My Yandere Girlfriend Is Obsessed With Me For Some Reason - Chapter 37
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- Chapter 37 - Between Dreams and Reality
I’ve had nightmares, but I’ve never had good dreams.
It’s been like that since I was in elementary school.
Actually… I don’t really remember what kind of dreams I had.
It’s scary to try to remember, but ever since I started living alone, I’ve been having pure white dreams. Dreams where I’m just blankly standing alone in a white space with nothing around. But when I sleep with Sensei, it’s a bit different. I wanted to forget, but I couldn’t forget the dream of my mother that I couldn’t forget… I saw my mother.
“…”
Even though I can’t even remember her face now…
I burned all those photos, and I lost any way to remember or see them.
Still, that warm feeling of being with my mother… I just couldn’t forget it. It felt nostalgic… I was having that dream from that time again.
Again… that dream.
Every time I have that dream, my heart aches, so I didn’t like it…
I didn’t want to forget that feeling. It’s foolish.
“Warm…”
And when I woke up… I found myself in Sensei’s room for some reason.
Without even having time to think why… I was startled by Sensei in front of me. I didn’t know what had happened, but Sensei was sleeping peacefully on top of me. And, as I had been feeling warm since a while ago… I realized that I was covered in the same futon as Sensei, who was naked.
I made sure to cover our bodies properly so her breasts couldn’t be seen, but we were close inside, so I could feel it even without seeing it. It wasn’t me who noticed first, probably… it was her. Unlike me, who was in a panic after just waking up, she was full of energy… The identity of this warm and soft sensation was… Sensei.
So warm…
Which means… I must be naked too now.
I couldn’t remember how I got here at all, and also… I didn’t know why I was in this state. I couldn’t even get up like this, so I had no choice but to wait quietly until Sensei woke up… Why did this happen? It was a situation that I couldn’t understand at all in my head.
“Oh no…”
“Good morning… Ik-kun.”
“Kanzaki-san…”
“Yeah?”
“Could you please close your eyes for a moment?”
“Why? I just opened them…”
“It’s a bit embarrassing. I’ll put on clothes quickly! Just a moment!”
“Pervert.”
“…”
“Can you remember what happened yesterday? Ik-kun.”
“No. Probably… It suddenly started raining… so I took shelter in a shop. After that… I had cocoa… Sorry, that’s all I can remember.”
“Is that so? If you can’t remember, you don’t have to force yourself.”
While saying that, Sensei sat up. And when something incredible came into view, I immediately averted my eyes. I mean, did I really do that with Sensei… No, no, that’s impossible.
To regain my composure, I took a deep breath.
“You can look… It’s okay, I’ve seen everything too… Your body…”
“No. It’s fine! Please put on your clothes first, Kanzaki-san.”
“…”
Seeing Ibuki’s ears turn red, Reina smiled.
She picked up the used condom she had hidden under the bed and discreetly threw it in the trash.
Then she casually stroked Ibuki’s head.
“Hey, Ik-kun.”
“Yes?”
“I’m sorry to bring this up out of the blue, but could you quit your current part-time job? It’s quite a distance… I’ll find a new job for you.”
“Why?”
“Because I don’t like it… And it would be difficult for you to come back if it suddenly started raining like yesterday, right?”
“Yes… I’m sorry.”
“I’ve washed your clothes, Ik-kun. Wear these. I brought them from your house yesterday.”
“Thank you…”
…
After changing into casual clothes, we had breakfast together.
But I found this atmosphere a bit uncomfortable… How did this happen… I wanted to ask Sensei, but it was awkward to ask when we had woken up naked in the same bed. And, I had stupidly put my hand on Sensei’s waist. I decided to just forget about what happened earlier.
It was beyond my control.
“Aren’t you going to ask? Why were we sleeping in the same bed… naked?”
“I-I’m curious, but… it’s embarrassing…”
“Yesterday… I was waiting for you, but you didn’t come back, so I got worried. Then I heard a taxi outside, so I went out and found you collapsed at the entrance with the door wide open…”
“Is that so? But I don’t remember getting in a taxi…”
“I think someone from your workplace called for you.”
“I see… I’m sorry.”
“You looked tired from the heavy rain and work, so I brought you here immediately. And I had to undress you because you were soaking wet… I had no choice! You seemed like you were going to catch a cold! I wiped you properly, so don’t worry!”
“I see… I’m sorry…”
“It’s okay. It was a good experience. I think it was better that way.”
It was a good experience… I have no idea what was good about it…
And somehow… my body was aching in various places. Especially… my collarbone and chest were really sore. Maybe it was because Sensei had been sleeping on top of me…? I needed to be more careful. I couldn’t remember anything, so I couldn’t say anything.
“I’ll look for a new part-time job for you after breakfast, Ik-kun. So, please contact the shop today.”
“Yes… I understand.”
“You’re a good kid. That’s why I love you so much. As long as you don’t leave me, I’ll give you everything I have. Everything… belongs to you.”
“Why are you doing this, Kanzaki-san?”
“Because I love you, Ik-kun.”
…
When I looked in the mirror in the bathroom, I saw many marks on my chest and collarbone. It definitely seemed like something Sensei had left… If this was “love,” then I had no choice but to accept it.
I still wanted to be with Sensei who said she loved me.
I also… loved Sensei, so I couldn’t ignore it. Maybe Sensei could fill the emptiness in my heart.
Foolish. I knew it from the beginning…
“Ik-kun.”
“Yes?”
“Let’s play a game! What do you like? The game console I ordered online arrived earlier!”
“Really… Then…”
Sensei casually sat between my legs.
Even though we weren’t officially dating yet, what we were doing looked like something only lovers would do.
Holding the controller from behind… I rested my chin on Sensei’s shoulder.
“Hehe♡”
“Do you like being close to me that much?”
“Yes!♡”
Sensei smiled at me.
And she told me she loved me.
Love is amazing. Just by loving someone, you can do things like that.
No matter how hard I tried… I couldn’t deceive myself.
“I love being close to you, Ik-kun♡”
“Please focus on the game, Kanzaki-san.”
“Okay!”