I, a Holy-Attributed Healer, Am Surrounded by Beautiful, Big-Breasted Women of the Female Knight Brigade - Chapter 61 - My Ugly Jealousy as a Woman [Ruri’s POV]

Chapter 61 – My Ugly Jealousy as a Woman [Ruri’s POV]

[Salt’s POV]

The sweet kiss melted my brain as we intertwined our tongues.

My breathing became extremely rough.

“Hah~, pant, pant“

“Master, please forgive my sudden rudeness.”

“Why are you doing this?”

“It’s just so frustrating. Can you understand?”

After kissing me, Ruri, who has a seductive aura, stood up and distanced herself.

“Please just watch from there.”

“Huh?”

Like that, Ruri lifted the hem of her skirt just like before.

However, this time she lifted it very slowly, gradually revealing her skin that is usually hidden. She stopped at a tantalizing point, where it seemed like more might be revealed but wasn’t, making me gulp involuntarily.

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[Ruri’s POV]

The moment I entered this room, I felt so short of breath that my heart felt like it would burst.

The Clown kidnapped Ao and took her away from me, and she also made me run wild and fight to attack many people.

I really hated that Clown, but… Her words stuck in my head.

“I will never forgive you.”

“Heh~ I don’t think you have any reason to hate me.”

“What are you saying?”

“I led you to Salt-niisan, didn’t I? Aren’t you happy now?”

“Huh?!”

Those words made it seem like everything was orchestrated to bring Master and me together. And not just me, Ao wasn’t killed and she got to meet Master as well.

And I heard that the beastman who hurt Ao was killed.

I really don’t understand.

That’s why I need to know the nature of Master’s relationship with the Clown.

If Master were to lie to me, I would still accept it. We need Master right now. Ao does too…

“Yesterday.”

But Master didn’t hide anything or lie to my questions.

He looked me straight in the eye when he answered.

I’ve been exposed to a lot of malice in my life. That’s why I have become able to sense lies and malice.

But Master has always been calm and kind, with no trace of malice. That atmosphere makes me feel comfortable and at ease when I am with him.

So when Master lied for the first time this morning, I could tell right away.

Master gently hugged me and stroked my head, as if to cover up the fact that he had lied.

But that meant Master might lie again. And I was prepared for that when I asked him my question.

But when I asked him, Master answered truthfully about his childhood friend called Cynthia.

And although he never put it into words, I could tell that he loved her. Apparently his party was disbanded because this Cynthia was getting married, and that she had taken Master’s virginity.

And like that, jealousy swirled in my heart.

Many women desire Master.

It is understandable.

Master has achievements, character, and charm. He is destined for great things in the future.

That’s why I wished I could have been his first.

I know it is an ugly jealousy as a woman…

But surely, Master will never forget the Clown as his first partner.

That’s why…

“I’m frustrated. The Clown has taken Master’s virginity. That’s why I won’t hold back any longer.”

“Huh?”

I can’t let my daughter Ao see what I’m about to do.

I stood up and tried to seduce Master.

“Master!”

“Y-yes?”

“Please watch from there.”

“Huh?”

I slowly lifted up my skirt, which I had stopped lifting earlier out of embarrassment.

It is a very embarrassing act.

Little by little, I lifted my skirt to expose my skin.

“Ruri? What are you doing?”

“Please just watch quietly.”

I stopped at a point where my underwear seems like it’s about to be exposed, but not entirely.

My late husband had taught me this method of seduction, saying that stopping at the verge of revealing more would be tempting.

“Do you see me as a woman, Master?”

“Huh?!”

“If you do see me as a woman, I’ll lift up my skirt. But if you don’t see me as a woman, I’ll lower my skirt and leave the room.”

I’m so embarrassed.

I know I’m doing something really indecent. But I want to show Master my resolve.

“Ruri. I think you’re a very beautiful woman.”

“Really?”

I can tell what Master said is true! It doesn’t smell like a lie. I’m so happy!

“Yeah, that’s why…you can lift up that skirt.”

“If I do, will you stop holding back?”

Master is staring at my thighs.

Just from knowing that he is looking at me as a woman… I feel so embarrassed and my body starts heating up.

“I-if that’s the case, please give me the order.”

“Order?”

“Yes! Give me the order! Order me to lift up my skirt!”

I feel so embarrassed, I can’t say any further than this…

“I got it.”

Master leaned forward and clasped his hands together.

His eyes look serious, there is no confusion from before. Master is now staring intently at my exposed thighs.

“Ruri.”

“Yes!”

My heart skipped a beat when I heard my name being called.

“Would you lift your skirt for me?”

His voice was low and calm.

“Yes! With pleasure!”

Master’s orders are absolute!