choose?

My cute girlfriend, or my beautiful childhood friend?

“Hmm? It got hard again.”

“Ah, you’re right…”

“Fufufu, do you want me to help you with my mouth again?”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah, of course. I’ll help you to ease it as much as you want♡”

“Ayano…”

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Saturday

I have a date with Manami at 1 today.

After I have my lunch, I leave the house and head to Manami’s house.

It seems that Manami’s parents are not at home today.

Then that means, it will be just me and my girlfriend alone at home today.

Alone with Manami…

My heart begins to throb at the thought of it.

Me and Manami have been dating for six months now.

Even though we have dated each other for that long, we haven’t even kissed yet.

I’ll tell Manami that I want to kiss her again today.

Maybe Manami will let me kiss her.

Then after a while, I arrive at Manami’s house.

I stand in front of the door and press the intercom.

Shortly after, the door to Manami’s house opened.

Manami is standing at the door.

She is dressed in a white one-piece dress.

I can feel my heart throb at the sight of her in plain clothes.

Manami is even cuter than usual today.

Manami’s eyes light up when she sees me.

“Yuta-kun, good afternoon.”

“Good morning, Manami.”

“Come on in.”

“Ojamashimasu.”

I go inside Manami’s house as I say so.

Then I take off my shoes at the entrance and go to Manami’s room.

I sit down on the floor and Manami sits down next to me.

When she sits down next to me, I can smell Manami’s sweet scent, my head starts to spin.

I glance to the side and our eyes meet each other’s.

“Ah, you are really cute.”

I unconsciously said so.

“Fuee!?”

Manami seems surprised at my words.

“I-I’m cute?”

“Yeah, you are incredibly cute, Manami.”

“T-Thanks…”

Manami’s face turns bright red.

Even her ears are blushing.

My girlfriend is truly cute.

Then, I casually grab her hand.

Manami jolts, perhaps she doesn’t expect me to hold her hands so suddenly.

After a short while, Manami squeezes my hand back.

I’m really happy.

I can kiss Manami now.

With that thought in mind, I gently grab Manami’s shoulders and bring my face closer to her soft lips.

Before our lips meet each other’s, Manami slaps my cheek.

Why did Manami slap me?

I don’t understand…

Manami glares at me with sharp eyes…

She looks angry.

“Why…why did you try to kiss me?”

“Eh?”

I tilt my head at Manami’s words.

Why is she so mad?

I don’t get it at all.

Ignoring me who is dumbfounded of the situation, Manami continues to talk.

“I told you before that I don’t want to kiss right, Yuta-kun? So why did you try to kiss me? Yuta-kun, you’re so terrible… Why would you do such a terrible thing…”

“……”

I just tried to kiss someone I love.

Why did she get so angry with me?

Besides, why doesn’t Manami want to kiss me in the first place?

I don’t understand.

Does she really like me…?

Why doesn’t she want to kiss me…?

“I think it’s too early for us to do such kind of things…”

“Too early?”

“Yes…”

She thinks it’s too early?

We’ve been dating for six months now.

My friends even had sex six months into their relationship, you know?

“I don’t think…it’s appropriate for us to kiss before we got married. So…I’m sorry.”

“……”

Is she saying that I can’t kiss her until we got married?

She must be joking, right?

It’s not like I’m dating Manami just for fun.

I’m serious about her.

I really love her.

However, I can’t hold myself back from kissing her until we’re married.

Whenever she’s near me, I just feel like kissing her. I love her.

Why can’t we kiss until we’re married?

I don’t care anymore.

I’m tired of all this stuff…

“Hah…”

I let out a sigh and start talking.

“Manami, let’s break up.”

“Eh…”

At my words, Manami’s face fill with despair.

She starts to tremble.

“T-This must be a joke, right…?”

“No, I’m serious. I’m tired of being with you…”

“……”

When I say so, Manami’s face turns pale.

“I don’t understand why we can’t kiss until we’re married…I can’t bear to hold back like that.”

“Why can’t you hold yourself back…? Don’t tell me, were you dating me for my body?”

“Tsk.”

I clicked my tongue at Manami’s words.

What is she talking about?

I like Manami, I care about her.

I really love Manami that I want to kiss her.

I didn’t date her just for her body.

I turn my cold gaze to Manami.

“…I knew it, I can’t date you anymore. I’m sorry, but please break up with me, Manami.”

I say so and get up.

Seeing me about to leave the room,

“Yuta-kun!! Wait! Hey! Yuta-kun!!”

Ignoring Manami’s words, I leave her house.