A Man Who Lost Confidence, to a Gentle Chastity-Reversed World - Chapter 71: Aligning Hearts with a Lover

Chapter 71: Aligning Hearts with a Lover

The paizuri ejaculation left me slightly limp on the chair. My fourth release today, back-to-back, has pushed my frail stamina near its limit.

Seeing me breathless, Yukari-san asks, “A-Are you okay…?” I wanted to keep fulfilling her desires, but realizing my limits, I answer, “…I-I’m a bit tired… sorry…”

“S-Sorry…! L-Let’s get to the bathtub…!”

She hurriedly rinses my body. Despite the shower’s pressure, my softened cock doesn’t revive, insisting on rest.

Apologetically but efficiently, she washes away our fluids. Though her touch is gentle, her fresh, feminine body stays in my sight.

“…Shun-sama, I-I’m so sorry… I-I kept asking for more… I should’ve considered your exhaustion…”

In the bathtub, we sit facing each other. Even in this spacious tub, a naked woman within arm’s reach keeps my heart racing.

Still, my cock only twitches, not hardening. My stamina and vigor can’t satisfy her like I should.

“I-I’m the one… getting off selfishly, tiring out before satisfying you… I’m the one who’s sorry…”

It might be my arrogance, but she looked melted until the end, craving my semen. If she wanted more ejaculations, I failed her.

I’m starting to understand women’s strong desires in this world. Since she chose me, I feel I must push myself.

“N-No such thing…! I-I don’t think that…! N-Normally, men are done after one ejaculation, but… as Sasai-san said, you, Shun-sama, did it so many times… i-in my pussy…”

In the water, her hand moves to her crotch, touching briefly before returning. Though refracted underwater, her slit is undeniably there.

“…N-Not just me, but… to be made to feel this good so many times… T-To not be satisfied with you, Shun-sama… that’s absolutely impossible… I-I believe that…”

“S-So… you don’t need to… worry about that. From what I hear, Sasai-san and Yamamoto-san are truly satisfied… T-They must want you to seek them as much as you want…”

“…O-Of course, you don’t need to push yourself…! If you did, everyone would be sad… T-The two of them, Yuki-sama, Kaori-sama… they all want your happiness…”

Her words make me realize how much kindness surrounds me. Yuki and Mom as family, Asagi-san and Maki-san as lovers, and Yukari-san as both—all women too good for me.

I’m always anxious about meeting their expectations, sometimes feeling crushed by the pressure. Can I be a good brother, son, lover? That worry always lingers.

“…I-I’m always… worried if I’m meeting expectations… N-Not just now, I think I’m causing trouble or worry…”

This feeling hasn’t changed from my old world, making me feel unworthy of happiness.

But Yukari-san, my family, and lovers all say I’m fine as I am. I have flaws to fix, but their acceptance of my existence is endlessly precious.

“E-Even in daily life… a-as a lover… I want to try hard… S-So, if I’m lacking, please tell me right away…!”

In my old world, I gave up on being acknowledged early on. It was a habit from school, and by adulthood, it was hopeless.

But in this situation, I might become a decent person. So many people close to me care about me.

“N-No flaws… none at all…!”

Blushing, Yukari-san dips her mouth into the water, blowing bubbles shyly while gazing at me.

In the laundry room, she retrieves my underwear from the washer-dryer. Glancing away, she hands it to me before quickly slipping into a T-shirt.

Stealing glances, I return to my sleepwear. What’s happening still feels unreal.

“…Shun-sama, you must be tired… W-Will you rest…?”

She’s right; I’m sleepy. It feels wrong for a man to sleep first, but I can’t fight it.

Saying, “Y-Yes… sorry…,” she replies, “N-No…!” and leads me to the futon. Her bedding is wet from squirting, but mine seems fine.

“I-I’ll change these sheets before sleeping… P-Please, lie down without worry…”

I lie down, led along. The two futons, once joined, now have a slight gap.

“I-I absolutely won’t do anything while you rest…!” she says, perhaps proving her intent. It feels a bit lonely, but it’s her kindness.

In this world, women’s strong desires can lead to assaulting men, a crime. Her declaration not to force anything feels like a vow, which I arrogantly interpret.

Wondering if this is presumptuous, I close my eyes. Thoughts of napping briefly are pushed aside as sleep overtakes me.

“Good night… Shun-sama…”

Recognizing her words, I slip into darkness, praying this isn’t a delusion.

I meant to nap, but I slept solidly for seven hours. Rising, the wall clock nears 8 a.m. Footsteps patter from beyond the sliding door.

As my mind clears, I realize Yukari-san’s awake, working. I worry if it’s okay to just get up.

Cautiously, I open the half-open door to the living room. She’s setting plates on the table, doing chores as usual.

“Ah…! Shun-sama, g-good morning…! I-Is your body okay…?”

She treats me like I’m recovering from illness. I should be the one concerned, but she’s blushing, not sluggish.

“…G-Good morning… I-I’m fine, but… Yukari-san, are you…”

“I-I’m totally fine…! M-More energetic than usual… T-Thanks to you, Shun-sama…!”

Answering with a straightened back, she’s in her usual apron, hair in a ponytail, making her home feel like my daily life.

“I was about to call you… I-I’ll prepare, so please wait…!”

As she toasts bread and brings a salad bowl, saying, “I-I’ll finish quickly…!” I can’t offer to help and just sit.

Regretting not helping, we eat facing each other. The colorful, nutritious breakfast is delicious, like always.

But her movements seem stiffer, still tense. I, too, feel unsteady in this situation.

“…U-Um, Shun-sama… D-Do you… have any regrets…? A-About… making someone like me, an older woman… y-your lover…?”

Near the meal’s end, she asks.

“…N-No…! T-To be in… that kind of relationship with you, Yukari-san… I-I’m definitely happy…!”

Suppressing the thought that my words are creepy, I share my honest feelings, believing she won’t find them gross.

But I can’t help feeling anxious.

“B-But… Yukari-san, me… being with multiple women at once… A-Are you really okay with that…? I-I’m a bit worried about that…”

Even if polygamy is allowed, I struggle to understand it. If Asagi-san or Maki-san were with other men, I’d hate it, honestly.

They’ve assured me that’s impossible, but I still wonder how they see me, feeling floaty.

“…I-It’s not bad at all…!”

She answers clearly.

“M-Men… loving multiple women in polygamy is almost unheard of… I-I don’t know what society thinks, but…”

“B-But you, Shun-sama, can surely make many women happy… Y-You’re a rare, cool man. I-I’d never want to stop that with my selfish desires…”

“…A-And you should connect with many people, get close… T-To reduce lonely or troubled times, your happiness matters… I-I selfishly think that…”

Calling me a cool man is too generous, but she seems to see my core.

I’ve shut out others’ words, overthinking alone, creating an ugly monster. Being with others might be better for me. The issue is, being with me feels like a punishment.

In this world, everyone stays with me. I must cherish that deeply.

“…Th-Thank you… But you, Yukari-san… should be more selfish… Y-You always go along with me…”

What can I do? I don’t want her, my lover, to feel tense. Even if she used me for sex, I’d be okay with it.

Looking up, she thinks, then shakes her head slightly, answering.

“Th-That’s kind, but… I-I don’t want to be too selfish… I-It feels wrong to Yuki-sama…”

I should say she’s not selfish, but in that moment, I think of Yuki.

Yuki, who finds me attractive as a brother and man, I’ve delayed addressing, hiding behind our sibling bond while accepting other women’s affection.

She accepts it without disgust. But I feel a sense of unfairness, a breach of trust.

“Shun-sama… I-Is something wrong…?”

My thoughts were starting to get jumbled when Yukari-san spoke to me. There’s no need for her to feel bad about Yuki. It’s all because of my lack of resolve.

“…U-Um, Yukari-san… I know it’s sudden after yesterday, and you might get mad… but I-I really want to clarify…”

There are two main reasons I put off Yuki’s confession. First, I thought about her meeting a man far better than me in the future.

I told her that, but she insists no man could be better than me. I think that’s impossible, but she says she wants to give her virginity to me.

The second is my fear that sex between siblings might be taboo. And I’ve been too hesitant to confirm it.

I could’ve asked Yukari-san or Mom, or looked it up online. Avoiding it, I simply lacked the resolve to take Yuki’s first time.

“Y-Yes…! I-I’m okay with anything…!”

But now, having become lovers with Yukari-san, who lives with us, I can’t leave things vague with Yuki. It depends on my resolve.

So, I ask.

“…I-Is it… okay for family… a brother and sister… t-to get close like that…?”

My words are vague, but the tension on Yukari-san’s face shows she understands.

It might not be right to ask a woman whose virginity I took yesterday. But besides Mom, Yukari-san is the only one I can ask. Asagi-san and Maki-san are likely only children, and this involves this world’s norms.

“O-Of course, you might think I’m joking…! B-But… Yuki saying she likes me… not just as a brother but as a man… I-I’m happy about it…”

“B-But… is it really okay for siblings to have that kind of relationship…? H-How does society see it, or others… I-I think I need to understand that properly…”

“I-I know I shouldn’t ask this of you, my lover… S-Sorry…!”

If sibling sex is forbidden, Yukari-san would tell me. Either way, I leaned on her kindness to ask.

“P-Please, lift your head…!”

As I bow, she stops me. I’d deserve a slap, but she searches for words, looking at me.

“…I-I knew Yuki-sama adores you, Shun-sama… A-And lately, you’ve been accepting it… I-I thought I understood…”

“B-But… hearing you say you want that… i-it’s an amazing feeling, and I’m so grateful you told me…!”

Hesitating, she asks.

“I-It’s a heavy… shocking topic, but… c-can I share the general perspective…?”

I reply, “P-Please…! N-No need to hold back…!” meeting her gaze. She takes a breath and speaks carefully.

“Actually, brothers and sisters, or sisters and brothers, are said to easily become sexual… A-And over half the time, it’s… the woman forcing it…”

“B-But since it’s within the family, not everything is clear… I-It’s a complainant crime, meaning unless the man reports it to the police, it’s not an issue, even if it’s a crime…”

Complainant crimes, I recall, were abolished in my old world, but they exist here. Indeed, family matters stay hidden unless someone speaks out.

“Opposite-sex family members becoming lovers, even entering de facto marriages… i-it’s not uncommon. O-Of course, there are cases of genuine mutual attraction…”

She pauses, then exclaims, “B-But…!”

“In your case, Shun-sama… y-you seem to have such affectionate feelings for Yuki-sama… I-I never imagined such a situation…!”

“…A-About sex… it’s not prohibited at all… F-Forced acts are an issue, but seeing you two, I can say with certainty that’s not the case…!”

Trusting me and Yuki, she earnestly explains society’s view. She seems to regret the “dark topic,” but I’m only grateful.

“…I-If you and Yuki-sama truly care for each other… I-I’d absolutely bless it… A-And Kaori-sama wouldn’t stop it. She’s always told me she’s happy you two get along…”

Of course, I need to tell Mom my thoughts clearly, and Asagi-san and Maki-san too. Then, it’s just about my resolve.

“…U-Um, we just became lovers, and I’m bringing up this… B-But my desire to be with you, Yukari-san, absolutely won’t change…!”

It might not be pleasing, but I felt I had to say it. Whether my words, from someone with three lovers and lusting for his sister, resonate is unclear.

“…T-To hear that… i-it’s an overwhelming honor…!”

I don’t want to burden Yukari-san, who accepts my selfishness, any further.

Finishing breakfast, we clear the dishes. Determined, I shout, “I-I’ll wash the dishes…!” and start scrubbing with soap.

Yukari-san says, “N-No, I’ll do it…!” but I feel I’ve relied on her too much. In daily life, fine, but I need to stop letting my lover do everything.

“…Really, Shun-sama…”

She starts to say something, but it’s too quiet to hear. I lack the courage to ask her to repeat it.

Urged by Yukari-san, I prepare and leave the apartment. It’s close enough to bike or walk, but she doesn’t want me overexerting.

“You… s-shouldn’t get tired…!”

She might still worry about my exhaustion yesterday. I think I need to build more stamina.

Yukari-san told me Yuki’s at tutoring today. So, I muster my courage to tell Mom my thoughts.

Five minutes by car, my familiar house comes into view. Deep breathing, I think about Yukari-san and Yuki.

“Welcome back, you two… Did you have fun?”

As we reach the living room, Mom, on the sofa, asks us. Yukari-san straightens, answering, “Y-Yes…!” clearly tense.

Seeing me nod, Mom says, “So, from today, you two are… in the throes of youth, huh?” urging us to sit.

Yukari-san hesitates, but Mom says, “Come on, I want to hear about it,” so she cautiously sits beside me, flanked by Mom and her.

“U-Um…! Th-This time, thanks to Kaori-sama’s kindness, I-I spent time with Shun-sama… a-and, u-um, stayed in the same room overnight… a-and…”

Yukari-san blurts out yesterday’s events, but Mom stops her with, “It’s okay?”

Looking at me, Mom asks, “…Shun-kun, you and Yukari-san… became lovers, right?”

I hear Yukari-san gasp, but I avoid her gaze, telling Mom.

“Y-Yeah… I-It might be wrong to pursue a housekeeper, but… I-I want Yukari-san as my lover…”

Yukari-san says, “I-I’m the one who pursued him…!” but Mom smiles, “Fufu, I see…”

“If that’s what you want, Shun-kun, and Yukari-chan’s okay with it… I’ve got nothing to say. Just… keep the passionate stuff discreet at home, okay?”

Her words make me blush, and I feel Yukari-san trembling. Mom’s slightly mischievous smile is beautiful yet cute.

“A-And…! U-Um, Mom… I-I need to tell you something… o-or confirm…”

I try to dive into the main topic before my resolve wanes. My voice starts loud but fades.

“Of course, anything’s fine. No need to hold back,” Mom says, smiling. It might break her smile, but I have to ask her.