Help! I'm Trying to Be an Edgy Loner But Everyone Thinks I'm a Hero - Chapter 67
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Chapter 67 – The Ultimate Betrayal… Failed
【Ryuuji PoV】
The silence in the tunnel entrance was heavy enough to crush bone.
Reina remained frozen in my arms. Her body was a coiled spring of lethal intent. Her dagger hovered a fraction of an inch from Leo’s pupil. The steel didn’t shake. Not even a tremor.
A single drop of sweat rolled down Leo’s forehead. It traced a path through the dirt on his face. It dripped onto the stone floor with a microscopic plink.
“Let him go.”
I whispered it. I put every ounce of my fake-hero charisma into the command. I channeled every leader from every anime I had ever watched.
“Ryuuji-kun.”
Her voice was tight. Strained. Like a violin string about to snap and take an eye out.
“He tried to kill you. He is trash. Let me take out the trash.”
“No.”
I tightened my grip around her waist. It was like hugging a marble statue that wanted to murder someone. It was terrifying. It was oddly impressive.
“If you kill him. He learns nothing. If you kill him. I lose.”
It was the truth.
If she killed him, I lost my villain. I lost my plot. I lost the only person in this entire world who seemed interested in giving me the tragic backstory I craved. I couldn’t let my narrative arc die on a dungeon floor because my bodyguard was too efficient.
Reina stiffened.
She processed my words through her unique logic filter. She didn’t hear a plea for a plot device. She heard a battle of ideals. She heard that my mercy was being tested by his malice.
She couldn’t allow me to lose.
She slowly pulled the dagger back. The tip vanished from Leo’s eye line.
“You are too kind.”
She stood up. She sheathed her weapon with a sharp click. The sound echoed like a gunshot.
“Your kindness will be the death of you. But I will not be the one to swing the blade.”
She looked down at Leo.
Her eyes were cold voids. They promised pain. They promised a thousand nightmares. They promised things that would make a torture manual look like a bedtime story.
“Stand up. Trash.”
Leo scrambled backward.
He crab-walked away until his back hit the rough stone wall of the tunnel. He was shaking. His chest heaved. He looked at me with wide, terrified green eyes.
He looked like a man who had just seen the face of god and found it wanting.
“Why.”
His voice was a croak.
“Why did you stop her.”
I sighed.
I brushed the dust off my tunic. I adjusted my collar. I needed to handle this perfectly. I needed to salvage the narrative wreck he had just made.
“Because you hesitated.”
I lied.
He hadn’t hesitated. He had come at me with the speed and precision of a professional. If Reina hadn’t intervened, I would be bleeding out on the floor right now. It would have been awesome. It would have been the cliffhanger of the century.
But I couldn’t tell him that. I had to frame his failure as a lack of conviction. I had to gaslight him into becoming a better villain.
“I didn’t.”
“You did.”
I cut him off. I walked over to him. I stood over him. I cast a long, dramatic shadow over his cowering form.
“I saw your reflection in the puddle. I saw your eyes. You weren’t ready.”
I crouched down. I lowered my voice so Reina couldn’t hear.
“You were sloppy, Leo. Your grip was wrong. You telegraphed the strike with your shoulder. And your killing intent. It was leaking out all over the place. An amateur could have spotted it.”
Leo stared at me. His mouth opened and closed.
He looked insulted. He looked baffled.
Good.
“You think you can betray me with that weak sauce.”
I scoffed. I put as much disdain into the sound as humanly possible.
“If you’re going to stab me in the back. Do it right. Make it count. Make it tragic. Don’t just poke me like a nervous goblin holding a butter knife.”
I stood up. I offered him a hand. Again.
It was the ultimate power move. The hand of forgiveness extended to the traitor. It was so trope-heavy I almost choked on the cheese. But cheese was the fuel of this world.
“Get up. We’re going back to town. You have training to do.”
Leo looked at my hand.
He looked at Reina. She was watching us like a hawk watching a particularly fat, slow mouse.
He took my hand.
He pulled himself up. His legs were shaky. He looked like he might vomit.
“You’re insane.”
He whispered.
“I’m your partner.”
I reminded him.
“And partners help each other improve.”
I turned to Reina.
“We’re done here. Let’s go find Kenji and Daisuke.”
I started walking back toward the forest.
I didn’t look back. Cool guys don’t look back at the baffled expressions of the people they just confused. They walk away into the sunset. Or the gloomy forest afternoon. Whatever.
My heart was racing.
That was close. Too close.
I almost lost my nemesis. I almost lost the plot.
But I saved it. I saved the story.
Now I just had to teach my villain how to actually kill me.
【Loki PoV】
I was going to vomit.
My mortal stomach churned with a mix of adrenaline, fear, and sheer, unadulterated humiliation. It was a cocktail of emotions I wasn’t used to drinking.
He criticized my form.
The God of Mischief. The Weaver of Lies. The architect of the downfall of kings. I had instigated wars. I had tricked giants.
And this teenager. This mortal boy with messy hair and a hero complex the size of a mountain. He had the audacity to tell me I telegraphed my strike.
“Sloppy.”
I muttered the word under my breath. It tasted like bile. It tasted like ash.
I walked behind him. My legs felt like jelly.
I watched his back. That defenseless, open back.
He was mocking me.
He had to be. There was no other explanation. He saw the reflection. He knew I was going for the kill. He knew I was serious.
And he stopped his bodyguard from killing me not out of mercy. But out of disappointment.
He saved me because I wasn’t worth killing.
He saved me because my betrayal was below his standards. It was an insult worse than death.
“Hey. Leo.”
Ryuuji slowed down. He fell into step beside me.
“You okay. You look a little pale.”
I looked at him.
His face was open. Concerned. Friendly.
It was the most terrifying mask I had ever seen. It was flawless.
“I tried to kill you.”
I said it. I needed to hear him acknowledge it. I needed to break this delusion. I needed reality to snap back into place.
“Yeah. I know.”
He nodded. He looked thoughtful. He looked like he was considering a dinner menu.
“It was a bold move. I respect the ambition. But the execution needed work.”
“I had a dagger at your spine.”
“And yet. Here we are. Walking. Talking. Not bleeding.”
He clapped me on the shoulder.
“Look. I get it. You’re angry. You’re hurt. You want to lash out at the world. And I’m the closest target.”
“That’s not.”
“It’s a classic projection mechanism. You see the hero. And you hate him because he reminds you of what you lost. It’s fine. It’s part of the process.”
He smiled.
“Use that anger, Leo. Sharpen it. Next time. Don’t just strike out of blind rage. Plan it. Orchestrate it. Make it mean something.”
I stopped walking.
I stared at him.
He was coaching me on how to murder him.
He was giving me notes. He was critiquing the narrative arc of his own assassination.
“Who are you.”
I whispered.
“I told you. I’m the guy who sees your potential.”
He winked.
Actually winked.
Then he jogged ahead to catch up with Reina.
I stood there in the dirt. The wind rustled the leaves.
I felt small.
I was a god. I had existed since the first spark of fire. I had tricked the fates themselves.
And I had just been completely, utterly dismantled by a human child who treated my assassination attempt like a failed homework assignment.
“Move it. Trash.”
Reina brushed past me.
She slammed her shoulder into mine hard enough to spin me around.
“If you fall behind. I leave you for the wolves.”
She didn’t look at me. She just kept walking. Her hand hovered near her weapon.
I looked at the two of them.
The lunatic hero and his homicidal shadow.
I had come here to break him. To corrupt him. To turn him into a monster.
But looking at Ryuuji’s bouncing step. Looking at the casual way he dismissed my lethal intent.
I realized something.
He was already a monster.
He was a monster of ego. A monster of narrative. He bent reality to fit his script. Anyone who didn’t play their part correctly was just edited.
I felt a spark of something new in my chest.
It wasn’t mischief. It wasn’t arrogance.
It was competitive rage.
“Fine.”
I whispered to the empty forest.
“You want a better villain. You want a better betrayal.”
I clenched my fists.
“I’ll give you a betrayal so perfect. So devastating. That you won’t be able to critique it. I will break your story, Ryuuji Sato. I will burn your script to ash.”
I started walking.
I wasn’t playing a role anymore.
I was at war.
【Ryuuji PoV】
We found Kenji and Daisuke near the edge of the forest.
They were sitting on a log. They looked bored. Kenji was polishing his sword. Daisuke was staring at a beetle.
“Hey guys.”
I waved. I put on my best ‘exhausted but triumphant’ face.
Kenji jumped up.
“Ryuuji. Leo. You’re back.”
He scanned us. He saw the dirt on my clothes. He saw Leo’s pale, shaken expression.
“What happened. Did you find the ruins.”
“We found them.”
I said gravely.
“And.”
“Empty.”
I shook my head. I let a note of melancholy enter my voice.
“Just ghosts. Old memories.”
It was a metaphor. But Kenji took it literally.
“Ghosts. Did you fight them.”
“In a way.”
I glanced at Leo.
“Leo faced his demons today. It was. Intense.”
“Intense.”
Leo muttered. He sounded traumatized. Perfect.
“Did you find any clues about his old party.”
Kenji asked.
“No. They were gone. Looks like they moved on a long time ago.”
I sighed.
“It’s a dead end. I’m sorry, Leo.”
Leo looked at me. His eyes narrowed.
He knew I was lying. He knew I had orchestrated the whole illusion show. He knew the voices were fake.
But he couldn’t say anything. Not without revealing that he tried to stab me.
He was trapped in my web of benevolence. He was snared by my kindness.
“It’s fine.”
Leo said. His voice was tight.
“I. Learned a lot today.”
“That’s the spirit.”
Kenji beamed. He slapped Leo on the back.
Leo stumbled forward. He nearly face-planted in the dirt.
“We’re a team.”
Kenji declared.
“We win together. We lose together. And we face our demons together.”
Reina stepped into the clearing.
The temperature seemed to drop ten degrees.
“Not all demons can be faced.”
She said softly.
“Some need to be exterminated.”
She stared at Leo.
Kenji blinked.
“Uh. Right. Well. Let’s head back to town. I’m starving. Daisuke found some wild berries. But I’m pretty sure they’re poisonous.”
Daisuke grunted. He held up a handful of bright purple berries.
“No.”
I said automatically.
“Those are Nightshade. Drop them.”
Daisuke dropped them. He looked sad. He looked like a toddler who just lost a candy bar.
We walked back to Olvido.
The sun was setting. The sky was a bruised purple.
I walked in the middle of the formation. Kenji in front. Daisuke behind. Reina on my left. Leo on my right.
I felt like the conductor of a chaotic orchestra.
I had a hero who was too pure. A tank who ate poison. A yandere who wanted to murder my friends. And a villain who was currently suffering from performance anxiety.
It was a mess.
But it was my mess.
And I was going to turn it into a masterpiece.
“Hey. Leo.”
I whispered.
He flinched.
“What.”
“Tonight. My room. We need to debrief.”
“Debrief.”
“Yeah. We need to go over what went wrong. We need to refine your technique.”
“My technique.”
“Your stab. It was too slow. And your angle was off. You would have hit a rib. A rib shot isn’t fatal. It’s just annoying.”
Leo stopped walking.
He stared at me.
“You want to teach me. How to stab you better.”
“I want you to be the best version of yourself.”
I said earnestly.
“You’re a lunatic.”
“I’m a visionary.”
I winked again.
He groaned. He covered his face with his hands.
I smiled.
He was coming around. I could feel it. He just needed a little more encouragement. A little more mentoring. A little more tough love.
I would make him the greatest traitor this world had ever seen.
【Reina PoV】
He was whispering to the rat again.
I watched them from the corner of my eye. Ryuuji-kun looked so animated. So passionate. He was leaning in close. His hand gestured. His eyes were bright.
He was trying to save him.
He was trying to pull the darkness out of that boy with nothing but words and kindness.
It was beautiful.
It was reckless.
The rat looked terrified. Good. He should be.
I had seen his soul in that tunnel. I had seen the way he held the knife. It wasn’t hesitation. It was malice.
He wanted to hurt my sun.
And Ryuuji-kun. He saw it too. He had to. He was brilliant. He saw everything.
So why did he stop me.
Because if we kill him. We kill the chance for him to be better.
The words echoed in my mind.
He was testing me.
Just like with Siegfried. He was testing my obedience. My control.
He wanted to see if I could hold back the darkness for his sake.
He wanted to see if I could be the sheath for his sword. Not just the edge.
I touched the hilt of my dagger. The metal was warm from my grip.
“I passed.”
I whispered to myself.
I didn’t kill him. I let him live. I let him walk beside us.
I was a good girl.
But good girls still kept their eyes open.
Leo was a threat. A festering wound in our perfect party.
But Ryuuji-kun wanted to heal him.
So I would let him try.
For now.
But the moment that boy forgot his place. The moment he tried to bite the hand that fed him again.
I wouldn’t aim for the throat next time.
I would aim for the legs.
He couldn’t stab anyone if he couldn’t stand up.
I smiled.
It was a compromise. A gentle, loving compromise.
“Reina. You coming.”
Ryuuji-kun turned back. He waved at me. His smile was like dawn breaking over a mountain range.
“Coming. Ryuuji-kun.”
I skipped forward to join him.
I slipped my hand into the crook of his arm.
I felt him tense. Just a little.
“You were amazing back there.”
I whispered.
“So brave.”
“I didn’t do anything.”
He muttered. He looked away. He was blushing.
“You saved a soul.”
I said.
“That’s harder than killing a monster.”
He looked at me. His eyes were wide. Vulnerable.
“You really think so.”
“I know so.”
I squeezed his arm.
“And I’ll help you. I’ll watch him for you. I won’t let him fail you again.”
Ryuuji-kun paled slightly.
“That’s. Comforting.”
“I know.”
We walked through the gates of Olvido.
The town was settling down for the night. Lanterns glowed in windows. Smoke rose from chimneys.
It was peaceful.
For now.
But I knew the truth.
Peace was just a pause between threats.
And I was always ready for the next one.
I glanced back at Leo.
He was staring at Ryuuji’s back. His expression was a mix of hatred and confusion.
Keep looking. Rat.
I thought.
Look at the sun.
But remember the shadow standing right next to it.
Because the shadow bites back.





































