My Yandere Girlfriend Is Obsessed With Me For Some Reason - Chapter 54

Sensei’s desire was so strong that I couldn’t even put it into words, and I couldn’t even remember how many times it had happened. I had been looking at Sensei’s face properly until the second round of sex started, but I was tired and only making embarrassing noises. I had lost count of how many times this had happened.

I could hear the erotic sounds.

Being messed up by Sensei on the bed… my mind went blank.

The used condom on the floor and Sensei’s marks all over my body, I felt loved. I… felt like I could live as long as Sensei was there. It was tough, painful, and I wanted to stop, but Sensei was so excited that I couldn’t say anything.

I love this person.

Thinking that, I stared blankly at the ceiling.

“…”

“Ik-kun… used it all…”

“Let’s sleep now. Reina…”

“I wanted to do it one more time… huh…”

“We have tomorrow, right?”

“You’ll do it again tomorrow!?”

“Yeah… Reina, do you like being with me?”

“Yes! I really like it! I’ll buy lots of condoms for tomorrow~♪”

“Yeah…”

Sensei’s warm body embracing me while naked was very warm.

I didn’t want to think about anything.

I didn’t even want to bother putting on clothes anymore. Let’s just sleep with Sensei like this.

…

I felt like I was dreaming.

But I was scared… I couldn’t do anything. Why…? There was a woman I didn’t know well lying in front of me, and I was hit by an inexplicable fear. It seemed like a situation I had seen somewhere before, and that woman kept crying.

She looked at me and cried.

“Are you… okay?”

I tried calling out, but it seemed like the woman couldn’t hear me.

There were strange voices echoing in this place.

And as the man’s voice grew louder… I remembered that time. This voice… I knew it. I… knew it. I could never forget it. It was the voice of my father.

A person I hated so much I wanted to kill.

And if the owner of that voice was my father, then the woman crying there was… my mother.

This was hell.

I remembered… my mother’s voice shouting, “Why!”

The sound of things like vases, books, and plates falling to the floor was too loud, and I was crying too. I remembered how helpless I was, it was a very painful memory for the child I was.

I still remember the screams from that time.

I couldn’t forget.

So, I tried to focus on someone else… to avoid remembering it. I was always tormented by the conflicting feelings of not wanting to forget my loved ones and wanting to forget quickly because it was painful… I didn’t know what to do.

It was a curse.

The voice… my mother’s voice… calling me.

It was very scary.

“Ha…”

“Ik-kun? What’s wrong?”

I felt like I saw my mother’s face just now… bleeding, looking at me…

“Ik-kun? Ik-kun! What’s wrong? Are you okay?”

“Reina… help me, help me, it’s painful. It’s painful… Reina…”

“Ik-kun? Ik-kun!”

When I woke up, Sensei was calling my name.

And as if it were natural, Sensei kissed me again. I was comforted by that warmth once more.

“What’s wrong? Did you have a nightmare?”

“A nightmare… I remembered something from the past… I don’t know what to do. It was a dream about my mother…”

In the dim room, I was cuddled up with Sensei.

Feeling that warmth, I cried in front of Sensei. I was scared, so scared… I cried like a fool while hugging Sensei. The reason I became alone… the reason was that person hit my mother.

Drinking alcohol, always… hitting my mother and me…

I didn’t want to remember. Just remembering made me feel like I was falling into hell, so I had been trying to forget. Absolutely. And even though I had burned all the photos of my mother, remembering her now wouldn’t change anything.

It would just make it more painful. Meaningless.

“Ik-kun… calm down.”

Sensei casually stroked my head.

“I hated it. I hated that dream…”

“Yeah… It’s okay… I’m here with you… There’s only you and me here.”

Saying that, Sensei hugged me.

“Yeah…”

Why did I remember that? When I thought about it carefully, it was because of Sensei.

I had been living normally before starting to live alone and meeting Sensei… I gradually wanted to rely on Sensei because of their kind words and care. I had been alone since elementary school, and only came out of my relatives’ house when I became a high school student… starting a new life where no one was around. That’s what I decided. But I ended up feeling emotions I should never have felt.

I wanted to rely on Sensei.

I… was still a child… I wanted to be praised. I wanted to be with someone. I wanted that warmth. I wanted to be cherished. I had been suppressing that desire for so long, and it had grown bigger and eventually turned into this form.

If I had clearly refused, it wouldn’t have turned out like this…

No, I could never… reject Sensei’s kindness. It was impossible from the start.

“It’s warm… I’m excited. Ik-kun…”

Sensei had become everything to me without me realizing.

“I love you… Reina.”

“I love you too♡ I love you♡”

Please save me from that hell.

Sensei.