As A Result of Trying To Live An Erotic Slow-Life, I Have Become The Underground Ruler of This Upside-Down Otherworld - Chapter 7: The expected result is this

Chapter 7: The expected result is this

Well, if there’s anything interesting about this world, it’s probably the way the sadistic women here like to dominate.

Up until now, most of what I’ve experienced were more or less rape-like, so I’m a bit curious about how this will go.

—All you need to do is stand there with your dick out! Just count the spots on the ceiling!

That’s about it. Once we start having sex, it’ll be the same as always, with her falling into a two-panel ecstasy and making a double peace sign.

I’ll use my own room on the second floor instead of the basement. After we both take a bath, we’ll face each other.

For some reason, Towa is in the same room. She says it’s to keep an eye on Mia so she doesn’t do anything strange, but I think she just wants to watch.

Well, it’s a bit of an unusual situation.

Whether Mia is a true sadist or not, it’s clear she wants to act superior, so this is really exciting.

“Hee hee, you can act all cool now, but I’ll make you say ‘stop it please’ right away.”

“I’m looking forward to it.”

I really am.

I’ve been on the receiving end of an attack before, but I’ve never been on the receiving end of a dominance session.

Mia looks a little resentful, but she lies me down on the bed and smiles.

“First, I’ll give you a taste. Make sure you get your pathetic little dick hard.”

It seems we’ll start with a kiss.

“Re-ro… chu♡ Nnh… haa, nmu♡”

Her small lips are even softer than Towa’s. She’s definitely a little girl.

“Nmu… haa, pu♡ Nchu, slurp… juu♡”

After enjoying herself, or rather, enjoying me, her tongue enters my mouth.

“Nchuu, re-ro, ju-ju♡ Puwah. Onii-san, stick out your tongue too.”

As she asked, I stick out my tongue, and she immediately sucks on it.

“N, chu, chu♡”

She’s performing “berofela”—kissing the tip of my tongue like she’s showering a glans with kisses and licking the underside of it like a frenulum. She’s showcasing her oral technique by treating my tongue as if it were my male organ.

To be honest, I’m excited.

A blonde little girl climbing on top of me and exuding a sensuality that doesn’t match her appearance. The visual excitement is one thing, but she’s also really good at it. I didn’t think I was a lolicon, but it just feels good.

To put it simply, it was like a passionate caress.

I want to touch her back, but this time I’m on the receiving end.

I’ll try to remain as passive as possible.

“Chu, chu-ru, ju-ru… nuwah♡ How is it? Don’t you hate it? If you apologize now, I’ll stop.”

“Why are you being considerate to the toy you’re trying to use? You want to make the best toy, right? Just do what you want.”

“…!! That’s what I’ll do!”

Right now, she’s focused on aiming her tongue at my nipples.

From my perspective, what she’s doing feels like a form of service, almost like worship.

“Nchu, chu♡ Chu♡ N~♡”

But Mia isn’t trying to make me feel good. She thinks she’s ravaging me.

“It feels good.”

“Hhhh!? … Hapuh! Re-ro, nchuu♡ Ju-ru-ru♡”

When I said that, she reveals her anger for a moment, and her tongue starts moving even more fiercely.

It’s not because she’s happy to be praised and complimented. She’s actually frustrated.

“Chu, chu♡ Nchu… juru, churu”

I can’t help but think, ‘What the hell?’ Why has Mia’s sexual preference become so warped?

“Puwah! Why… why…!”

I get it, though. If a woman you’re not attracted to is forcefully on top of you, it’s hard to feel motivated.

Mia is an ugly woman in the standards world.

Because of that premise, this service should be grotesque to me, and it’s the best way to trample on a man’s dignity.

Ah, so that’s it.

That’s why the hurdle for using rape as a means is lower. Forcing someone without their consent means you can ignore the troublesome values.

“Boring!”

From Mia’s perspective, I must look like someone who has already resigned to offering up my body and thrown away my pride. That’s why I can casually say it feels good.

Mia probably doesn’t find pleasure in tormenting a man who has given up. She probably finds pleasure in tormenting a man who is enduring humiliation without giving up, so it’s no wonder she feels bored.

Mia stopped straddling me and threw herself down beside me, a sigh of frustration escaping her.

The erotic atmosphere that was beginning to float around has completely dissipated.

“My bad. Should I act the part now?”

“Don’t, Onii-san. If you’re going to do it, make sure you go all the way without me noticing from the start.”

She glared at me with her cheeks puffed out.

It’s an insult not to be fully focused on sex, and I feel guilty for that.

But even as I think that, I know there’s no way I can perform the act Mia is asking for.

It seems I still don’t fully understand.

The twisted dynamics of beauty and ugliness that shape this strange male-female relationship.

“Was Mia bad?”

“No? It felt good, otherwise I wouldn’t be like this.”

I showed her the erect bulge in my underwear.

“Hhh… You’re mocking me completely. Normally, it doesn’t get that hard. Now I can’t enjoy the pleasure of forcing it to get hard.”

It’s a mismatch in sexual desire.

The pleasure she’s talking about now is something I absolutely can’t provide.

“If you want it normal, I can take you all the way.”

“…No thanks. I’m sure your ‘normal’ isn’t really normal.”

She laughed wryly, probably as a final bit of revenge, and gave my member a teasing squeeze, making me feel even better.

“Hahh… But this doesn’t mean I don’t want to play with you again, Onii-san. I’m just not in the mood today… so let’s do this some other time.”

“I understand. I’m looking forward to it.”

To that, she responded:

“Then next time, I’ll come as a proper customer. And in return… I’ll be your personal mage. In a way, I’ll still make you my toy.”

Mia said that with a sigh, showing a behavior that didn’t match her youthful appearance.

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“I thought you were going to go all the way.”

“So you wouldn’t have any trouble getting off?”

Towa, who had offered to accompany her, was sitting down with her at a café a little ways away from the dragon girl’s place.

“You knew…?”

“It would be strange if I didn’t.”

Towa’s heart skipped a beat as she realized that her self-indulgent moments while watching the two had been completely exposed. She felt embarrassed.

Mia, wearing a faintly inappropriate smile, touched her lips to the cup that had been brought to the table. She wondered why Towa thought she wouldn’t notice.

“Well, for me, it was just a bit of fun, you know? I wasn’t really focusing on the sex, so I had plenty of room to be aware of my surroundings.”

“Liar.”

Mia’s gaze faltered at Towa’s sharp retort. Towa knew it was obvious to anyone, but she could still understand the feeling behind Mia’s words.

“Haa, that’s why it’s so hard dealing with old acquaintances. Fine, I’ll admit it. I really wanted it. I felt so miserable tonight that I ended up masturbating over and over.”

“You really don’t have to be that blunt about it…”

Mia knew it—both her body and heart understood.

“If I had just thrown away my pride and submitted myself to that cock, I’m sure I would’ve experienced the greatest pleasure.”

“That’s true. Since I actually experienced it myself.”

Towa’s blissful expression as she recalled the moment made Mia’s face tighten, but deep down, she was happy her friend looked so content.

“The pleasure I once longed for and then gave up must have been right there.”

Why had I become so twisted? 

The pain of having to embrace the ugly version of herself led her to hone her sexual skills, hoping it would dull that pain.

But the better she got, the further men’s hearts drifted away from her.

When did it start?

When did she start thinking that it was her hobby to crush dignity and see the look of resistance on a man’s face?

Mia looked up at the sky.

When had she convinced herself that she couldn’t engage with a man on equal terms anymore?

“Mia…”

“I’m pathetic. So incredibly pathetic. I’m the real loser here. Just because my body stayed young doesn’t mean my heart should have stayed childish, too.”

The price of being a skilled sorceress was a stunted physical growth. She didn’t regret it. She had served the world, served men, and wanted to be needed by someone.

“I should’ve just been brave and opened up to him. If I had trusted him and submitted to that magnificent cock… maybe—no, surely—he would’ve taken pleasure in it and praised me for it.”

Instead, she hadn’t. She made a pathetic excuse about taking care of her toys, unable to make a clean break in that situation, leaving regrets behind.

“I’m frustrated. Why couldn’t I give my first time to Onii-san? If my first had been with him, I wouldn’t have ended up like this. Now, the Mia I’ve become is so filthy, I can’t be dyed in his colors anymore.”

If only she could have shed tears.

But Mia, as she was now, formed by her past, couldn’t let herself cry.

“Mia.”

The firm voice that raised Mia’s downcast face came from Towa. Their eyes met, and Towa’s gaze pierced through Mia, grasping her heart tightly.

“Master can easily erase something like that.”

Her voice was full of confidence—or maybe it was more like faith.

I’ve thrown away my future. All the dreams I had, the possibilities that might have existed. I understood that they were all below Master.”

“…”

Mia’s eyes widened.

What could have made Towa, of all people, reach this point? This was a woman who hadn’t even been allowed to serve someone, who had been utterly cast aside.

“Even so, right now, I feel completely fulfilled.”

Towa laughed as she spoke of what she had given up.

“I hope that someday… I can truly become Master’s woman. But I’m sure that monopolizing him would turn me into the kind of woman I don’t want to be, Mia.”

Mia understood what she was saying.

If she used every means to capture Arius, she might achieve ultimate happiness—at least, physically. Towa had that kind of power, even if it was a violent means.

However, if she did that, she would end up becoming like the very beings that had tormented them all this time. That much, she could not accept.

“I see.”

“Yes.”

Mia thought Towa looked beautiful, for the first time seeing a beauty that transcended appearances.

“In that case… I guess I’ll have to get Ronyan to do some good business.”

“Of course.”

Could she become like that? Even though she was so stained, incapable of taking on any other colors.

—But I want to.

With that quiet hope from the bottom of her heart, Mia closed her eyes softly.