After My Girlfriend Dumped Me and I Got Fired From My Job, I Was Picked up by a Yandere Blonde High School Girl With Big Breasts - Chapter 50

I Ended Up Dreaming About My Ex-Girlfriend

Takai Unma, my ex-girlfriend.

She had short black hair, and after graduating high school, she started wearing slightly bold makeup, always with red lips. Those red lips seemed really sexy to me. Kissing those red lips excited me a lot.

She had a face that looked strong-willed. Well, her personality was actually strong-willed. She was an incredibly beautiful woman with a mature feel. She was too good for me.

We met in high school and dated for seven years, but she suddenly dumped me.

The breakup happened very recently, and only a little over a month had passed since then. It had not been long since it ended, and I still had strong lingering feelings.

The end came suddenly, but those seven years were truly happy.

Especially when I had sex with Unma, I felt truly happy.

Memories of overlapping bodies with Unma many times came back to me.

Unma had a lot of experience with sex, so it was very easy to recall her naked body.

I had never seen Kaede-chan naked, so I filled it in with my imagination, but I had seen Unma’s naked body countless times, so I could replay her real, exact naked form without effort. Since it was actual memory, not imagination, the resolution was high.

Unma herself worried a lot about her small breasts, which barely formed a cleavage even when pushed together, but I loved Unma’s breasts and cherished them from the heart. I never once felt dissatisfied with her small breasts.

The time spent touching Unma’s breasts while joining with her remained strongly burned into my mind. This memory did not seem like it would ever fade…

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At 5 a.m., early morning. I woke up.

The moment I woke, I almost shouted “Aaaaaah!!!!!!” It was early morning, so I somehow held back my voice to avoid bothering the neighbors.

I did it again. I had a wet dream in my futon again.

What the hell am I doing? I just did this recently, so why did I do it again so soon? How sexually frustrated am I?

Plus, last time was a holiday, but today I have to go to school… I did it on a busier day than last time, so it became the worst way to wake up.

Moreover, this time the guilt felt stronger than before, and I clenched my teeth while holding my head.

I dreamed about Unma. And it was an erotic dream. I had a wet dream because of Unma.

Last time it was because of Kaede-chan, so it was still okay. I am Kaede-chan’s pet and staying at her house under her care, yet I had a wet dream because of Unma, and I could not forgive myself—it felt empty.

When I looked inside my pants, I had released about as much as last time, and my self-loathing grew strong again—my body felt like it might twist apart.

I had an erotic dream about Unma and clearly realized it. Even though Kaede-chan treats me so well, the reason my lingering feelings for Unma would not disappear.

It was because our bodies were incredibly compatible. Having sex with Unma felt so good it could kill me. In the dream this morning, I clearly remembered how good Unma’s there felt, how good the tightness was.

Physical compatibility is very important to make a relationship with a lover last long. I never once thought about breaking up with Unma, who was strong-willed, selfish, and constantly toyed with me, over seven years, and that was largely because our physical compatibility was so good.

I had depended completely on Unma’s body, so the shock when she suddenly told me it was over was immeasurable. I lost control and clung to her pathetically because my instincts knew I could not live without Unma’s body.

Influenced by the erotic dream, my male part ached, wanting Unma. Even though it got hard so much for Kaede-chan, what an unprincipled reproductive organ.

—Unma…

I still love Unma after all…

Even though she dumped me, even though she threw me away, I still love her…

No matter how miserable, no matter how shameful, I cannot throw away these feelings…

I tried to sound cool, but the conclusion after worrying so much is “I miss Unma’s pussy.”

I could not settle it in my head, so I left it all to my dick. Seriously the worst. So hopeless there is nothing I can do.

There is nothing I can do, but that is my honest feeling, so there is nothing I can do. I am an obscene thing that lives by its dick.

With my feelings leaning heavily toward Unma, I washed the wet dream underwear like before, feeling miserable.

Then I washed in the bath. The “in use” sign is up, so accidents like before will not happen again.

So what do I do? Do I choose Unma? Do I aim to get back with Unma?

Then I have no right to keep being Kaede-chan’s pet. I have to properly tell Kaede-chan and Kenzou-san my feelings, cancel the pet contract, and leave the Nakajo house.

I have to do it as soon as possible. Right now, the Nakajo family supports me. It is too greedy to keep relying on them more. Absolutely not.

Morning fully arrived, and it was breakfast time.

“Ryokun, here, ah~n.”

Kaede-chan brought the rice on her chopsticks to my mouth as usual.

But I have no right to get ah~n. I do not eat.

“Hm? What is it, Ryokun? Open your mouth.”

“Th… that… Kaede-chan…”

“What?”

“Um… well…”

Come on, say it. Say it.

“I can’t forget my ex-girlfriend. I’m leaving this house.” Say it. Come on, say it.

Kaede-chan is scary, and if I say it, she might kill me, but even so, say it. The longer I delay saying it, the more I hurt Kaede-chan.

Properly ending things is for Kaede-chan’s sake too. We only had a small connection from putting on a bandage anyway, so Kaede-chan should quickly forget about me, marry a proper man, and be happy.

Say it quickly. Important things you say looking the other person in the eye.

Ugh… uhh… but…

Kaede-chan’s eyes were clearer and more beautifully shining than anything, and when I met them, they drew me in like magic.

Her soft-looking, plump lips in light peach with natural makeup also melted my brain and seduced me.

C-cute. Too cute, so it is extremely hard to say.

If I try to look away in embarrassment, now her full, huge breasts definitely pull my gaze like gravity and finish off my reason.

It is irrelevant, calm down, me. I already know Kaede-chan is too cute. I need no time or thought to recognize Kaede-chan’s cuteness.

Because she is too cute, because she is precious, I have to say it.

Hurry up and say it. Say it, Yasumura Ryoma!!!!!!

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“Ryokun, hurry and eat. If you don’t hurry, you’ll be late for school.

Here, ah~n.”

…I can’t say it.

Kaede-chan’s super cute smile, the ultimate temptation of ah~n. No way I can win.

Nom, munch munch…

I ate. Even though I firmly decided I have no right to get ah~n, in the end Kaede-chan fed me with ah~n.

But it can’t be helped, right? I can’t make Kaede-chan late because I drag my feet…

…No, no excuses. Regardless of being late for school, I can’t resist Kaede-chan’s ah~n. That’s the kind of creature I am.

…No good, no good no good.

—Kaede-chan…

I love Kaede-chan too after all!!!!!!

I can’t leave Kaede-chan…!!!!!!

I want to stay Kaede-chan’s pet forever…!! Stopping being a pet is impossible!!

I don’t want her to forget me…!! I don’t want her to marry another guy…!!

Since I can’t decide with my head, I left it to my dick, and the result—”I miss Kaede-chan’s boobs”—meant I couldn’t give up on Kaede-chan.

I worried and agonized, but in the end I can’t choose. I love both, I love them both. The time I spent worrying this morning was completely wasted.

I hate myself. Really the worst scum. Maybe I should die. If I died, everything would settle nicely.

But I say that and still don’t have the courage to die—that’s me.

Kaede-chan looked at me with a very composed expression. That expression is cute too. Even at a time like this, I end up staring.

Everything is probably as Kaede-chan calculated. It feels like she knows I can’t leave her.

I am a doll dancing on Kaede-chan’s palm. I already depend completely on Kaede-chan, and it is too late to try to leave now.

I can never again think about stopping being Kaede-chan’s pet.

I clearly recognized that again.