After My Girlfriend Dumped Me and I Got Fired From My Job, I Was Picked up by a Yandere Blonde High School Girl With Big Breasts - Chapter 56

I Won’t Be Forgiven If I Don’t Forget My Ex-Girlfriend

It was simple.

Was I thinking of getting back with Unma? That question.

Yes meant death, no meant life—that was all.

Then I should die.

I worried endlessly.

I embodied the ultimate unmanly behavior, and still could not decide clearly—I should die.

Someone like me dying would be better for Kaede-chan and for Unma.

So answer yes. If executed by such a cute girl, it would be my honor—say it.

“—… I’m not… thinking of getting back together…!”

The lowest, weak, cowardly me clung to life. Again, I lacked the courage to die.

…It was a lie. In truth, strong lingering feelings remained.

I could not shake them off no matter what.

The wish to return to those days dating Unma stuck to the very bottom of my heart and would not peel off.

I gave the worst answer, lied to Kaede-chan.

I was her mere pet, but I lied to her.

I had no intention of stopping being her pet either—truly the worst.

“…Really?”

Kaede-chan threw doubtful eyes at me.

Of course, I’m the worst.

Anyone could tell my answer lacked credibility.

“I’m not! Not at all, not even a bit…”

I piled on lies, I piled on sins.

I knew this sin was too great for a pet, the sinful words flowed out easily.

“…Then fine.”

Kaede-chan withdrew her pistol-like index finger. Relief came, but guilt tightened my heart.

“If you have no intention of getting back, you can forget about a woman like that right away, right? Or rather, forget her.”

Kaede-chan said it with a smile. It looked gentle, but somehow it pressured me more than the pistol.

“Uh… I don’t know when, but I’ll try to forget as soon as possible, definitely…”

Really pathetic words, but this was honest. If I could forget, I wanted to right away. This was true feeling.

Forgetting would make it easier, yet I could not forget—that caused the pain.

No… even that painful feeling made me seem like a victim, making me feel more disgusting.

“No, forget right now.”

“Huh, but… you said earlier no need to rush, take it slow and steady, Kaede-chan…”

“When it comes to women, it’s different. I can’t stand another woman in Ryokun’s heart even for one second. Forget cleanly and quickly, okay?”

“…!”

Kaede-chan’s eyes shook slightly. I felt her eyes grow a bit moist.

…Kaede-chan probably knew deep down that I could not give up on Unma.

She did not even know about my ex until moments ago, yet she saw through everything about me as always. My shabby heart lay in Kaede-chan’s palm.

Kaede-chan’s tear-filled eyes affected me more than anything.

More than her sick dark eyes, more than the pistol, more than her pressuring smile—making her cry weighed my sin heaviest.

She understood my ugly ugly inside yet still loved me. What a kind girl.

Why love someone like me? Why…

“Young miss, Anmura-sama. We will arrive at school soon.”

The driver’s voice echoed in the car. His expression and voice stayed calm as usual.

How could he remain so composed in this air, this space? Steel mentality.

I thought someone kill me, yet even like this I had to work at school as usual. Not doing so would trouble many people—I was not a kid, so I had to do it properly.

“Ryoma-saaan!”

The instant we passed the school gate, Tsubaki-chan appeared.

I thought this before, but too early appearance? She knew our arrival time perfectly. Well, arrival time was mostly fixed. The driver was excellent, arrival almost always the same.

…Tsubaki-chan somehow adored me too. Someone like me.

She said become friends, but she adored this hopeless me enough to greet me the moment I arrived at school.

It made me feel very sorry. I had not even a millimeter of worth for such a cute girl to call out to me.

“Ryoma-san, good morn–…”

Tsubaki-chan stopped greeting midway, saw my face, fell silent, and froze like a stone.

Right, my face was covered in Kaede-chan’s kiss marks.

Kaede-chan said not to erase until she allowed it, so I showed this exact face to Tsubaki-chan.

“What is that on Ryoma-san’s face? Super embarrassing!”

Tsubaki-chan pointed at my face and laughed ahahaha.

No malice, but Tsubaki-chan’s direct straight ball hit hard with her honest words.

I was embarrassed, I looked down as much as possible to hide my face.

—Thud!

“Guh…!”

“Ka, Kaede-chan!?”

Kaede-chan punched Tsubaki-chan in the stomach, and Tsubaki-chan groaned and collapsed.

Even from behind, it was clear. Kaede-chan’s mood was terribly bad. Her beautiful golden hair fluttered softly despite no strong wind, emitting dark aura.

Of course my fault. Because I was two-timing trash scum. Tsubaki-chan was not wrong—my face was undeniably embarrassing. All my responsibility. Sorry Tsubaki-chan. She got stomach-punched because of me.

I looked at collapsed Tsubaki-chan worrying if okay, but she made a gag-like expression, so probably fine. Even if it’s fine, it’s still my fault. I had to apologize properly when she got up.

Kaede-chan started walking briskly. No mention of Tsubaki-chan’s appearance or words. Saying nothing scared me more.

“Huh? What, big boobs woman…”

Thud!

“Gufu!”

“Horinochi-saaan!!”

Horinochi-san appeared and already collapsed from a stomach punch.

Calling big boobs woman made it out from the start; Kaede-chan’s stomach punch, stronger than before, exploded on Horinochi-san’s belly.

I had to apologize to Horinochi-san later too…