A Love-Comedy Comes Along with Sex! ~ It Seems the Human Race Will Perish Unless I, Who has Zero Dating Experience, Use my Cheat Penis to Create a Harem and Ensure the Proliferation of Our Descendants ~

Chapter 35: Asamura Mai’s Soliloquy

“Why! Why did he leave!!!”

I couldn’t help but bang my desk. The gazes of the surrounding teachers immediately converged on me.

“W-what’s wrong!?”

My colleague, Azuma-sensei, sitting next to me, exclaimed in surprise.

“O-oh, s-sorry. It’s nothing…”

I thought I had made a mistake, but I managed to suppress my embarrassment and returned to my computer work with a calm face. My head was full of thoughts about him, but I had to act normally so that no one would notice. I could see that the gazes of the surrounding teachers were gradually disappearing.

“If there’s something wrong, you should tell me… hehe.”

The usually kind Azuma-sensei said that and then returned to her work. It was not good to cause trouble for those around me. I had to calm down quickly.

I took a deep breath to organize my thoughts.

My name is Asamura Mai. I am an English teacher and the homeroom teacher of Class 1-2.

I am in my first year of teaching at this school. I am still a novice teacher with no experience. In my student days, I was not good at communicating, and I was also very quiet, so I was an outcast in my class. I was often mocked and teased by the popular kids in the class, and I don’t have many good memories from my student days. I had few friends, and I had never had a boyfriend. Of course, I have no such experience.

No, I ‘had’ no such experience. Until just a little while ago.

I pretend to be a strict teacher to hide my dark and weak self. And, by doing so, I make sure that the students don’t look down on me. By acting like an unapproachable and cold teacher, I don’t have to deal with troublesome students, and they don’t talk to me either. For me, who is not good at communicating, it’s convenient that they don’t take the initiative in communicating with me. If people knew that I was shy and not good at talking, I would be finished as a teacher.

That’s why I take a tough attitude towards my students.

But there is just one student. I showed my true self to that student. His name is Nanase Hiro. In a way, he is a problem child in the class. He talks during class, he doesn’t do his homework, and so on. To be honest, I didn’t like such a student.

However, one day…

“Do you want to get along with the students?”

He guessed my true feelings. Instead of pushing me away, he looked at me kindly. He wanted to see my true self.

I was not good at dealing with students, so I had given up. I thought it was impossible to get along with the students. But in reality, I wanted to get along with everyone and chat with them casually.

He had seen through my true feelings in one go.

Come to think of it, this was the first time we had talked alone.

He was easy to talk to, and I was very attracted to him.

But he was a student. Yes, he was a student.

My heart was filled with him.

“But now, I find you endearing. You seem more human, and I feel a sense of closeness with you.”

His honest eyes and words grabbed my heart. My heartbeat quickened. The flow of blood in my body sped up, and my body temperature rose.

“So I think you shouldn’t force yourself. Just do what you want, without holding yourself back..”

He had found my true self.

Oh, I can’t hide it anymore.

My heartbeat is too loud. My cheeks are getting hot. I realized my feelings. This was my first time experiencing such feelings.

“Is that so… thank you. Really.”

I buried my face in his chest, hiding my red cheeks and my forbidden feelings. I couldn’t leave him for a while.

After that day, he stopped coming to school. I panicked, thinking it might be my fault, but it seemed he was unwell. I was worried. I wanted to be by his side. But as a teacher, I shouldn’t have these feelings. My feelings were all over the place, and I couldn’t sort them out.

But I wanted to see him soon.

We reunited a few days later.

I was waiting in the classroom because I heard he would be coming to school late. I wanted to hand over various submissions and documents directly to him. But he didn’t come, no matter how long I waited. As the sun began to set, I lay my head on the teacher’s desk and fell asleep without realizing it.

Then…

“Good morning, Sensei.”

When I woke up, my beloved was there.

“Fuhyahh?!?!”

I let out a weird, surprised sound. A blunder I’ll remember forever. I ended up showing my messy, half-awake face… and on top of that, in this totally lame outfit too…

“S-Since when have you bee nhere…?”

“Oh, about half an hour ago.”

It was just a few days, but those few days felt long. I was really happy to see him again. But at the same time, I felt something was different.

—Was he this mature?

The boy in front of me had changed his atmosphere completely in just a few days. How to put it… he’s got this new air about him, almost sensual, yet calm. It’s like he’s no longer someone you’d consider just a high schooler.

I soon found out the reason.

I forced him to surrender to me. I wasn’t going to miss this chance. I kissed him under the influence of the atmosphere, and I even gave him a blowjob.

Of course, I had never done such a thing before. But I couldn’t help but want to taste his penis.

—Did I ever had such a high sex drive?

I thought so, but I still wanted to suck him. It was very satisfying.

“Nnh! Ngoh! Gugoh!!!”

I was having sex with a student. Alongside that thrill, there was an excitement in the fact that I was being dominated by him. This must be what they call “irrumatio.” He held my face firmly and, with incredible force, pierced down my throat. It was unbearably painful… but somehow felt even better. Such a wild, primal male. I was utterly intoxicated by him.

Judging by his behavior, he was probably not a virgin.

He must have had experience. Maybe he even had a girlfriend or a fuck buddy right now. I was just a toy to him.

But I thought it was okay. If I could be with him.

I wanted to be touched by him. I wanted to be his.

I could only see him.

However, we didn’t go all the way that day. It was because the security guard came right after and so I put my clothes back on at his instruction. I was disappointed that we couldn’t go all the way, but I looked forward to the next time. Surely next time…

“Sensei Hurry up and get dressed!”

I was relieved as a teacher that the security guard didn’t see us, but I wondered why he knew about it. The key to that was the phone call, but I had no idea who it was from. I decided to ask him about it the next time we met.

Or so I thought. But then… he stopped coming to school again.

I spent my days thinking about him.

I wanted to see him soon… I wanted to do it with him soon…

I wanted to give him my virginity soon…

But then…

He came to school after a long absence, but he didn’t even look at me. He acted as if nothing had happened. No matter how long I waited, there was no contact from him. I was anxious. Was I already useless to him? Did he not need me anymore?

So I took a chance after school.

“Did you have sex with Shinagawa-san? If you don’t want the school to find out, come to the student guidance room after this.”

I heard that he went to the infirmary with Shinagawa-san as soon as he came to school. I was sure it was for that purpose. I was very jealous, but I also felt it was a chance. I thought he would have no hesitation in having sex with me now. But he only had sex with Shinagawa-san and didn’t have sex with me.

I wanted to have sex with him, even if I had to threaten him. It was forceful, but I had no choice. I wanted to make him turn to me.

But that also failed.

I was disturbed by a phone call again.

“Haa…”

I sighed deeply, my head on the desk.

As a teacher, I threatened a student, but I ended up running away.

“What am I doing…?”

My chest was filled with regret and embarrassment. I no longer had the confidence to work at this school.