Help! I'm Trying to Be an Edgy Loner But Everyone Thinks I'm a Hero - Chapter 64
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Chapter 64 – Two Stories After Midnight Part 2
“You want a second story.”
He nods, quick, no hesitation now, not brave, not careless, just ready, like the ground is already braced for the next step.
“This one is about a healer and a king who loved winning more than he loved people.”
Leo watches my mouth, not my eyes, counting my words, measuring their weight, a scale hidden behind a shy smile.
“The king fought a war and lost his voice, the healer taught him how to talk with his hands and his eyes.”
I slow the sentences, keep them thin and sharp, no fat, no show, just bone and string and the rhythm of a pulse.
“The king learned fast, he got his voice back, he wrote a law that said the healer’s work belonged to him forever.”
Leo tilts his head, the corner of his mouth souring, a taste going bad, a boy who has watched people give gifts and then snatch the box back.
“The healer asked for freedom, the king smiled and said he would consider it, then told him to fix his general’s leg by dawn.”
I keep my hands still, fingers tucked, because if I move them I might point at all the places in me that agree with the next part way too much.
“The healer fixed the leg, then he put sleeping moss in the king’s tea, the kind that makes you dream in drowning and wake up grateful for breath.”
Leo blinks slow, no shock now, just that steady interest that says stories are weather and he has learned to carry a coat.
“The king woke scared, he signed the freedom, the healer left, the king later banned sleeping moss for everyone else.”
I let that land, a little crooked, a little bitter, a shape you can only name by touching it and hoping it doesn’t bite.
“What did the healer teach the king.”
Leo’s answer comes gentle, almost soft enough to miss, the words warm and simple, no teeth, no claws, honest like clean hands.
“That fear moves faster than love.”
I smile, small and thin, and try to push the angle I need, the one with edges, the one that bleeds when you press it.
“And what should the healer have done, in your book.”
He looks at his hands again, palms up, like the answer might be written there, ink seeping up from the bones with his own name in the script.
“He should have left without the moss, he should have found a town that wanted healing more than control.”
I feel the plan slipping, like a rope in wet hands, like a promise made in fog, and I hear my own voice, light and calm, say the wrong things on purpose again.
“And if the king had refused the freedom.”
Leo’s shoulders square, a quiet brace, nothing flashy, a posture that looks like no one taught him how to take up space without apologizing first.
“Then he should have told the people, he should have shown them the law, he should have walked into the square and asked for help.”
I exhale a laugh, not mean, not kind, a release valve hissing, because I know what squares do, I know how crowds love a show, I know how easy it is to set a match and call it justice.
“And if no one helped.”
He meets my eyes, and all at once he looks older, not old, just older, like midnight put a hand on his head and told him a secret.
“Then he leaves anyway, he forgives anyway, or the poison stays in him, and the king wins twice.”
I run a hand through my hair, rough and fast, the way you swipe a notification you hate, and I pace again to keep from punching the moon for being so smug.
“You forgive people who would not forgive you.”
He shrugs, small, not careless, just factual, like the weather again, rain on a day you wanted sun, but you still have to walk.
“I forgive so I can sleep, I forgive so I can breathe, I forgive so I can move.”
I press my tongue to my teeth, a small sting, a small reminder that pain can feel like control if you decide to call it that before it names itself.
“What about revenge that fixes things.”
He glances at the dummies, at their pale faces, at the splinters and the cracks that do not heal when the moon leaves for morning.
“Revenge fixes breaks on the outside, forgiveness fixes breaks on the inside.”
I bark a laugh, too fast, too loud, then flatten it, then let it go, because this kid is either a saint or a better liar than me, and either way, it is ruining my outline.
“You think I am wrong.”
He shakes his head, quick, no drama, no sermon, just the steadiness of a person who has decided how to carry a heavy thing without dropping it on their own foot.
“I think you are tired.”
I snap my eyes to him, stung and weirdly grateful, like he threw a gentle rock and hit the center of a target I never admit I drag around.
“That is cute, and not helpful.”
He smiles, small, warm, a light through slatted shutters, thin but real, the kind that surprises you by not burning you.
“It is what I have.”
I check the crystal, a thumb press through cloth, no heat, no glow, just the memory of glow, like the threat is taking a nap and dreaming of sprinting.
“We still have time for one more angle.”
He nods, patient, open, the way a door is open when you trust the people on both sides, and I go hunting for a story with jagged teeth and pretty eyes.
“This one is about a monster that came seven minutes after midnight, every night.”
Leo exhales, a single short breath, and the night bends like it is listening harder now, like it knows this tune and still wants to hear how we play it.
“It stood under a boy’s window, it said it would help if the boy told the truth.”
I slow down, not for effect, but because truth has weight, and you have to carry it like you mean to keep your back straight.
“The boy wanted to save his mother, he wanted the monster to save her, the monster said it was not that kind of helper.”
Leo does not move, even his blink is quiet, the kind of still that makes a person look like a thought dropped into skin.
“Three nights, three stories, the boy learned that people can be both, good and bad, brave and selfish, and still be people.”
I let the words run together, gentle commas linking things that do not like each other, soft hands forcing a handshake.
“On the last night the boy said he wanted revenge on the world, the monster asked what the revenge would fix.”
Leo’s jaw tightens, not big, just a thread suddenly pulled too tight, a reminder that lines can cut skin if you grab them wrong.
“The boy said nothing, the monster said exactly, then it held him while he cried, which did not feel like victory, but felt like truth.”
I stop, not for drama, not because I do not have more, but because this is the cliff edge, and if he steps, I need to see whether he flies or falls.
“What does the boy do after.”
He inhales, then lets it out slow, like the breath has a number and a name and he is counting both dear.
“He forgives the world for being the world.”
I blink, then look away, then back, then away again, because I am a genius who cannot budget for his own heart, and here I am, broke again and smiling like a fool.
“And the monster.”
He smiles, not gentle now, not sharp, just right, like a shoe you forgot was new, then realized it stopped hurting and started helping.
“He thanks it, then he lets it go, because keeping a monster is another way to be one.”
I want to throw myself face first into the dirt and scream into the ground like the earth owes me a refund, but I just breathe, in and out, out and in, like a normal person who is very normal.
“You know why I told you these.”
He tilts his head, amused now, kind, like he can see me holding twenty knives that are all labeled spoon, and he does not mind the lie.
“You wanted me to hate clean, to sharpen, to pick a target and call it healing.”
I chuckle, no heat, no denial, just the shrug of a magician when a kid says the trick out loud and everyone claps anyway because, sure, it is still pretty.
“Was it that obvious.”
He nods, no cruelty, no triumph, just that calm again, steady as a heartbeat that refuses to speed up for anyone else’s music.
“You picked good stories, you told them like a person who wants to be fixed by fire, not by time.”
I roll my shoulders, restless and stuck, a cat in a box it chose on purpose, then remembered why boxes are shaped like traps.
“And you want what, saint boy.”
He laughs, soft and short, not saintly, not smug, just alive, the way laughter should be when it does not hurt anyone on the way out.
“I want to forgive so I can pick up my sword without turning it inward.”
I stare at him, long enough that the night starts to look back, long enough that the cold sneaks under my shirt and sits with me like we are friends.
“You think forgiveness is stronger than revenge.”
He lifts one shoulder, a small shrug that looks like compromise, then tilts his head, a small tilt that looks like conviction, and together they look like wisdom he did not ask for.
“I think it is heavier, but it builds muscle you use every day.”
I bite back a thousand arguments that sound like broken glass in a bag, bright and loud and useless, and I clap once, because sometimes the show ends and you still need to move your hands.
“Fine, the lesson failed, congratulations to you and your giant heart.”
He smiles, then shakes his head, a tiny no, then looks at the ground, then at me, and when he speaks the words walk instead of run.
“It did not fail, it told me who you are tonight, not the mask, the other thing.”
I look away, because honesty makes my eyes itch, and I feel the crystal finally warm, a soft pulse, a reminder that morning is a rumor that turns into a sword.
“We should head back.”
He stands, easy and smooth, no aches, no drama, a boy who has learned how to get up without knocking his chair down, and he dusts off his hands like the night left chalk on them.
“We should.”
We walk the path slow, the grass whispering at our ankles, the town ahead yawning, windows blinking awake, the sky considering color again and choosing not yet.
“You will tell them about the stories.”
He shakes his head, a tiny no, a private promise, a lid placed on a pot that does not need to boil for anyone else’s dinner.
“No, this was ours.”
I nod, my throat tight, my pulse loud, the future a fog I keep trying to draw maps in, every line smudged, every road leading back to this same bench.
“You still think you have to forgive.”
He smiles without showing teeth, a quiet curve, a sunrise behind a hill, a yes that does not need to shout to be a yes.
“I do.”
I push my hands into my pockets, fingers on the crystal, the heat not hot, the weight not heavy, and my plan not dead, but stumbling, bleeding, grinning like it loves the pain.
“Great, perfect, amazing, I love that for you.”
He laughs again, and I have to look away, because joy this clean makes my bones hurt, and I do not know how to carry it without breaking it.
“Thanks for the stories.”
We reach the door, wood warm from old sun, iron latch smooth from many hands, and I breathe once more, then push it open like I am not walking into my own failure dressed as breakfast.
“You are welcome.”
He steps inside, light catching his hair, shadows slipping off his shoulders, and I watch his back like a drowning man watches shore and calls it a rumor.
This was supposed to plant a seed, instead it pulled one out by the roots, and I am left holding dirt.





































