I Don’t Want to Kiss Until We’re Married - Chapter 20
Scum
“Hey, Yuta…why are you holding hands with Manami-chan?”
“That’s because…”
If I tell Ayano that I’m dating Manami behind her back, she will definitely dump me and date Kento. I don’t want that.
What am I going to do? Should I lie to her?
No, Ayano wouldn’t believe me if I lie in this situation.
Damn it, what should I do…
As I remain silent, Ayano keeps asking me questions.
“Yuta, didn’t you end your relationship with Manami-chan?”
“W-Well…”
“Then why are you holding hands with her? Why are you flirting with your ex-girlfriend? Why…?”
“……”
Ayano looks at me with a despaired look on her face.
Tears begin to well up in her eyes.
“You’ve been lying to me all this time…?”
“I’m sorry, I’m really sorry—”
Slap!
I feel pain on my cheek.
Ayano slaps me as hard as she can.
Then Ayano shifts her gaze to Manami.
“…why? Why do you keep getting in the way of me and Yuta!? You’re really annoying!”
“You are the one who keep getting the way of me and my boyfriend. Why are you always after my boyfriend…?”
“No! Yuta is not your boyfriend! Yuta is mine!”
“Hah? What are you talking about? Yuta-kun only think of Ayano-chan as an easy girl, right?”
“That’s not true! Yuta loves me! We are deeply in love with each other!”
“I told you, that’s not true! Yuta-kun doesn’t love Ayano-chan! I’m the one who Yuta-kun loves!”
“Yuta doesn’t love a bitch like you! Yuta only thinks of you as an Onahole! Right, Yuta? The person you love is not Manami-chan, right? It’s me right, Yuta? Hey, it’s me right, I’m the person you love most, right!?”
“……”
I’m at a loss for words, I can’t say anything back to Ayano.
What am I supposed to say?
What should I do?
“Yuta, break up with Manami-chan right now! Dump that Onahole and be mine!”
“I…can’t do that.”
“…I see. I’ll break up with you and go out with Kento-kun then.”
“Eh…”
“I’m going to have lots of sex with Kento-kun. I’m going to kiss him, have him touch my breasts, and do many lewd things on the bed. I’m going to be Kento-kun’s girl. Is that okay for you? Are you sure you want that to happen?”
“N-No, stop…please don’t do that.”
“If so, break up with this girl! I want you to be mine alone!”
If I don’t break up with Manami, Ayano will become Kento’s girl.
I don’t want that. I don’t want to give Ayano away to anyone.
Because…my first love is Ayano.
I don’t want to give my first love away to any other man, I want to have her all to myself. I want to love her forever.
As I’m troubled by Ayano’s demands, Manami speaks to me.
“Yuta-kun, forget about this damn girl and be mine.”
“I’m sorry. I can’t do that…”
“Then, I’ll break up with you and become someone else’s girl.”
“Eh…”
What did Manami just say?
“I’m quite popular, you know? Yesterday, a college student asked me, ‘Would you go to a love hotel with me?’ Of course, I turned him down.”
“I-I see…”
Hearing Manami declined the invitation made me feel a sense of relief.
Then, Manami smiles wryly.
“What would have happened If I didn’t turn down that college student? Would he force me to take off my clothes and touch my boobs in a love hotel? Would he make a mess out of me on the bed? Fufufu, I’m thrilled just by thinking about it.”
“……”
If Manami didn’t turn down that college student, she would have been forcefully kissed and they would have sex several times in a love hotel.
“I also have a part-time job. This morning, a good-looking guy asked me to change my contact information with him. Of course, I said no, I have a boyfriend after all. But he is so good looking that I thought to myself, ‘Uwaa, this guy is so cool’.”
“……”
“That guy always stares at my breasts and thighs, you know? I wonder if he wants to have sex with me.”
“……”
Manami looks at me with a serious expression on her face.
“Yuta-kun, if you don’t break up with Ayano-chan, I’m going to have lots of sex with that guy. I’ll have him fondle my breasts and do lots of lewd things on the bed…I’m going to have sex with another guy, Yuta-kun. Are you really okay with that?”
“N-No stop it…I absolutely don’t want that…don’t have sex with any other man than me.”
“Then, break up with Ayano-chan.”
“……”
If I don’t break up with Manami, Ayano will become Kento’s girl.
If I don’t break up with Ayano, Manami will have sex with another guy.
Who should I choose.
Ayano or Manami, who do I love more?
Damn it, I can’t find the answer to it.
I love both of them. I don’t want to give Manami and Ayano away to anyone.
That’s why…
“I love Ayano.”
When I say so, Manami gets teary eyed.
On the other hand, Ayano’s face is blushing in red.
“And I love Manami as well.”
Manami smiles happily at my words.
“I…love both Ayano and Manami equally. I really love you both.”
I love both of them so much that I don’t want to give them away to anyone. I want them all to myself.
“That’s why, I want both Ayano and Manami to become my girls!”
“……”
“……”
Both Manami and Ayano fall silent at my confession.
Both of them seem puzzled.
“Umm, so that means, Yuta wants to go out with me and Manami-chan at the same time?”
Ayano asked me.
“Yeah, that’s right.”
“Uwaa…”
In response to my reply, Manami said so.
Ayano turns her cold gaze to me.
Please stop, don’t look at me like that…
“You’re such a scum, Yuta…”
“Yeah, you are such a scum, Yuta-kun…”
“I know that already, but you two still love me, don’t you?”
“Yeah, I still love you, scum Yuta-kun.”
“I still love you too, Yuta. I love you so much.”
Both Manami and Ayano still love me.
Ahh, this is the best. This feels really great. I want them to say ‘I love you’ to me more. I want to be loved by these two girls more. I want to have sex with the two of them at the same time.
“Ayano, Manami, please be my girlfriends! I will definitely make both of you happy!”
“Okay then, I’m fine with that…what about Manami-chan?”
“I’m fine with that as well. From now on, please take a good care of me, Ayano-chan, Yuta-kun.”
“Yeah, please take a good care of me too.”
Today, I just confessed my feelings to the two girls I love most.