I, a Holy-Attributed Healer, Am Surrounded by Beautiful, Big-Breasted Women of the Female Knight Brigade - Chapter 52 - My First Time Is With——?!!

Chapter 52 – My First Time Is With——?!!

Who is it… It’s dark and I can’t see clearly.

Who would sneak into my bed at this time of night? Then, I remembered when Ao turned into a puppy and slept with me.

I reached out my hand thinking it was Ao.

However, it felt soft. It felt like the warmth of human skin.

“Ahhnn! How bold of you to suddenly grabb my chest like that~”

“Huh!?”

I quickly let go.

I recognized that voice and my consciousness was instantly awakened.

“Oh, it’s a hassle if you move around too much, so I’ve restrained everything but one hand. It’s a necessary precaution.”

When I looked at my own body after being told that, a strange sight unfolded before my eyes.

One of my arms and both my legs were gone.

I could still feel them, they just weren’t there. It was a strange feeling that I can’t describe.

“You’re the Clown?!”

As my eyes gradually got used to the darkness, I saw a Clown wearing a top hat and tuxedo, with a mask and clown makeup straddling me.

“Damn it!! Are you here to kill me?!”

This doesn’t make any sense! There should be a barrier not just around my room, but all over this mansion.

Only those with permission can enter the magic barrier.

How is the Clown here?!

“Ahaha~! You look confused. But barriers mean nothing to me.”

“I see, space-time attribute, huh.”

Normally, barrier functions on attributes that have already been analyzed.

However, the only exceptions are the attributeless and the space-time attribute.

The attributeless is deemed to have no attribute and is therefore excluded from the barrier.

There are only a few people who have space-time attributes, so they are almost considered nonexistent, meaning that there’s no way to analyze them.

“Correct! That’s right. I have the supposed mythical space-time attribute. Skipping through space is child’s play for me,” 

How should I deal with this clown who’s boasting so proudly…

“What do you want? If you’re going to kill me, do it quickly.”

“Haha! I won’t do that.”

Just as I wondered what the Clown was going to do, she started unbuttoning her tuxedo one by one.

“What! What are you doing?”

“Hmm? Isn’t it obvious? We’re going to do it. You know, we’re going to have sex.”

“What?!!”

The Clown’s body was revealed after she stripped off her tuxedo.

Her body was revealed to be more beautiful than I could’ve ever imagined it would be given the clothes she was wearing.

“Ah! I should say this before we start, but this is my first time.”

“Why are you doing this?”

“This is a ritual to remove your curse.”

“Curse? I’m not cursed! I have the Holy attribute, so curses don’t work on me.”

“Fufu, this isn’t a magical curse. This is a curse I’ve placed on you through years of suggestion and manipulation.”

Years? What is this Clown talking about?

Because of the hat, I can’t even see her hair.

Her face is also covered by the mask and makeup.

And her voice too, it’s…

“Who are you?”

“Ah! We’re finally alone now. I didn’t know where you were, so I’ve been searching a lot.”

“What are you talking about?!”

Gradually, the voice became more and more familiar.

So nostalgic, and so…endearing.

“Ahaha! Have you forgotten me? Salt-niisan.”

As the Clown said this, she removed her top hat, revealing her hair.

Yellow hair cleanly cut to her shoulders, and a beautiful body that I had seen longer than anyone else.

As she removed her mask, her eyes were revealed, and the mole visible in the cleavage confirmed without doubt that it was her.

“Cynthia?”

Yes, it was Cynthia, who I had parted ways with at the Capital’s Adventurer’s Guild.

Cynthia was supposed to be married to someone I don’t know.

I thought it was a bit cruel of her when she wanted to disband to get married so suddenly, without any prior introduction to the groom as well, but I thought it was fine as long as it made Cynthia happy.

But Cynthia is actually the Clown? What’s going on? My head can’t keep up!!

“Ahaha! Salt-niisan~ do you remember?”

“Remember what?”

“I said I wanted to be Salt-niisan’s wife.”

I can’t be sure if this person really is Cynthia. But yes, I remember.

“Yes, it was a long time ago. Both Asha and Cynthia wanted to be my wives.”

“Ahaha! I’m glad you remembered, Salt-niisan. Asha really got in the way.”

“What are you talking about?”

Her gaze turned frighteningly cold.

This is a Cynthia I didn’t know.

“Long ago, I told you, Salt-niisan. You shouldn’t have sex with other women until you’re married. You should only do that with someone you really love, and only if that person loves you back.”

The Clown with Cynthia’s face stripped me of my pants and was whispering in my ear while naked.

It felt like something I’d heard somewhere before, yet it felt like a mental shackle I’d decided on myself.

With her face wiped clean of makeup, I could see the Cynthia I always knew.

“What!?”

“It was a curse. No, to be precise, it was a suggestion. I have always put suggestions on Salt-niisan ever since we were children.”

“Why!? What for?!”

“Isn’t it obvious? To make Salt-niisan mine.”

“What are you talking about?”

“Fufu, it’s a long story. We were always a good trio. But Asha was in the way. So when she was recruited by the Knights, I decided to leave you.”

I have no idea what Cynthia is thinking or saying.

“What about your marriage?”

“Of course, that was a lie.”

“But Cynthia doesn’t have the space-time attribute!”

“That was a lie too. I only ever used it when things got too dangerous, but it was really hard to keep it a secret. But when I was still young, I tried my best to have Salt-niisan all to myself. I even did a lot of experiments.”

That’s right. The Clown did terrible things to Ruri and Ao.

And the Clown also made the miasma overflow, but if it’s really Cynthia, then what is her purpose?

“Ahaha! I really wanted to have Salt-niisan all to myself, but it’s okay. I’ve grown up. I’ll just take Salt-niisan’s virginity and set his heart free.”

What is this Clown saying, I really don’t understand.

Still, my clothes were all stripped off, and my love rod was exposed.

Even in this kind of situation, after having endured so many lewd sights and seductions all this time, I got rock hard!!!

“Ahaha! I’m so happy~ Salt-niisan is horny because of me~”

“If you really are Cynthia…Then stop this. If you want me, I’ll give you everything. But can you stop the miasma?”

“Hmmm~ Ahahahahaha, ahahahaha!!! Salt-niisan, you’re the same as always~ But I’m sorry.”

Then, she thrusted her body into my love rod in one thrust.

Bright red blood started flowing, and Cynthia’s body trembled a bit.

“Haaaaah!!! So good~~ I should have done this sooner if I knew it’d feel this good with Salt-niisan.”

“!!! Cynthia! Why are you doing this?”

“Salt-niisan, I will only love you for the rest of my life. But I want you to be more defiled. Drown… Drown as deep as you can. I will be waiting for you at the end.”

Cynthia’s body started moving up and down violently as her face showed an expression of ecstasy. Finally, my endurance reached its limit.

“Ahh~~!! Salt-niisan spurted inside of me~”

Her expression was the most seductive I had ever seen. It was a face of Cynthia I had never seen before.

“Desire many women, gain lots of experience, and become more and more tainted. I want to see that version of you, Salt-niisan. No matter how far you fall, always chase after me. I love you, Salt-niisan.”

Finally, Cynthia kissed me.

I was so stunned by Cynthia’s figure in the darkness that I couldn’t tell if it was a dream, an illusion, or if it was reality.

All I was left with was the bright red-stained bedsheet.

♢

T/N: Our MC got r*ped for his first time… But hey, at least it was to his dear childhood friend, and his heart is set free now… But dem….