A Man Who Lost Confidence, to a Gentle Chastity-Reversed World

Chapter 90: Cowgirl and a Light Body ☆

Having poured my semen into Maki-san once more, my finally softened cock slipped out from her slick folds.

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“Haa… you made it all sticky, Sato-kun’s cock…”

Maki-san said, catching her breath, but after a moment, she added, “…Sato-kun, are you tired? Two times in a row, it’s only natural, right…?” She even worried about the toll my climaxes might’ve taken on my stamina.

We lay side by side, like cuddling lovers, and my gaze fell to her pussy, still likely brimming with my semen. I didn’t think I released that much, but after two rounds, it might feel heavy in her belly.

“…Um, Maki-san, I’m the one who should be sorry. I kept going without thinking… I got so excited, it felt so good, I couldn’t hold back… Is your body okay…?”

The act of a cute girlfriend showering me with sweet words drove me to a foolish frenzy, ejaculating so easily. But if that put any strain on her, I’d be nothing but scum.

Cumming because it felt good could, if I wasn’t careful, become no different from masturbation. It was obvious, but Maki-san was my lover, a girl with a body far more beautiful than mine. I had to avoid selfish releases at all costs.

“Eh? Of course I’m okay! I was more worried that I was the only one feeling good, or that I asked for too much… Maybe you’d think I’m gross…”

Yet, she fidgeted, affirming my climax. The eroticism of a girlfriend so undeserving of someone like me—how could I ever be dissatisfied?

“If it’s a request from someone as cute and sexy as you, Maki-san, I’d do anything…! If I ever seem gross or get carried away, please tell me right away… I mean, always!”

My lust must look disgusting from the outside, but Maki-san always accepted it. I could never be mad at her words, and I didn’t want her to hold back.

“N-No way I’d have any complaints…! But when you say that, it makes me think about asking for more… uuu…”

She always responded with such sweet words. But if my girlfriend, who chose to be with me, ever had harsh words, I’d have to accept them too.

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“…Um, you know? I’ve been thinking I should check with you, Sato-kun… about how far is okay for you.”

After a moment of thought, Maki-san spoke with resolve. Lying on our sides, facing each other, the air between us still tingled with sensuality.

“You know how Asagi was, like when we did it together before… she’s so bold. When we message, she tells me stuff like, ‘Oh, I did this!’ and it sounds like she’s really forward too…”

It was a bit embarrassing that my sex with Asagi-san was an open book. But it wasn’t unpleasant, and honestly, Asagi-san should be the one embarrassed.

“Asagi tells me, ‘Maki, you should ask for way more!’ But I think maybe she gets away with it because she’s so cute… So, I wanted to ask you, Sato-kun…”

Her gaze flicked briefly to my cock, still soft, before she asked in a trembling voice.

“Like, for example… if I said I wanted to lick your cock clean… after it got all sticky because of me… would that be okay…? I mean, I kinda want to try it…”

Indeed, my cock was drenched with her juices and my semen. She’d wiped it with tissues before, which already felt like too much kindness.

Yet, I couldn’t help imagining the tantalizing scenario of Maki-san giving me a cleanup blowjob. I’d experienced it with Yukari-san and knew how good a girl’s mouth felt.

She murmured, “Y-You’re probably grossed out, right…?” It wasn’t a joking tone. Maki-san wasn’t the type to tease, so I could only be honest.

“…No, I mean… if you’re okay with it, Maki-san, I’d love for you to do it…!”

Making her perform such a depraved act might be something I should refuse. But seeing her blush and say, “Hauu… th-thank you…!” made me crave the pleasure again.

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“Then… excuse me…!”

To keep me from overexerting, Maki-san had me lie on my back, moving to my feet. Her hand reached cautiously toward my slightly twitching cock.

The visual of a girl’s delicate fingers touching my ugly cock was unbearably erotic, driving me wild. Her words, “…I-It’s not hard… it’s kinda cute… ehehe…” made my heart race.

“I’ll… make it clean…!” With that, Maki-san took my flaccid cock into her mouth, her eyes softening. Confirming my trembling reaction, she ran her tongue over it.

Naturally, my cock began to harden, bit by bit but surely. Even after two climaxes, her service felt like it was pushing my limits higher. As she diligently cleaned, she too was swept up in my growing erection.

“Nng, fuu, my head’s all fuzzy… nha, haa, nng…”

Her tongue collected our mixed fluids, the tingling sensation fueling my gradual erection.

“Nn, ngu, fuu, nng, i-it’s getting big… pha!”

At about sixty percent hardness, she released my cock, murmuring, “Haa… it’s such a strong taste…” while glancing at me.

“…Does it feel good…?”

“Y-Yeah… it feels good…”

My stupidly honest reply made her say, “G-Good…” with a slightly awkward smile, laced with lasciviousness.

“…Your cock’s getting hard… and, um, your balls, are they getting firm too…?”

I instantly knew “balls” meant my filthy scrotum, especially as her fingers tentatively grazed its wrinkled skin.

“Ugh!” A strange yelp escaped me. Having a girl touch my balls was a first, a new kind of pleasure.

“Ah, sorry! That was gross, right…?”

Gross? Absolutely not.

“I-It’s okay…! It’s just sensitive, and I thought it might be dirty…”

There was no pain, only a numbing pleasure, and it was definitely sensitive. But letting a girl touch my balls? I shouldn’t make Maki-san do something so degrading. I had no intention of forcing such a gross act.

“…There’s no way any part of your body is dirty, Sato-kun. And… I was kinda curious…”

Yet, she countered with a line a guy might say, hitting me with raw, erotic emotion.

“…This is where your semen comes from, right? So, I’ve kinda wanted to touch it for a while… I know it’s weird, but since it’s my birthday, I thought maybe… is it too much…?”

A strange breeze seemed to pass through my balls. But my cock’s craving for new eroticism was undeniable.

“N-No way it’s too much…! I’m so excited…!”

I should’ve refused for her sake, but I couldn’t hide my feelings. Hearing her say, “R-Really…?” made stopping impossible.

“Then, I’ll touch… Oh, they’re so full… this is a guy’s important part, right… auu…”

Her face near my glans, her left hand kneading my balls, her flushed cheeks radiated lewdness. Her murmur, “Ah, your cock’s twitching… you’re excited…” melted my heart.

In a way, she held my life in her hands, all my shame condensed in this moment. But I was so drowned in her service, I didn’t care what happened.

“…Oh, but I need to clean it properly… Is it okay if I use my mouth again…?”

She looked at me, seeking permission, but this situation was absurd. Me giving permission for her to lick me? It should be the other way around.

But my mind and body couldn’t think straight. I could only nod, and seeing this, Maki-san took a deep breath and enveloped my now-erect cock.

“Nmuu, nng, fuu, haa, ngu, auu, nng…”

Stimulating my balls softly, her thick lips clamped my filthy cock, cleaning it meticulously. I didn’t know about technique, but it wasn’t mechanical—she watched my face with upturned eyes, her actions dripping with eroticism.

My erection was rock-hard, semen slowly pooling. Maybe precum was leaking; one slip, and pleasure would overwhelm me.

“Phaa… I-I’m getting excited… your cock’s so hard again, Sato-kun…”

Releasing my cock, she brought her cute face to my balls. I couldn’t see clearly, lying down, but the last sensation was unmistakably her lips.

A light kiss on my balls made my cock jump. Clear fluid leaked from the tip, my excitement amplifying endlessly.

“…Y-You’re making such a lewd face… I’m doing all this selfish stuff, but I’m so happy… you’re excited for someone like me… ♡”

Her cleanup blowjob, the sight of my cock beside her face—I was desperate to cum again. Even if it drained me, for a girl like Maki-san, I’d get hard as many times as it took.

“…I’m excited too… I want to feel good with you, Maki-san…!”

At my words, she murmured, “Hauu… thank you…” and looked down at me.

“So, um… since you’re getting hard… I want to put it in again… But I don’t want you to get tired, so you can stay like this…”

Her hesitant “request” came with that familiar anxiety.

“…I-I was thinking I could get on top and move. I know I’m heavy, and it might feel like I’m attacking you, which might not be great… Is this okay with you, or… do you not like it?”

Her supposed downsides were just her imagination, absolutely not true. To me, the thought of her massive breasts bouncing above me was undeniably erotic.

“…You’re not heavy, and I’d never think you’re attacking me… I’ll probably stare at your breasts, but if that’s okay, I’d love it…!”

She’d notice my gross gaze, so I admitted it upfront—a cowardly move.

“R-Really…? You’re excited… I can feel your gaze, then… I’m so happy…!”

With a goddess-like smile, she answered, endlessly kind and erotic. “I-I want you to look a lot…!” she said, slowly straddling my cock.

“If I’m heavy, say so…!” Her unnecessary worry preceded her cautious weight on me, lowering her hips to guide my cock into her slit.

Looking up, her lips glistened with saliva from sucking me. Her G-cup breasts, which I’d groped repeatedly, loomed. Everything stimulated my cock, the pleasure exploding in her pussy.

With a squish, she cried, “I-I’m going in!” Slowly swallowing my glans, she lowered herself, enveloping my shaft.

“Hyauu! ♡ M-My stomach… it’s intense… fha, yah, your cock… nha, it’s coming in… ♡”

In cowgirl position, my cock reached her deepest parts, feeling all of her. There was no weight, only the indulgence in my cute, lascivious girlfriend’s erotic form.

“Haa, Satou-kun… your cock’s so hard… even after three times, it’s this hard… nng, ah, yah…!”

Fully engulfing my cock in her tight pussy, she braced herself with hands on my stomach. My face must’ve looked gross, but she gazed at me with flushed, joyful cheeks.

“…I shouldn’t look down at you, but… auu, yah, this position… my stomach’s tingling! ♡ It already feels so good… fhaan… c-can I move, is that okay…?”

I nodded slightly. It was her desired position, but I couldn’t move, so she’d have to take the lead.

It was her birthday, and I wondered if this was right. But seeing her body rise and fall, her breasts bouncing wildly, I surrendered to the excitement.

“…Aahn! Haa, nhaa, haan, ah, your cock’s piercing me… fha, nng, I can’t hold my voice… yahn, it’s hitting deep… it feels so good… ♡”

Her breasts jiggled as she moaned atop my cock. The sight of a girl riding me, her chest bouncing, was far sexier than any AV—it’d make me jerk off endlessly if it were a video.

But I was having sex with her, my cock relentlessly stimulated by her pussy. Even in this position, her insides were soaking, the sounds of flesh and fluids mingling.

“I-I’m feeling good too… ugh, Maki-san, you’re too sexy…”

To my groaning voice, she replied, “Hau, aah, good… I want you to be excited…” and leaned forward, thrusting her breasts toward me.

“…Haa, ahn, if you want to touch, it’s okay… hyauuu! ♡”

Faced with such an offering, my crumbling reason couldn’t resist. Though I didn’t want to hurt her, my hands grabbed her massive breasts.

“Ahn, my sloppy breasts… yahn, when you grope them, my hips move… nha, if it hurts, tell me… auu, haa…”

Still leaning forward, Maki-san began moving her hips back and forth. A grinding motion, stirring her pussy, toyed with my weak cock.

She sought my cock with her lust, clearly aiming to draw out my semen. Combined with her soft breasts, my gross, excited breaths wouldn’t stop.

“Ugh, M-Maki-san… it feels so good, I want to cum…!”

I knew this climax would drain me. Wanting to pour into her pussy—a wish too luxurious—I voiced it shamelessly, spoiled by months of sweet indulgence.

“R-Really…?” Her joyful expression paused her hips, then forgave me again.

“Haa, Sato-kun… feel good whenever you want… don’t push yourself, but… I’m moving too… yahn, ah, aah, I-I’m gonna cum… ah, yahn, nha…!”

Without shaking off my grip, she moved her hips up and down. It felt like she genuinely craved pleasure, her moans breaking the dam holding my semen.

“Haa, I-I’m cumming… inside again…!”

“Yahn! I-I can’t, I’m cumming too… ah, yah, I’m cumming… fhaaaan! ♡”

I unleashed my semen again. My third internal climax felt weaker, but it was a long, drawn-out spurt, spurt. She let out a high-pitched moan, her body trembling with my release, our shared climax amplifying the pleasure. It felt like my semen was drained dry, an overwhelming ecstasy.

“Haa, your cum’s deep inside… I’m so happy… aah, Satou-kun… you’re so cool… ♡”

Finally, I released her breasts. Their feel lingered, but gripping longer might hurt her. It was a belated worry, but I couldn’t burden her after three internal shots.

Supporting herself on my stomach, Maki-san breathed heavily through her shoulders. Slowly, she lifted her hips, my cock slipping out with a slurp.

“Ah… it’s coming out… what you gave me, Sato-kun…”

Right before me, white fluid seeped from her slit. She didn’t mean to show off, but the sight was impossibly arousing.

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Still, my cock stayed limp, showing no sign of rising. With such an erotic girl, I wanted to go endlessly, but reaching my limit felt pathetic.

“Haa, haa… ah, Sato-kun… your cock’s small now… are you finally tired…?”

Maybe Maki-san wanted more, but my body was spent. As a guy, I should’ve said, “I can keep going,” but…

“M-Maki-san… sorry, I might need a break… it won’t get up… I’m really sorry…”

Saying this might hurt her. Despite the lascivious scene, my cock demanded rest, and hiding it was impossible.

“Feh, don’t apologize…! You came inside three times, you can’t push yourself… I’m the one who should apologize… you felt good in my pussy, so rest as much as you need… it’s totally fine if you sleep!”

Crawling closer, she said this. Still on my back, I took deep breaths, trying not to sleep, but four climaxes might’ve been my limit.

“B-But, falling asleep… it’s your birthday, Maki-san…”

Even as I answered, sleepiness hit, and she saw through it.

“Don’t worry about that! I’m the one who tired you out… I won’t touch you while you sleep, but… I might stare a bit, so please forgive that…”

It wasn’t about forgiving—she was thinking of me. Maybe staying awake was more of a nuisance.

“…Sorry… if you get bored, you can wake me…”

Leaving those selfish words, I, still naked, felt my eyelids droop.

It was her birthday, and I was failing her, but I couldn’t fight my limits. Yet, Maki-san whispered softly beside me.

“R-Rest well, Sato-kun… but your sleeping face is so cool… ♡”

I wasn’t cool, but my sleepiness grew stronger.

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“…Just for a bit, sorry…”