A Childhood Friend, Reunited After 10 Years Acts Deredere With Me - Chapter 6 - Touch

I have a boy I like. I remember when I slept in the same room and in the same bed with Kurokawa Sora, someone I am embarrassed to even mention by name, I really felt like I was going to attack him, but I managed to hold back. Even now, I sometimes feel like I’m about to attack him, but I clench my fists tightly and hold on. Well, I’m getting off track now. Well, in conclusion, I am not interested in any man other than Sora. Not at all, not at all, not even a little bit.

There are many reasons for this, but the biggest is that he was my first love. He was the one who changed my colorless world when I was in kindergarten, so there is no way I can forget him.

“Fuu…”

So I parted from Sora at the shoe box because he couldn’t get involved in this incident. I felt that this was very similar to the trouble that happened in the United States.

I was unwilling, but I was popular with boys because I had a body that was popular with men. But I was bullied by girls who didn’t like it. America is quite free and uninhibited, so it is much worse than Japan. I was grabbed by the hair and beaten up…

(Haha…I am the worst…)

The dark part of me that I can never tell Sora. It is true that I came to Japan because I wanted to see Sora, but there is one more reason. I used my desire to see Sora as an excuse to escape from the bullies. Hearing this, Sora would be disillusioned.

This is also an ugly part of me, I don’t want Sora to hate me. That’s why I don’t want to talk about it.

“But…”

I think I can bear it because Sora is right next to me. If Sora were to disappear… I don’t know what will happen to me…

I turned the doorknob on the rooftop with these thoughts in mind.

“….”

A dazzling sunset greeted me, the exact opposite of my dark feelings. Then, a large amount of trash rained down on me.

“Yay! Nice shot!”

“Kyahahahaha! Are you okay? You’re covered in garbage!”

“You really thought it was a confession, didn’t you?! A promiscous woman like you!”

There were three classmates in particular who had a lot of ill will toward me. I don’t remember their names. I closed and locked the rooftop door. Now, even if I wanted to see the scene on the rooftop, I couldn’t because the doorway was blocked. There are not even security cameras here, which are usually off-limits, so I can never be seen by Sora who might possibly come to the rooftop.

“I didn’t have any expectations. So, what do you guys want from me?

“Hah? What’s with that attitude? Don’t get carried away!”

She threw a paper ball at me while saying that. That made me unintentionally laugh.

 “What are you laughing at…”

“No… this is much more childish than the Americans…”

I honestly thought so, and I can’t help it. I mean, in the U.S., the difference in muscle strength between men and women was so overwhelming that I was just left to my own devices, not a princess begging for help without making any effort.

“Hey, can you keep quiet about what happened here?”

I was a little nervous about my first fight, but my body was telling me that I could beat these three. But at that moment, a figure climbs the rooftop fence with one hand.

“Alice, you don’t have to get your hands dirty. Let me, a man, do this kind of work.”

The person who I didn’t want to show this side of me, my beloved, saw me.