All I Wanted Was Affection and Donations from the Beautiful Girls Who Left the Orphanage... sobs - 03 [Saintess Eris's Perspective]

Chapter 03 [Saintess Eris’s Perspective]

[Saintess Eris’s Perspective]

It was after a long time that we, the first graduates of our orphanage, gathered together in response to an invitation from Princess Letifa. 

When we all came together like this, I couldn’t hide my surprise at the realization that so many remarkable individuals had come from that small orphanage. 

The five people in front of me are genuine geniuses, possessing talents that come once in thousands of years. 

It sounds impressive to say, but I believe that genius and eccentricity or perversion go hand in hand.

Standing out in something means, after all, to have the concentration to immerse oneself in that one thing. 

Without fear of misunderstanding, I must say that each of us, including myself, has our quirks. It must have been evident since our childhood.

I feel a deep respect and gratitude, even awe, for Leon-sama who raised us so admirably. Ah, just recalling the memories spent with that person makes my body flush with warmth.

This Eris is an indecent woman. God, please forgive me.

But Leon-sama is truly an incredible man. 

Although I am now lauded as a saintess who brought the blessings of forensic science to the common class, it all began with Leon-sama’s dissatisfaction: “It’s unfair that only the special class receives the privilege of magic.”

His wisdom far surpasses our imagination, and it’s hard to comprehend the extent of thought behind his casual demeanor.

However, Leon-sama must have seen through my strong distrust and dissatisfaction with the fact that forensic science – specifically, the enhancement of self-healing abilities for recovery – was only available to the noble class.

“The path ahead of you, Eris, is a thorny one. But it’s not impossible if you join forces with Letifa and the others. Do your best,” he said, encouragingly, as he sent us off from the orphanage.

He, the Great Sage, Leon-sama, never asked for anything in return.

I confess, knowing it’s shameful, but I believe my appearance is the kind that attracts men.

As evidence, the followers of the Eris religion revere me as the reincarnation of the goddess of beauty and mercy.

Therefore, I blindly believed that the Great Sage would desire us. Oh, how embarrassing. 

But it’s not unreasonable to think so. After all, Leon-sama not only provided us with clothing, food, and shelter but also imparted his wisdom – his education.

It was all eye-opening, especially the significant achievements of “The Great Merchant” Shion, “The Alchemist of Creation” Kuu, and “The Bestselling Author” Speare. 

That’s why I thought, perhaps the return Leon-sama sought was us – our bodies.

Humans are fundamentally creatures that seek reciprocation. There’s nothing inherently clean or dirty about it; it’s the fate of beings with desires.

Moreover, the orphanage primarily took in girls. Given that he is biologically male, it was almost inevitable for me to fall into such a line of thinking.

On the eve of our departure from the orphanage, I was summoned by Leon-sama.

It was late at night! Just the two of us, alone! 

Needless to say, I meticulously washed myself before entering his room. By then, Kuu had developed “soap” based on Leon-sama’s wisdom. I scrubbed myself so thoroughly, from head to toe, that I almost felt like a raccoon.

Leon-sama, with a tense expression, began to speak.

He fondly reminisced about the days we spent together, as if a lantern slide show of memories was playing in his mind. 

Before I knew it, Leon-sama was praising me and gently stroked my head. 

Ah, the day had come when Leon-sama treated me as a woman.

My heart ached with a sweet sensation I had never felt before.

Even though I felt some confusion at being raised with a physical purpose in mind, there was no disappointment mixed in. 

Rather, I realized that I had been eagerly awaiting this day.

Perhaps it was because I wasn’t satisfied with just receiving unilaterally. I, too – we all, wanted to be useful to Leon-sama, to be praised by him, to make him proud.

Even if it stemmed from lust, I strongly felt that it was good to have something to give in return. 

“Eris is a kind-hearted girl, Among the ‘Divine Seven’ (※a term Leon-sama often used for the first graduates), you were the most intelligent (meaning I was helpful and didn’t cause trouble, a thank you of sorts). You have grown into a disciple I am proud of, both in body and spirit.”

The sudden shower of praises from Leon-sama’s mouth was unexpected and, to be honest, dangerously thrilling. How much longer would he keep me in suspense?

I almost couldn’t resist the urge to throw myself at him.

When I glanced at Leon-sama, he seemed unusually flustered. His gaze darted around restlessly, his voice faltering and rising in pitch. A bead of sweat trickled down from his forehead to his neck.

Following the trail of sweat, my eyes landed on Leon-sama’s collarbone. Wow… how erotic. Could it be that I am the one being seduced?

A tense, indescribable atmosphere flowed between us. My heart was pounding wildly, almost leaping out of my chest.

Eventually, Leon-sama looked me squarely in the eyes, his own seemingly moist. Was I imagining it? Just as I resolved to devote myself to him, body and soul, Leon-sama firmly grasped my shoulders and, slowly, he exclaimed:

“―Please don’t abandon the orphanage after you leave! Please, I beg for your donations!!!’

…Huh?