A Man Who Lost Confidence, to a Gentle Chastity-Reversed World

Chapter 49: Pounding Heart and Lust ☆

“…No, I think you’re kind, Shun-kun. Not just me, but Maki, Yuki-chan, everyone probably thinks so.”

Asagi-san, though flustered, looks at me and offers comfort. I reply, “…Yeah, thanks,” but I keep spilling my thoughts.

“It’s nice you think that… but you’re overestimating me. I’m not kind… I just lack the courage to express myself.”

Even now, analyzing myself like this feels wrong, but I can’t stop.

“…If I assert myself, I worry everyone will abandon me… I’m not doubting you or disbelieving you, Asagi-san… I’m just weak…!”

I start looking down, losing sight of her. She’s a woman too precious for me, yet I’m unloading my feelings on her.

“…Everyone says they like me, but I feel I’m not meeting their feelings… I worry saying something will seem gross… and above all, I lack confidence.”

Asagi-san listens quietly. She should be fed up with my dark ramblings, but she’s truly kind.

Still, I hurl the depths of my heart at my lover.

“…If a cooler, truly kind man appeared, could I hold onto you, Asagi-san…? I don’t have that confidence…!”

My ugly, dim heart is fully exposed before her.

“I don’t deserve to say this… but if you left me, I don’t know what I’d do… I’m sorry, I…”

At that moment, her soft, girlish scent envelops me. Asagi-san hugs me tightly, speaking gently.

“Shun-kun, it’s okay. I’m here, I won’t ever leave… I’m yours, okay?”

Still embracing me, she whispers in my ear.

“…Remember what I said when I confessed? I started chasing you with my eyes… At first, it was just curiosity about a rare guy who didn’t flinch when girls talked to him.”

Her sweet, kind voice resonates despite my selfishness, and I listen earnestly.

“But that changed. Your shy, yet accepting smile felt so fresh… so attractive to me.”

Taking a breath, she continues.

“…When Maki and I linked arms with you walking home, you were embarrassed but let us. Any other guy would’ve shaken us off… by then, you were already special to me. I wanted to know you more, talk more… I never imagined I’d give you my virginity, though.”

Blushing, she makes me recall that moment of her first time, my body heating up.

“I was curious about naughty things… but actual sex felt heavenly, and you made your cock hard with that naughty face… I don’t want to let that cock go.”

Her breath grazes my neck, her voice trembling slightly. Noticing my expression, she shifts to a flustered tone.

“Oh, it’s not just your cock… I’d never met a guy who cared about girls’ feelings… and being with you feels so safe.”

Her praise is too much, yet she speaks without a hint of joking.

“…If I could have a lover, it had to be you, Shun-kun. So I confessed, heart pounding. I was torn between believing it’d work out since we’d come this far, and fearing you were just humoring me.”

“…Even after becoming lovers, we’ve had lots of sex, you’ve filled my pussy so much… I can only be satisfied with your cock now… even when I masturbate, I only think of you.”

She laughs, “I should’ve said it before Mom spilled it.”

“That’s me, so I’d never fall for another guy… A cooler, kinder guy won’t appear to me. I’d never betray you, Shun-kun. As long as you’re with me… I’m your ally!”

Her words stir my heart, loosening my tears. I’m crying like an idiot, and she keeps holding me.

“You’re a kind boy, Shun-kun. Thinking and worrying about us makes you cool.”

Her indulgent words make her seem like a saint or angel.

“…I’m sorry, Asagi-san… you’re always protecting me…”

“No way. I just want to match your kindness… so when you’re hurting, I want to be there, listening, ehehe.”

“Maki would say the same,” she laughs. She might sense I plan to tell Yamamoto-san the same.

“Maki’s known you longer than me… so make sure to tell her your feelings clearly.”

Smiling softly, she makes a request. She’s far more mature than me.

“…Thanks, Asagi-san. I haven’t given you anything back…”

As I hang my head, she pulls away, looking at me with a slightly exasperated expression.

“You’ve given me so many memories… don’t worry about that.”

Still, I feel guilt and obligation. I need to repay Asagi-san for melting my heart.

As I start to ponder, she takes my hand, pulling me up from the sofa. Blushing shyly, she asks.

“…You said you’d keep me no matter what… that’s true, right…?”

Her question hits my possessiveness, and I answer honestly, not wanting to lie.

“Y-Yeah… I don’t want you to go anywhere… I know it’s selfish…”

Hearing me, she fidgets, then replies with an upturned gaze.

“No, it’s not selfish at all. It’s the best thing you could say. You want to keep me all to yourself, right?”

I nod nervously, and she laughs, “Nihehe.” I relax, waiting for her words.

“…Honestly, I’m thinking the same now. Of course, Maki and others come first, but when it’s just us, I can’t help wanting you all to myself.”

Her words, from such a beautiful girl, make my heart race uncontrollably. Her alluring gaze stays on me.

“So, just for now, can I make a request… okay?”

I answer slowly, “O-Of course, anything’s fine…”

Catching my eyes, she shyly makes her request.

“…Shun-kun, will you come to bed with me?”

Her naughty invitation, so unfit for me, makes me nod reflexively. My cute, kind lover smiles happily, and my cock twitches.

Entering her room and closing the door, my cock is already rock-hard. Call me shallow, but the anticipation of sex with Asagi-san, a beautiful yet erotic girl, fills my weak heart instantly.

Sitting on the bed, facing each other, we’re still shy despite countless times together, retaining a hint of innocence.

“Maybe it’s my imagination, but I think you’re most confident during naughty things. When you’re pounding your cock into me, it feels like… you’re doing what you truly want…”

She asks if I’m presumptuous, and I shake my head, “…No.”

“Honestly, with you, Asagi-san… I can’t stop my excitement… I might not be gentle, I’m sorry…”

She smiles shyly, saying, “Don’t apologize.”

“…If you’re excited, we’re the same. You’re like a dream guy… but if so, I want you to be more forceful, maybe mess me up. That might suit you.”

Her words shock me, and I deny it.

“N-No way… I’m the one making you do naughty things…”

I’m always making her do erotic things, so I’m the selfish one. But she doesn’t waver.

“No, I’m not forced. But… I’ve always wanted you to pound my pussy hard…”

Her bold claim, eyes averted, is intensely erotic, building further.

“…Sorry. I just want that too. Last night, masturbating thinking of your cock… I started wanting the real you to do it.”

Her masturbating to me drives me wild, and she layers more emotions onto me.

“Of course, your usual gentle, caring way makes me so happy… but today, I want you to mess me up. Is that selfish?”

It’s not selfish—it’s an irresistible invitation, my cock hardening more. But I’m anxious I can’t pull it off.

“Let me ask again… you don’t hate naughty things, right?”

Her slightly anxious question prompts my honest answer.

“Honestly, I love naughty things… with you, I’d do it endlessly, but I don’t know if I can be forceful…”

She smiles, responding.

“…I want to do it countless times too. I want you to do it your way, so I’d never be dissatisfied.”

With a lustful smile, she kisses me. I’ll never get used to her soft lips, but the brief kiss turns into a deep, adult one, devouring each other.

“…Haa, Shun-kun… Shun-kun…”

Our tongues entwine wetly. As she savors mine deeply, my desires surface, swept by her actions.

During the kiss, she says, “Mm, can I take these off?” and starts removing my pants, stroking my erect cock through my underwear.

“Nfuu, it’s so hard… puhaa.”

After a final lick of my lips, her face moves to my cock, pleased at its hardness through the fabric.

But as she starts to pull down my underwear, she stops. “…This way, it’s just me again,” she murmurs, then begins slipping off her dress.

Now in white underwear, she kisses me lightly.

“…If it excites you, Shun-kun… you can do anything to my body.”

“…They’re not big, but my breasts, my butt… touch wherever you like, and whenever you want… if you release lots of cum, I’d be happy.”

Her provocative words make my cock strain. Being told this by a cute lover, it’s impossible not to feel it.

“…You always cherish me, Shun-kun. Today, you don’t need to hold back. I’ll take all your lust. Because I’m…”

Your ally, she says, giving me a radiant smile.

“Asagi-san… I… I…!”

My heart wavers. My cock is rock-hard, overflowing with desire to have sex with her.

Still, I’m anxious I might hurt her if I lose control. I lack confidence to avoid overstepping.

Then, her sweet scent tickles my nose, and a soft sensation envelops me. She’s removed her bra, her breasts pressing against my chest.

She guides my right hand to her panties, where her dripping wetness is evident, revealing her arousal.

“…Haa, sorry, Shun-kun. I said all that, but… my pussy’s already soaked… just thinking of your cock in front of me, I can’t stop…!”

The drenched sensation pushes my excitement past restraint. As I gape, she delivers the final push.

“…So, my pussy… wants your hard, thick, cool cock, Shun-kun… I want it deep, stirring me up… I’m sorry it’s gross…!”

Her writhing, rubbing her breasts against me, makes me resolve. If I go too far and she dislikes it, I’ll apologize.

I glance at Asagi-san’s expression, my hands on her panties’ edges, slipping them down. Her budding pubic hair and beautiful slit come into view, soon fully exposed.

The panties in my hands feel heavy. Setting them aside carefully, I quietly remove my underwear, revealing my cock, straining upward.

“…It feels bigger than before… so big…”

Asagi-san stares, face flushed. With more daily ejaculations, including masturbation, my cock might be getting stronger.

We face each other in missionary position. I’m growing fond of this position, seeing her body while moving my cock, but that’s my selfish thought.

“If it hurts, I’ll stop right away…!”

As I position my cock at her slit, I blurt out. I can’t be ruthless. She smiles at my words.

“…Thanks. But it’s okay. Just pour all your pain into my pussy, that’s enough…”

She spreads her slit with her fingers, inviting me. Her pink, beautiful pussy twitches, tempting my cock.

Can I satisfy her? Anxiety lingers, but my cock’s tip is already slipping inside. Unconsciously, I’m eager to enter her.

“It’s… coming in… so hard…”

As it slides in, her expression grows increasingly erotic, her pussy clenching tightly. I reach her depths, but the grip is stronger than usual, and I might cum if I’m not careful.

“Ehehe… your cock… it’s so warm…”

Her happy smile eases the clench slightly. Thinking I can move now, I ask.

“…Is it okay to move a lot…?”

My vague words are met with her cute, lustful smile.

“…Love me a lot…?”

I take her words to heart. Gripping her slim waist, I move my cock, starting slowly, then gradually faster.

“Nn, ahh, faster, it’s okay… ahh, it’s good, so hard, fwa, ahn…!”

Trusting her, I thrust faster, as best I can. I can’t match porn’s rapid pistons, but I drive my cock deep, desperate to please her.

“Ahh, haan! It feels so good, Shun-kun, thrust more, it’s okay… hyaan…!”

Her plea makes me unstoppable. Her pussy squelches as I stir it with my cock. Her beautiful breasts bounce with each thrust, making my cock harder.

My grip on her waist tightens. I don’t have the composure to worry about her anger; I thrust recklessly. The sound of flesh slapping echoes with her high-pitched voice.

“Nnaaah! Shun-kun, it’s amazing… scraping me, I love it, feels so good…!”

I notice a slightly different texture on the upper side of her pussy—a small, raised spot. Each time I rub it, she moans louder.

“There… no, it’s too much, I feel it so hard…! Hya, no, I’m gonna cum… ahh…!”

She screams, then collapses backward, limp. Breathing heavily, she gazes at me with an erotic expression. Her pussy’s tight grip makes me struggle to hold back.

“Asagi-san, sorry, are you okay…?”

“…I’m fine… it just felt too good… I didn’t know my pussy had a spot like that…”

Her speech is slightly slurred, but she’s conscious, staring dreamily at our joined parts.

“Haa… your cock’s still so hard… it really loves me, such a cool cock…”

“…Sorry for all the vulgar words. But I can’t hold back… if you cum a lot like this, I’d be happy.”

She reaches out. I embrace her, thrusting even harder.

“Hya, ahn, ahn, aaahn, Shun-kun, I love you, your cock, everything… aaah…!”

Her love for me is unbearably precious. All I can do is express it by pounding my cock into her.

Her face melts with pleasure before me. Kissing her lips lightly, she keeps moaning cutely with my thrusts.

“Asagi-san, I… you…”

I pause, wondering if I can say it, if I’m allowed.

But I resolve to bare my heart to her.