After rebirth, I confessed to the losing heroine - Chapter 111- Insanity

Miyuki was lost.

Sitting in a corner of her room she trembled in dread. She couldn’t find him. He is gone. He is gone. Gone. Gone. GONE!

A foolish mistake of hers which she committed in an impulse cost her the person whom she could never part ways with. The person who has become her lifeline, the reason why she felt alive and always looked forward to the next day. The person who made her feel loved and the person who became the sole reason she understands so many emotions.

That person…her Hiro-kun….disappeared.

She searched for him everywhere. Home, school, his friend’s place and waited every night for him in her room….however, even though it’s been a week since his disappearance, no clue has arrived.

Every moment she hears her window rattling she gets up in the middle of the night and stares at her window. She remains hopeful that his smiling face will show up and tell Miyuki that he just went for some task to help Yuichi.

However, all she met was disappointment. She never saw him. He never showed up. And emptiness began to swallow her.

Each day became heavy on her without looking at him. Without hearing his voice, without experiencing his warmth…she felt lonely and sad. She was broken and devastated. She has lost her hope and knows she can’t live anymore with this burden.

She has killed Hiroto by murdering Satomi. Miyuki has killed her love just because she couldn’t control her anger.

Hahahahaha hahahahahah!!!

This is so hilarious! Why is she even alive with such guilt?! Why does she dare to continue after murdering the man who gave her the meaning of life?! She doesn’t deserve to live anymore!

Raising her head from her knees, Miyuki’s eyes went towards the knife she had been using to torture herself for the past seven days. Now this time…this knife would help her relieve her from her grief. It would help her unite with her Hiro-kun…she would see him again! She can see him again!

*Grab*

Taking the knife she rested the tip against her throat and began to push with a crazed smile never leaving her face.

Blood began to seep and her breath choked in her throat. Yes….finally…she-

“Miyuki!”

Her body froze. The knife was snatched away. She remained staring at the ceiling, not able to believe that she heard his voice…that voice…which she had been hearing on random occasions for the past seven days. Calling out to her…but this was different.

He didn’t call out to her fondly…he was mad at her. But most importantly…she felt his warmth on her neck.

It was like he was pressing the spot where it was bleeding to save her…but how can this be? Didn’t she lose her Hiro-kun? Was this her imagination? Was she turning insane? Did she die, and this was her afterlife?

*Blank*

Nothing made sense.

And just when she thought she would lose consciousness, her lips were covered with a familiar pair of lips and her body was engulfed in a dearly familiar warmth.

“Hmm?” She tried to move away and see his face, but Hiroto pressed forward and continued to kiss her until she didn’t consider his presence and stopped behaving in such a way. It was hurting him. It was hurting him so much!

Miyuki’s mind finally began to race as she realized that this was not a dream…this all was reality. The person kissing her was right here! Hiro-kun was here! He was here!

Large droplets of tears began to trail down her eyes as while sobbing, the duo kissed and embraced each other.

Hiroto broke the kiss and tightly pulled her in his arms, in fear of losing her the moment he let go.

“Hiro-kun…*sniff* Hiro-kun…where did you…*hicc*”

“Shh…don’t say anything for now. Just know that I am back and I won’t leave you alone anymore.” It had been ages since Hiroto had cried, but right now, he could do nothing but helplessly weep and try to comfort this girl who was beyond the point of being sad.

She was broken.

Hiroto kept on embracing the girl for a long time, and the sound of her crying never ceased for the next few minutes before she fell unconscious.

She has lost a lot of her blood and Hiroto didn’t have the time to take her to the hospital. In the first place, it didn’t matter since he came here to take her back in time.

“That damn bitch!” Seeing the date in the calendar, Hiroto cursed aloud.

That bitch of a goddess sent him back to this world, seven days after Satomi died so Miyuki could suffer because of the loss of Hiroto. She did this to make Miyuki realise the consequences of her actions.

If Hiroto disliked that blond slut until now, then from today on, he would hate her from each fibre of his being. The being who made him suffer needs to die, but the one who made his Hime cry deserves more than mere death.

Forget about the canon; now Hiroto would write his own plot…a plot for revenge.

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A/N:- Sorry for the short chapter. Things were all over the place and I needed to gather them back. So yeah, the canon will continue, but in this later half of the story, we will see how Hiroto liberates himself from the Goddess.

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