I'll Never Lose To My First Love Who Acts As My Older Sister! - Episode 2: Being in the worst possible predicament is not a reason to give up.
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- Episode 2: Being in the worst possible predicament is not a reason to give up.
TL/ED: Kominatsu 子美夏
Sunday morning, June 19th.
It was an angel in an apron that snapped me out of my reverie and brought me back to a world of light.
“Good morning, Shuichiro-kun.”
“Ma…ya…?”
“Hmm? You’re still sleepy? Who else can it be other than me?”
A large, white, moe-sleeved hoodie and hot pants with a family apron.
Who is this precious woman? Is it Maaya Sato?
“Why is Maaya in my room…?”
“Why…? Because we’re a family.”
Perhaps Maaya had opened the curtains since fresh sunlight was streaming in.
“Oh, I made breakfast, so let’s go eat.”
“…”
“Hmm? Are you still sleepy?”
“I see… this is a dream. It has to be.”
“No, no, no, no. We’re a family now, remember?”
“The dream of Mahoroba will fade away like a bubble.”
[TL: Mahoroba is an ancient Japanese word meaning “a wonderful place” and “a comfortable place to live”.]
“Yeah… sometimes I also speak in my sleep.”
“Oh, yes. This is a sword and a shield that I created in order to defeat the small fry who have foolishly mocked me as the child of a single parent. It’s also a body-melding type. Good night.”
“Why are you dropping a serious past on such a peaceful morning? Come on, wake up!”
“Is this a dream? A dream of a warm and happy home. I wish I wouldn’t wake up from this.”
“Eh? You’re exaggerating it.”
“Mu, uh… hm…”
“Don’t dive in deeper into your dream! I mean, we’re really a family now, we’re brother and sister.”
We are… family…? Brother and sister? What?
Brother and sister…?
“Oh, You’re awake now? Good morning, Shuichiro-kun.”
“No, I’ve actually been conscious for a little while now, but good morning, Maaya.”
“It’s fine, actually, wait no, uh… What’s wrong?”
“I thought about it! Tsu~ tsu~”
“Oh, I see. You’re still not awake, are you? Sleeping time is over.”
“Maaya.”
“Hmm? What? Is there something you want to tell your sister?”
“Good night, darkness will consume me.”
“Huh? Yeah, good night… wait no! Don’t go in! Don’t let the darkness consume you!”
“This must be a dream. It has to be.”
“What’s with the tone of voice? Hey!”
In a good mood, Maaya forcefully took the sheets from me.
I grabbed the sheet and resisted until the end, and rolled toward Maaya as if I were being dragged, but…
“Tsu~ tsu~”
“Hmm? What’s wrong?
Maaya, no matter how much you try, you’re too vulnerable!
Perhaps it was because of her mid-back posture, but I could see Maaya’s cleavage through the gap in her hoodie.
They were as pale as if they were covered in snow, and to be honest, they were much larger and fuller than the other girls in my class.
And it shakes every time she moves.
I averted my eyes elsewhere, but that means I’m conscious of her as a person of the opposite sex, despite her becoming my sister.
There’s no denying the possibility that it will be exposed.
Hmm? Wait a minute?
“Hey, at this rate the breakfast is going to be cold.”
“Oh, yeah, I’ll be up in no time. I’m done fooling around.”
Calm down. The first priority is to analyze the situation.
To be honest, I could still see Maaya’s breast as I got up from the bed.
But for some odd reason, Maaya is unaware of it.
To put it simply, she is too defenseless.
I was proud of the fact that we were best friends who trusted each other, but even if you exclude that, she wasn’t wary of me at all.
But is that really the case?
Is that how Maaya thinks of me?
Does that mean she doesn’t see me as a love interest because I’m her brother?
I’m beat…!
It’s obvious if you think about it!
Maaya knew that we were going to be brother and sister before I did.
Then it’s possible that the preparation period for recognizing me as her brother is already over!
“I feel hot. Do I have a fever?”
“Did the oxygen in your head stop circulating?”
Maaya placed her forehead against mine, but …… this time I could see more than just her cleavage.
Maaya’s lips were close enough to kiss if I moved a little closer.
“I don’t think you have a fever.”
“Well, that’s the thing. I don’t usually exercise, but I yesterday, I did.”
Honestly, I would be worried if she had shown this kind of laxity to other boys, frankly speaking.
However, it is also troublesome for us if she was wary.
We’ve already become brother and sister.
I’ll admit it, I get excited by Maaya’s breasts.
It’s the bare skin of the girl I love.
And that’s why I can’t afford to be seen to be upset!
“I’m going to change my clothes then…”
“I’m sure, of course, I’ll be waiting for you downstairs.”
About six hours later, at two o’clock in the afternoon, I was at a cafe in front of Sendai Station.
I think I might have left something at my old house.
With that in mind, I decided to give myself some time alone to think.
Without warning, I found out about it the moment my first love became my step-sister.
And it’s only been two days since then.
“I’m going to stay until I get my mind right! With my four hundred yen coffee.”
Okay, let’s get the situation straight again.
First of all, my mother, Shuka Tsugehara, is a single mother and programmer who has only met my father twice in her life. I see my step-sister more often than I do my father.
Anyway, I heard that my mom and Mahiro started dating somewhere around last spring.
It’s a kind of in-house romance.
Around the end of the year and the beginning of the new year, I started seeing Mahiro-san too.
So, the day before yesterday, after submitting the marriage certificate, we met up with the kids at each of our houses and went to Sendai station.
This is a rare case where the bad custom of a company calendar came in handy.
Lastly, Mahiro is Maaya’s father. As a result, I don’t need to confirm this, of course, but upon remarriage, Maaya became my step-sister…
My… step-sister…
I’m in love with her… and I’m trying to confess…
“How could I have predicted this? If you could, your brain would be like a god!”
Hmm, well, there’s no point in lamenting.
Taking out your grievances on others and the world will not improve you or your reality.
And the fact that reality is not improving means that grievances will continue to be created.
A negative spiral is a waste of time. I have to put a stop to it somewhere.
So, let’s start the brainstorming session.
First of all, my sister and brother-in-law can get married because they are not related by blood.
First, because we are not related by blood, a step-sister and step-brother can marry.
However, legality isn’t the only problem.
Don’t think that you will get a general understanding.
Besides, I don’t want people to know what’s going on and get involved in unnecessary things.
I don’t know, It would be unusual if Maaya and I walked out of the classroom together. What would people think?
It doesn’t matter if it’s a joke that’s an extension of everyday conversation or harassment.
I’m sure there will be a lot of conversations that will make people wonder about the relationship between Maaya and me.
Emotionally, it’s unpleasant, and logically, it’s out of the question that it would interfere with my plans.
Even though we are step-siblings, we couldn’t escape the curious stares of the people around us.
The moment one of my classmates finds out, they would make a mockery of the whole thing and my future would be shrouded in darkness.
The fact that I don’t have any friends is already a big problem.
It’s like when you drop a spoonful of sugar and the ants swarm around it.
“And on top of all this, I’m in love.”
A step-brother giving his first love to his step-sister.
I don’t consider my feelings to be something to be ashamed of.
But still, some people make fun of it, and some people ridicule it.
From that point of view, my relationship with Maaya should be kept a secret.
When I was in elementary school, there were times when boys who went to school with girls got mocked by their classmates.
I guess the future that could happen is an extension of that. In my opinion, when you reach high school age, you just get better at living and the things you don’t really change.
“It’s a possibility, but weighing the cost and the risk, should I hide it?
This is my first love.
As long as I don’t cause any trouble to those around me, including Maaya, I have no reason to be blamed for doing what I want.
If it ends up being a waste of time, so be it.
Our relationship as brother and sister, and my love!
I’m going to keep all of this a secret!
“I must also keep these feelings a secret to Maaya.”
It’s complicated in many ways, but I get to live with the person I love.
It would have been better if it were as a married couple, but of course, there’s no reason not to be happy about it.
But what about, Maaya?
Even if we are somewhat close, she may still feel uneasy about being under the same roof with the opposite sex of the same age.
I thought the same thing the day before yesterday.
And even now that I know that my sister’s true identity is Maaya, that thought hasn’t changed.
Even though we weren’t strangers, we were classmates who started to live in the same house.
No, the fact that I want to be together with Maaya is more problematic.
“I do like Maaya.”
But in general, a younger brother does not fall in love with his older sister.
And it’s the same for the older sister!
I was acutely aware of this when we actually became a brother and sister and imagined what the future would hold.
As a party to this, I’m anxious about falling in love with my sister, even if it’s okay in theory.
So if they get involved, it’s as a sister.
So even if Maaya gets involved, it’s as a sister.
I must always be aware of this and continue the act.
Aha, I already understand.
In everything that’s about to happen, the first person I need to keep my feelings a secret from is Maaya herself.
We trust each other, but there’s a barrier that can’t be overcome by that alone!
“I don’t want her to find out that I’m after her and hate me.”
However, there is hope.
It’s not that we don’t get along at home, but we’re still just brother and sister on paper.
It’s not that we won’t be best friends for the next eleven months.
If that’s the case!
If we go through with the marriage, there will be no problem!
No, well, I think that’s an insane answer, even for me…
“But people still care about what they call each other and their relationships!”
For example, of course, I am still me. But there’s a big difference between being called Shuichiro-kun and being called names like you were in elementary school.
So I’m sticking to it.
I want to get registered with Maaya.
If it’s a form of cohabitation I don’t want, but I’ll turn it into a form of cohabitation I do want.
If my classmates find out, they will be more interested than usual because we are brother and sister.
So, at least we’ll keep the fact that we’re siblings hidden until graduation.
As for Maaya, she hasn’t classified me as a younger brother or an object of romantic interest yet.
So, this one will reach a happy ending sooner than the relationship is fixed.
I’ll do my best while there’s still a chance!
This time, before I become her brother, I will tie the knot with Maaya Sato!
Perfect…!
You can’t call it a plan yet, but it’s a perfect policy without even the slightest hitch!
I can do it.
No, I’m the only one who can do it!
“Yes, being in the worst possible predicament is not a reason to give up.”
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Today, I, Maaya Sato.
I’ve been in love with this boy for a long time, Shuichiro Tsugehara, and I’ve decided to move in with him.
When I was alone in the bathroom and thought about it again, I felt a little dazed, and I sank into the bathtub.
After just a few seconds, I looked up and took a deep breath to cover up the burning part in my body.
“Fuwaa~”
I’m starting to get nervous. I’m also starting to feel a little sore.
What? Living together?
No, I’ve actually known about it for a while.
I thought I had prepared myself for this.
I’m conscious about it that my mouth grinned on its own.
My heart flutters, and I see my blushing face in the mirror… I’m happy, nervous, and hopeful.
“I’m gonna have to calm down a bit before I can go up there.”
Shuichiro-kun and I are classmates at school, and at home, we are brother and sister.
Of course, it’s I was surprised at first, but…
But when I thought about it, I realized that it didn’t really matter.
But of course.
“I think the most important thing in a relationship is how you feel.”
Of course, I’m happy that we’re living together.
And the fact that I love Shuichiro-kun doesn’t change either.
That’s why I don’t mind the fact that we are now brother and sister.
In fact, I think it’s a good thing for us to be brother and sister.
When I go home, it’s just the two of us until my father and step-mother finish their work.
“And now, I’m a sister who wants to get along with her new younger brother.”
it’s
Of course, even if we’re just step-siblings, I’m thinking about things that normal sisters and brothers don’t do.
Because my feelings have not changed.
But… it doesn’t mean that there’s nothing to be worried about, you know…
“Hmm, boys are usually happy about that, right?”
Suddenly, I saw the shampoo for my family of four.
Next to my shampoo is the shampoo that Shuichiro-kun seems to always use.
I’m so nervous just looking at the shampoo.
“Shuichiro-kun didn’t seem to be nervous at all.”
I Tried to create cleavage by gently pulling my breasts together with my hands.
Perhaps he didn’t find me attractive?”
I know he was upset when he saw my cleavage for a moment this morning.
But even if I were my own sister, I think boys would be nervous if they could see my chest.
Or is it different?
I’m glad that he was impatient, and that’s what I wanted.
But what’s bothering me is….
“In just two days, do you think I can no longer be seen as a love interested’s?”
I was surprised, but for some reason, he immediately acted like he was fine.
In the case of Shuichiro-kun and I, until three days ago, we were more than friends, but less than lovers…
“But that doesn’t change the fact that I’m going to do it either way.”
Regardless of the circumstances, I’m going to live under one roof with the person I love!
This is the best chance I’ve ever had, and I’m not going to miss it!
It would be bad if my friends found out about this relationship, but I just need to avoid inviting them over to my house as much as possible.
After all, it’s a private matter, and I personally don’t want them to know about it.
I mean, I don’t want people to gossip about strange things that have no evidence.
In addition, even if I really do end up with Shuichiro-kun, I don’t want people to talk about us in such a manner.
“Hmm, the last thing I’m worried about is Shuichiro-kun’s feelings…”
In fact, even though I found out first and hid the fact that I was going to be his step-sister until the very last minute, there was no confession, no love letter, nothing.
Even if I were to be rejected, we would still be sister and brother after that.
If that happened, it would be very awkward.
In other words, I can only confess once.
So of course, I can only confess after I’ve somehow confirmed his feelings.
But there is still a chance.
No, this cohabitationis the only chance.
“Yes, it’s our best chance. That’s why I’m going to attack and attack!”
[AT: It’s been a while since I posted the Episode 1. Sorry for then dealy(You can’t see, but I’m currently prostating myself.) Anyways, here’s Episode 2! Hope you guys enjoy it because I sacrificed my sitting posture for this and now my back hurts!]