Before I Knew It, Things Had Gone Too Far While I Was Playing Around With My Big Sister - Chapter 30-32

Chapter 30: It’s Just Normal…

After my big sister left the house, I slept a bit, and now I’m watching TV.

I noticed it was getting dark outside, so I glanced at the clock.

“…It’s already this late… I wonder if big sister’s still not back.”

I checked the time and couldn’t help but say that out loud. …I mean, it’s the time when she’d usually be back by now, so I think it’s only natural.

…My big sister said before she left that she’s all about me and I can relax… but can I really relax…? Wait, what am I even thinking about?

When she says stuff like that, it makes it harder to relax. …I don’t have any intention of being in that kind of relationship with her.

To push away those weird thoughts, I turned to the TV and waited for her to come back.

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About an hour and a half later, when I was starting to get really worried, I heard the front door open, and I rushed to the entrance.

“B-Big sister!”

The moment I saw her, I said that and hugged her.

“Miha, I’m home. Were you that lonely?”

My big sister patted my head and said that.

Her words made me calm down, and my face got hot, so I quickly let go of her.

“N-No way! I-I was just… just worried…”

I said that in a hurry.

…Worrying is normal since we’re family, so I didn’t say anything weird.

But my big sister looked happy, came closer to me, and patted my head again.

“Sorry for making you worry. I didn’t think it’d get this late.”

She said that as she kept patting me.

“…What were you doing?”

I don’t care what she does when I’m not around, but before I knew it, I asked that.

“Hehe, curious?”

“N-Not really…”

“Then it’s still a secret.”

My big sister said that, stopped patting my head, and went to the kitchen to make dinner.

…We’re just sisters, so it’s normal to have some secrets, but for some reason, I’m left feeling uneasy.

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Chapter 31: Just for Now

While I was still feeling uneasy, I sat on the sofa and watched TV to distract myself. My big sister finished making dinner and brought it to the table.

“It’s late, but it’s ready.”

“Y-Yeah, thanks.”

My uneasy feeling hadn’t gone away, but I thanked her and moved to the table.

“…Let’s eat.”

I said that and started eating dinner.

…It’s good. …It’s good, but it feels like her usual cooking tastes better. …Maybe it’s because I’m feeling like this.

“Miha, isn’t it good?”

My big sister noticed something was off and asked that with a worried look.

“It’s good!”

So I quickly said that.

I really think it’s good.

“Hehe, thanks. …And about today, I went out alone. I didn’t meet anyone, so you can relax.”

My big sister suddenly said that.

…I don’t get it. I should feel better if she was meeting someone…

That’s what I thought, but I noticed the uneasy feeling I had until just now was gone.

“I-I don’t get what you mean.”

I said that to my big sister to hide my feelings and kept eating.

While I did that, I pretended not to notice her happily watching me.

—

“Thanks for the food.”

I said that to my big sister, took my plate to the kitchen, and sat on the sofa.

Then, my big sister, who seemed to have finished eating too, sat next to me.

I quietly leaned against her without saying anything.

She looked surprised for a moment but soon patted my head.

“Miha, what’s up? Feeling like taking responsibility now?”

“…No way. …I just… want to be like this for now… that’s all.”

I held back my embarrassment and said that.

Really, it’s just for now. I’d apologize for things I did before, but I won’t take responsibility or anything since I didn’t know better back then.

Thinking that, I quietly let my big sister keep patting my head.

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Chapter 32: Like Before

“Miha, it’s time for a bath.”

“…Okay.”

My big sister said that while patting my head, and I nodded honestly, then went with her to the bathroom.

When we got there, she tried to take my clothes off like usual, but I took them off myself and went inside.

Then, my big sister took off her clothes too, came in, and had me sit on the chair.

“Miha, I’ll wash you.”

“Okay.”

She said that and put shampoo in her hands to wash my hair.

“Miha, keep your eyes closed.”

“Okay.”

I closed my eyes like she told me. Then, after she said something, she rinsed my hair with the shower.

“I’ll wash your body too, like how you used to wash me.”

“…Okay.”

I nodded, and my big sister seemed surprised, like she thought I’d refuse, but then she looked happy and asked if it was really okay.

“…Just for today… it’s okay.”

I felt my body get hot as I said that. …I don’t even know why I said that. …But I thought it’d be okay if she washed me like I used to do for her.

Then, after hearing my words, my big sister put body soap in her hands and touched my body.

“Nn!”

It was so sudden, and the body soap was cold, so I let out a surprised sound.

“B-Big sister, w-wait, maybe—”

Before I could say I’d wash myself, she touched my growing chest to wash it… like how I used to do for her.

“Ah, b-big sister, nn!”

“You said it was okay, so I can’t stop now, right?”

She said that and didn’t show any sign of stopping.

…Sure, I said it was okay, but… I must’ve been weird earlier. …I mean, I knew this would happen, so it’s weird that I didn’t refuse.

“C-Can we… be done now…?”

Most of my body had been washed in a naughty way, so I said that.

“No way. There’s still a part I haven’t washed.”

“N-No, I mean… not there, really, not there…”

I figured out where she was going to wash next from her words, and with tears in my eyes from embarrassment, I desperately said that.

“You washed me there before, right? So I’ll wash you properly too.”

She said that and touched my important part while I couldn’t resist because I felt weak.