After rebirth, I confessed to the losing heroine - Chapter 101- His past~2

There was a lot to register. Until now, she didn’t know there was something like another world or if there could exist an organization which could force children to kill people in exchange for a life.

She couldn’t ascertain how horrifying it would be for a young one to see blood and gore at such a tender age. The first time she saw people dying in her house, she was beyond devastated.

Wordlessly and without even realizing it, she had hugged Hiroto in her arms and was pampering him like a child. Her hand was running through his hair and held him dearly in her warm embrace.

Hiroto didn’t resist her even once and allowed her to hold him as she wanted. More like him, she seemed to be comforting herself.

“Was it dreadful?” Her whisper rang in his ears as with his eyes closed he responded,

“It was…initially. However, I soon got used to seeing people dying.” He lifted his face from her bosom and asked her, “Don’t you feel bothered?”

Miyuki cupped his cheek and assertively said, “I know Hiro-kun was forced to do those things. In your heart, you are a good person.”

Hiroto smiled at those words. Being accepted by the world for what he is, doesn’t matter to him. What he cares for is Miyuki’s opinion of his past. And with her acceptance, he couldn’t care less what the others think.

Inching closer to her, he planted a soft kiss on her fluffy and moist lips.

She was slightly surprised by the sudden gesture of affection, however, she soon froze. It was like a cross connection of wires that she suddenly got reminded of something.

Something…which he confessed in the past and now it seems to be a lie.

Her demeanour shifted. Hiroto sensed it and knew that she was upset about something. That smile…was anything but pleasant. She was diving into her sadistic side.

She didn’t let him ask what happened before straddling his lap and sitting on it. Her small white hands clutched his shirt and the contently smiling Miyuki asked her dear lover, “Hiro-kun~the first time we had sex, you said it was your first. But was it really?”

‘Crap….’ Hiroto was feeling genuinely nervous now. Suddenly he was reminded of the warning that the Goddess gave him yesterday.

The consequences of telling Miyuki about his past life. This must be it.

He felt a smart ass by telling her that he hasn’t gotten laid since Hiroto’s body was a virgin but his mind wasn’t. He has experienced things which even a married couple doesn’t think of.

The renowned agent Noir, was feeling dead nervous right now. The way her finger trailed on his chest her, eyes remained completely closed and her head tilted gave a very ominous vibe.

“H-Hime…you know I have fallen in love only once in both lives right?”

“I know and that person is me. However, physical relationships matter as well, you know~” She sing-songed while swaying left to right a little.

Although she seemed hot in this mood, he couldn’t just push her down or she would think he was skipping the topic.

Exhaling a long breath, he told her, “I was forced to go on missions where I had to seduce people, Miyuki. But trust me, I never enjoyed even a bit doing it with someone else since I and the other children were trained to retain our calm even during intercourse.”

Her movement halted as she felt her heart sinking hearing his response. Although she anticipated it, it still broke her heart into millions of pieces.

Although she knew he was being forced, it didn’t help in elevating her spirit as, with her shoulders dropped, she asked him, “So when….you do it with me, you act to be enjoying it all the time?”

“Ah, no. Sex with you always makes my mind blank and the satisfaction I feel cannot be expressed in words.” The way his face morphed into a serious one and his tone adapted blankness, made her suddenly chuckle.

“Pfft-….who talks about sex so casually? Hiro-kun is a player after all.”

Seeing that smile returning to her, Hiroto inwardly heaved in relief.

Holding her waist possessively he added, “I cannot shy away from my feelings which involve my Miyuki. And trust me when I say this Miyuki, I have felt alive and learned this feeling of love only after meeting you.”

Her heart fluttered hearing him. There was sincerity in his tone but she could sense some placating as well. However, she brushed it off and crossed her arms behind his neck.

“I feel such a great urge to greet those women with a knife who have slept with you….haah.” She was not over it and Hiroto knew that she would not let it go any time soon. However, he was prepared for any punishment or questions she further inflicted.

But for now, he drew her closer and whispered hotly, “You told me that you have bought something for tomorrow night? I can’t wait so let me see it now.”

Miyuki smirked at that. It was true that she had bought something secretly to wear after the engagement ceremony tomorrow when they would be spending the night together.

However, feeling the heat beneath her and the way his hand moved around her body Miyuki knew, she would give in anytime. Then why not wear ‘that’ and let her fiancé know the meaning of ‘pain and pleasure’?

She pressed her index finger on her lips, and coquettishly whispered, “Wait for me~”

That day, for the first time, Hiroto lost a battle.

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A/N:- Ah, a little short chapter to wrap up the arc. I hope you all liked the chapter. I will take some chapters for slow chapters before we jump onto another major arc.

The next arc: Reckoning with the past.

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