Beyond The Bad End - Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Maki’s POV

‘If I have sex with you, you will really forgive me, right?’

Hearing me said so, Sudo-kun mood suddenly got better.

‘But, your family…’

‘Ah, you don’t have to worry about that. My mom is going to my father’s place for the obon holiday.’

The I thought about it over and over again, but still, I couldn’t find a way out.

‘…as long as you promise to wear a condom.’

‘That’s fine! I already bought some.’

Sudo-kun stood up and took an unopened box of condoms from his desk drawer.

On Sudo-kun’s bed, naked and wearing nothing, I just laid still. I cried because I wanted it to be over as soon as possible.

In the dimly lit room with the curtains closed, I couldn’t tell how much time had already passed since we started.

Sudo-kun, who had no experience, couldn’t do it well and was starting to get frustrated, I just laid there and do nothing. I really hoped that he would give up and finish without doing it.

In the end, he ran out of condoms without being able to do it. I thought he would finally let me go…

‘I’ll buy more condoms, so make sure to come back the same time tomorrow.’

The moment those words came out of his mouth, I felt despair.

I felt sick and disgusted, I just wanted to take a shower as soon as possible, I just wanted to get out of that place as soon as possible. I put on my underwear and clothes with my dirty body and left Sudo-kun’s house without saying anything.

When I checked my phone, it was after 3 in the afternoon.

It was the first day of the Obon holiday. Natsumi-san asked me to work the night shift every day during the Obon holiday.

I needed to hurry home to shower and get ready for my part-time job, but I was really afraid to see Haru-kun and everyone else at the restaurant.  So I walked home while pushing my bicycle to escape from reality.

By the time I passed by the restaurant, it was already time for my part-time job, but I went back to my room, depressed. the restaurant was starting to get crowded, so I decided to take a shower right away.

I rub my body over and over again, I felt sick, I felt dirty, I felt disgusted.

Before I knew it, I had been in the shower for over an hour. I quickly dried my hair, changed my clothes and went to the restaurant.

When I arrived at the restaurant, everyone seemed to be in a bad mood because I was late for my shift, but because the restaurant was really crowded, no one had time to talk to me. Besides, I was busy working myself, so I didn’t have the time to think about such unpleasant things.

No one noticed my eyes which were swollen from crying a lot.

By the time the restaurant was closed, everything pretty much settled down, but everyone was too tired to say anything to me. Haru-kun looked very tired as well, so I just told them all good night and went back to my house.

I came inside my room, took a shower and tied to go sleep right away, but even though my body was really tired, I couldn’t sleep at all thinking about tomorrow.

I really wanted to talk to someone about it, but I couldn’t, there was nothing I could do about it. I had no choice but to do what Sudo-kun said.

The next day, I went to Sudo-kun’s house again at the same time.

I didn’t see Haru-kun that morning.

I selfishly wished that I would meet Haru-kun and he forced me not to go there even if he was angry at me.

That day, Sudo-kun couldn’t do it well too, but after several attempts he finally was able to do it.

I didn’t feel good at all during it, all I felt was pain and regret. I endured it and said to myself that once that was over, everything will be fine.

After we were done, Sudo-kun said,

‘Whew, that felt really good, did you feel good to, Maki-chan?’

I just ignored him and started to put on my underwear.

‘Why are you ignoring me? Oh well, see you tomorrow~’

I couldn’t believe the words that came out of Sudo-kun’s mouth. I tried to talk back.

‘No, you promised me differently! You said you’d forgive me if we had sex!’

‘I didn’t say how many times, did I? I’m still not satisfied yet. I you don’t want to, can I have my money back?’

‘You’re really terrible! That’s…’

In the end, I couldn’t do anything. I had no choice but to continue to do what Sudo-kun said.