Chapter 4 – The Girl with Heavy Love

“Ahaha, so you live alone.”

After parting with Sabakutani-san at the station, I took Tokoyami-san straight back to my house. The thought that things might even go all the way crossed my mind and got me excited. But I guess that was just my virgin brain talking.

“What would you like to drink? I have iced tea—black tea, green tea, or barley tea.”

“Please don’t trouble yourself…”

Yeah, figured. I prepared some iced green tea anyway. Then I stepped into the living room and served it.

“Um… why did you save me?”

“You looked so desperate, I figured you might actually try to kill yourself. And sure enough, you did.”

I didn’t have to save her, but I thought it would be better to get a little dirty than regret it later. It was purely for my own mental hygiene.

“I’m so happy…”

She grabbed my sleeve tightly and started crying.

“This is the first time someone has saved me so wonderfully…”

Is that so.

“So, why did you jump?”

“My boyfriend said he wanted to break up.”

“Huh.”

“So I told him if he was breaking up with me, I would jump from a building.”

That was pretty reckless.

“Why… why… I love him so much… why…”

“Your love is a bit heavy, huh?”

“But he said it was fine even if my love was heavy!”

“I can tell you have terrible taste in men.”

“?”

“Guys will say anything to date the girl in front of them. They will claim they are fine with heavy love without any real resolve.”

“That’s… not true, is it?”

“That is exactly how guys lie. Consider it a lesson learned.”

I lightly patted Akira’s head to comfort her.

“So are you being nice to me right now because you want to sleep with me too, Fushimi-kun?”

“Yes, I do.”

Of course I do. If I can sleep with the Moonshadow Goddess, comforting her broken heart is no big deal. That was why I was being nice to Akira.

“Then please be even nicer.”

“Even more? Then I’ll need some extra options.”

“I’ll pay with my body. I’ll do any play you want, Fushimi-kun. So please comfort me…”

Saying that, she stared into my eyes with the fierce gaze of a raptor and pressed her lips to mine.

“Mm… mmm…♡”

She kissed me, then narrowed her eyes in a daze. It was the face of someone burning with a fever.

“Um… I think I’m still pretty cute, you know.”

“Yeah, you are cute, Tokoyami-san.”

“Please call me… Akira.”

“Is it okay for me to call you Akira?”

“Fushimi-kun… no… Nevada-kun can call me that.”

Then another kiss. She took my hand and guided it to her chest.

“Sorry, they aren’t very big…”

“Size isn’t everything.”

Even as I said that, I was still overwhelmed by Sabakutani-san’s massive rack. Hers were probably an H-cup. Akira’s were maybe a C. They were perfectly fine and more than enough to stir a boy’s lust.

“Nevada-kun… Nevada-kun… Nevada-kun…♡”

Akira stole my lips again. But wasn’t she being a little too blind?

“Calm down a bit. Is this actually fun for me?”

“You saved me from jumping to my death, didn’t you?”

“You fell for me just because of that?”

“Yes.”

Too easy!

“What about your ex?”

“He dumped me anyway. Will you accept my heavy love, Nevada-kun?”

“What happens if I say yes?”

“I’ll be doing the walk of shame home this morning.”

“Whoa, hold on… that’s…”

“I’ll give you everything. I’m unfortunately a virgin, but my lips, my breasts, my everything down there—I’ll offer it all. Don’t you want it?”

I really, really wanted it, but still.

“Then the contract is sealed. You can sleep with me whenever you like.”

“A virgin’s dream.”

“Nevada-kun… how is it on your end?”

“On the small side.”

“It’s fine. I don’t mind.”

Hearing that was honestly a relief.

“Wait, we’re seriously doing it?”

“If we don’t do it here, I’ll have to comfort myself in the shower.”

That wasn’t great either.

“Please go out with me. Then I’ll give you all of me.”

“All of you… everything?”

“I don’t have much savings, but I do have the deed to my family’s land.”

Scary. She was dead serious. This girl.

“Oh, and please tell me the security lock on your phone. Since we are lovers, sharing information is a girlfriend’s duty.”

“Don’t act like you’re already my girlfriend.”

“You won’t… go out with me?”

“Nope. And I’m not telling you my phone lock either.”

“But you don’t need any other girls, right? Let’s delete all their numbers and SNS accounts? I’ll take care of you.”

I see. That was heavy love all right.

“That is exactly why you get dumped.”

“Eh? But you don’t need accounts for the opposite sex if you have a lover, right?”

“Well, thanks for your time—”

“Nevada-kun… no… don’t throw me away…”

Akira clung to me desperately. She pressed her breasts against my hands, moaning cutely while kissing me. I ignored that frantic presentation.

“Nevada-kun… I like you… I love you… I won’t give myself to any man but you…”

Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.

“Please. Make me your girlfriend, Nevada-kun.”

“Too much hassle, so no.”

“You’re the only one I have left.”

“There are other guys out there.”

“But you’re the only one who princess-carried me after I tried to jump.”

Unfortunately, that was just harassment.

“Then at least let me delete the other girls’ numbers? We can start dating after that.”

“Absolutely not.”

“Also, at school, you can’t talk to any other girls, okay? If you need someone to talk to, I’ll be right there.”

That is why your love is so heavy, you idiot. Now I get why her boyfriend bailed. Dating a menhera like this would destroy anyone’s sense of self. Trading a one-night mistake for mental agony is what idiots do. And my brand of idiocy was different.