10 years had passed since I started playing the game of sekkusu with my childhood friend. - Chapter 27. But still, I got to do what I still can, at the very least.

27. But still, I got to do what I still can, at the very least.

This was going to be the last time we played sekkusu.

I also had those thought too. In the first place, it was definitely wrong to continue such a strange promise we made when we were little, to the point that we are now in high school.

It was probably that, Haruhime was also thinking along the same lines. Of course that’s as it should be.

“I am sorry.”

I covered myself with the faded blanket and pushed Haruhime down on the bed.

“Te–teh……–chan.”

She raised her voice in surprise.

But soon she relaxed, accepting me. Haruhime did not reject my touch coming at her.

“Haruhime, I — I AM …….”

I couldn’t come up with the next words.

No matter what I say, I am sure I will not be able to convey anything. After all, what is going on with my own head, is something that I don’t know and even understand in the first place.

This, body.

Haruhime’s body.

It’s so soft to touch, making me feel safe and secure, with a slightly higher temperature than mine.

“You see,…… Tet-chan. It’s only for a little while, okay.”

“…… un.”

“But let’s make this adult game as our last time.”

“Un.”

Then what are we even?

All of the blurr of the mind that was related to Haruhime, which I had been carrying around until now, all was manifested in those very words. After all, this relationship was wrong from the very first cause itself.

I slowly had my hand go on towards Haruhime’s bre**ts.

In the back of my mind, I could recall the image of Haruhi in her swimsuit today.

“Ah……nn!”

Haruhime moaned in a whisper.

I recalled the warmth of her. Including the tenderness of her skin when it touched her, and a frightened shiver, as if she was afraid. Imagining the shape of her breasts touching my skin at that time, and in that process, I understood that my feelings for her were heightened.

I just can’t hold it back.

“Tet–chan …….”

She whispers my name.

Her skin touches my own. My hips move frantically in an empty space. While imagining the time where we touch each other, I could feel my mind swelling up with unsolved desire.

“I–~ya, A–ah.”

Haruhime exhales accompanying the time and movement of my hips. Although she seems to be aroused, but this was all just fake.

This, what was between us, was nothing but a fake relationship.

But the body that touched me was real, and I know for sure that Haruhime is indeed over here. The smell of her hair, her comfortable skin. All are definitely real.

“……a……un~nn.”

She shows a somewhat ecstatic look on her face. The way she looks, was just so charming and adorable. If I could, I’d would just strip off her clothes right now, and with that, as our last time, I would just go to the very end, and cross the line.

However, I am incapable of doing that.

For, if I did that, my relationship with Haruhime would become irrevocably, irreparably, and something messed up all in all.

I am so afraid of that happening that I just can’t help it.

After all, this is at the end of all just a game of sekkusu. And since I am not trying to cross the line which can still be called a game, I can remain while not hurting myself in the process.

“Tet-chan,…… our parents, it seems they’re back,……”

“Haruhime whispers into my ears in that darkened room.”

That’s the signals of where this end.

In the end, I ended up not being able to overstep nor even able to escape from the boundaries of this fake game all in all.