After My Girlfriend Dumped Me and I Got Fired From My Job, I Was Picked up by a Yandere Blonde High School Girl With Big Breasts - Chapter 72

I Can’t Pretend It Never Happened

※ Ryoma Perspective

“Good morning, Ryoma-kun.”

“…Morning, Kaede-chan…”

The morning after I ended up having sex with Kaede-chan.

When I woke up, Kaede-chan was on top of my futon.

And then there was the feeling of her full breasts… the same breasts I had squeezed and played with as much as I wanted yesterday… Even first thing in the morning, my desire was getting stirred up.

For now, at least she didn’t seem angry. That was a relief. When she’s mad, she wakes me up with something like a tackle.

I became painfully aware that I had slept with Kaede-chan, and I felt so embarrassed I couldn’t look her in the eye.

But Kaede-chan was acting like her usual self, wearing that cute little smile.

“Breakfast is ready. Get up.”

“Ah, yeah…”

Kaede-chan walked off briskly. I climbed out of the futon.

Am I the only one feeling this awkward…? How pathetic and embarrassing I am…

…Or so I thought, but when I really looked at Kaede-chan’s back as she walked away, I could see that her ears were bright red all the way to the tips.

“Ryoma-kun.”

“Wh-what?”

“Just so you don’t get the wrong idea, I’m not some kind of nympho, okay?”

“Huh?”

“Yesterday I just got all worked up and jealous because Takai-san kept egging me on, and I lost control… That’s all! The real me isn’t the kind of shameless girl who would forcefully seduce someone into sex…!”

“I-I get it! I totally get it, so it’s fine, Kaede-chan!”

She looked way more embarrassed about yesterday’s sex than I expected.

Cute. So cute. Incredibly cute. I could call her cute forever and it still wouldn’t be enough. You’re so cute, Kaede-chan.

I know this is something only a loyal, sincere guy should say, and not someone like me, but still… cute things are cute. I wonder how many times I’ve said “cute” already.

“…Even though we did it… I properly understand that it’s still too early for me to act like I’m your girlfriend.

I got really carried away yesterday, but starting today I’m going to pull myself together and stop getting all giddy.”

Kaede-chan said that without turning around and kept walking.

That’s right. During sex I could drown myself in nothing but pleasure and love without thinking about anything else, but now it’s different. The thick wall that got broken only while we were together has completely come back and is standing in my way again.

I’m the one who built that wall… It’s all my fault, so I have to take responsibility and break it down… For that, I need to steel myself even more than anyone else.

Breakfast finished, and I started getting ready for school.

While preparing, I agonized.

I had sex with Kaede-chan. Once it’s done, there’s no taking it back. I can’t pretend it never happened. No matter what I do, Kaede-chan’s precious virginity will never come back. I took it, and I can’t return it.

So what now? What the hell do I do? What about Unma? What am I supposed to do about Unma?

My ex-girlfriend, who I loved so much, suddenly said she wants to get back together.

Part of me got really pissed off that she would say that now, but honestly the happy feelings are stronger. Because I really did love her.

Even though she dumped me so brutally, I still can’t bring myself to blame Unma. I’m way too easy. Seriously weak against women, it’s depressing.

But since I’ve already slept with Kaede-chan, I have to take responsibility now.

I absolutely hate things like friends with benefits or convenient relationships. If I’m going to sleep with someone, I want to treasure her forever as my girlfriend.

Most importantly, cheating is completely impossible. This is the biggest point and I have to keep confirming it over and over. Knowing Kaede-chan’s personality, I’d say it’s downright impossible.

I do feel reluctant, but I should turn Unma down and choose Kaede-chan.

…But deciding on Kaede-chan just because I slept with her! Or because sex with Kaede-chan felt better so I’ll choose her! That feels kind of… way too driven by my dick…

So what, if it didn’t feel good I would’ve chosen Unma? That’s what it would sound like.

No matter the reason, I have to make a decision. Compared to making a girl wait, the reason itself shouldn’t matter that much.

I know I have to decide quickly, but the pressure makes me panic and I sink deeper into this swamp of suffering…

—

School work began.

Today’s tasks weren’t anything brutal. I just did my usual work.

“Good morning, Yasumura-san.”

“M-morning.”

During break time, a female student passing by greeted me.

“Yasumura-san, good morning.”

“Morning…”

Every time I returned a student’s greeting, a stinging pain stabbed at my heart.

I finally felt it for real—I am, technically, a staff member at this school.

And yet I put my hands on a student. On the student council president, no less.

Being here at school really drives home how badly I messed up. The guilt makes me want to hold my head in my hands.

Break time ended, classes started. The place grew quiet and I worked alone.

“Ryoma-san.”

“T-Tsubaki-chan…!”

Right then, Tsubaki-chan came walking straight toward me without any hesitation.

“Wait, Tsubaki-chan, class is in session right now…”

“That’s exactly why. Last time Nakajo-kaichou interrupted, but this time no one will get in the way.

I told you, didn’t I? I’m going to attack you thoroughly…”

Tsubaki-chan looked up at me with those puppy eyes, wearing the face of a woman.

The girl problems I have to solve aren’t just Kaede-chan and Unma—Tsubaki-chan is part of it too.

“Hehe, I’ve been waiting for the moment I could be alone with you, Ryoma-san…

—Wait, Ryoma-san!? Why are you running away!?”

Before Tsubaki-chan even finished speaking, I was already sprinting at full speed.

There are two reasons I’m running.

One is because I feel awkward facing any other girl after sleeping with Kaede-chan.

The other is because I now know how Tsubaki-chan feels. I shouldn’t get too involved with her. If I do, I’m sure to end up hurting her.

I’m sorry, Tsubaki-chan. Just wait a little longer, please.

I’ll settle my own feelings soon, make my decision, and definitely give you my answer too.

“Wait, Ryoma-san!”

Tsubaki-chan chased after me. Once again, the chase was on.

Just yesterday Kaede-chan chased me, and come to think of it, Horinochi-san chased me once too… So now three different girls are after me? What is this life.

Tsubaki-chan is pretty fast… maybe even faster than Horinochi-san.

But still slower than Kaede-chan. Compared to when I ran from Kaede-chan, I have a little more breathing room.

I dashed into the boys’ bathroom, slipped into a stall, and locked the door.

Good. There’s no way a girl like Tsubaki-chan will follow me in here…

“Wherever you run, it’s useless, Ryoma-san~”

“GYAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!”

There was a gap above the stall door, and through it Tsubaki-chan suddenly poked her face in.

Just like Kaede-chan before, but seriously, stop with the horror movie stuff. My heart can’t take it.

“You can’t do that, Ryoma-san. Since only this stall door is locked, your location is obvious right away.”

“W-wait, Tsubaki-chan! This is the boys’ bathroom! Why are you just walking in like it’s normal!?”

“What are you saying now? Don’t you remember? I’ve come into this bathroom before.”

“Oh… yeah, I guess you did… But just because you did it once doesn’t mean it’s okay to do it again, right!?”

“Ryoma-san, why did you run away? It hurts, you know.”

“…Sorry…”

“Well, the chase with you was kind of fun, so I guess it’s okay.

So… could you unlock the door?”

“Uh, about that…”

“If you won’t open it, then I’ll just stay right here. Forever.”

I have no choice but to open it, do I?

I unlocked the door.

Tsubaki-chan stepped into the stall.

“Being alone together in such a small space is kind of thrilling, isn’t it, Ryoma-san…”

“…!”

I already knew, but there’s seriously no escape… Running into the bathroom was a terrible idea.

———WHOOOOOOOOOOSH!!!!!!

“Kyaa!”

“Ah…”

Suddenly a crazy strong gust of wind blew, sending Tsubaki-chan flying.

Right, I remember now—this toilet is set up to blast strong wind if anyone other than me uses it. Kaede-chan was the one who set it that way.

BAM!

Tsubaki-chan slammed into the wall.

“You okay, Tsubaki-chan!”

“I’m pretty well trained, so I’m fine…”

“…!”

Her skirt flipped up and I could see Tsubaki-chan’s panties. I hurriedly looked away.

This time they were black. I feel like something like this happened before too… Is this just how it goes?